Lily soon returned and rushed me to the bathroom. My heart was racing and I could hardly breath as she walked in with a bag. She dug through them and pulled out three boxes.

"Here, I got three tests." She said sitting the boxes on the sink.

I picked one of them up and stared down at it. This little box controlled my life, if it gave me the wrong answer then I'd have to figure out a whole new life for myself and the child, I may or may not be carrying.

"What am I going to do if it comes back positive? Lily, I don't have a job and mum and dad took me out of their will, how can I-"

Lily quickly cut me off by grabbing the box and setting it back on the sink. She crouched down and took my hands in hers, staring up at me.

"It's going to be okay, me and James will be with you every step of the way, I promise." She said squeezing my hands.

Three tests later and I knew I was screwed. Had the first one been a fake, I wouldn't have worried, but with all three of them saying the same thing, I knew my life would never be the same.

My heart was pounding in my chest and I saw Lily staring intensively at me. I turned the test around and her eyes went wide.

Pregnant

Lily instantly went quiet, as if she was trying to figure out what she needed to say or could say. She let out a sigh and closed her eyes, after what felt like hours she opened her eyes again and took the test from me.

"James is going to flip out." She said as she put the fear back in its box.

I placed my face in my hands and let out a groan. I felt my whole life crash and burn in an instant. Not only was my ex a death eater, but now I was pregnant with his child and to make matters worse I was still in school.

"What am I gonna tell Sirius? We just got together and- I wish I had never found out Severus was a death eater." I said as tears welled up in my eyes.

Lily pulled me into a hug and I cried into her chest.

Lily, thankfully, decided to take most of the blow from my brother's wrath. Though with James' voice it wasn't hard for me to hear him screaming at the top of his lungs.

"Are you kidding me?! No I won't calm down! She's my fucking baby sister!"

I let out a sigh and brought my knees to my chest, I was sitting on the ground, my back pressed firmly against the edge of the tub.

There was a knock and the door opened to reveal Sirius, who had a frown on his face.

"You okay?" He asked softly.

I shook my head no and he walked into the room and shut the door.

"Can I sit beside you?" He asked motioning to the spot beside me.

I nodded my head and he slid down to the ground. I hid my face in my knees and he let out a sigh.

"So have you got any name ideas? I always liked the name Sirius." He said with a small smile.

"How am I going to raise this kid?" I asked sadly.

"I'm here. James is... outside. Look he will come around. And by the time mini Cass comes around, I'll have a nursery set up and you can stay with me." He said softly.

"Sirius-"

"Hey, we will get through this. I promise." He said as he took my hand and kissed it.

I laid my head on his shoulder and he kissed my forehead. It was an hour before Lily gave us the all clear.

"He has calmed down, and he wants to talk to you." Lily said softly.

Sirius helped me up and led me into the living room, where James was waiting.

"Hey. Feeling better?" James asked as I set down.

"Yea, Lily got me something for my stomach."

He nodded his head and let out a sigh.

"Okay, so I called Dad and he and mum are putting you back in the will."

"Why?"

"I might have threatened them and said that they wouldn't get to see mine and Lily's wedding." He said with a chuckle.

"Thank you, but you didn't have to-"

"Of course I did. You're my baby sister and I will always help you. Now me and Sirius have to go visit-"

"You can't kill Severus." I said cutting him off with a frown on my face.

"I would never-"

"James, promise me you will stay away from him."

He let out a groan and nodded his head.

"I want to hear the words leave your mouth."

James threw his hands into the air and let out a sigh.

"I promise I won't bother Severus." James said holding his hands up.

"Thank you. Now Sirius-"

"I promise I won't kill him, if only so that little you has an amazing father figure." Sirius said calmly.

"Thank you."

Sirius shook his head and leaned down and kissed my forehead.