The next morning I left before Sirius woke up, to scared that he would actually remember his talk with me. I arrived home and saw Lily cooking breakfast.

"Morning, how was taking care of your man child?" I asked playfully.

"Good, what about Sirius?" She asked with a wink.

"Nothing happened... well except he confessed that he loved me. Then told me how he imagined our wedding. He said I was going to wear a white dress, jokes on him I plan to wear a red dress at my wedding." I explained with a laugh.

Lily quickly turned to look at me and sent me a look of shock.

"You're joking."

I shook my head no and let out a sigh.

"Nope. I only wish I was joking.... Oh and after he confessed his love, he passed out when I was confessing my feelings."

She let out a laugh and turned to look at me.

"What are we going to do with you two?" She asked sending me a smile.

"I don't know."

She turned around and turned the stove off. I laughed as she handed me a plate of food. It would be about 4 in the afternoon before James woke up with a splitting headache.

"Morning Sleeping beauty!" I yelled making him let out a groan.

"Why?" He mumbled into the table.

"Because as your baby sister, it's my job to torment you."

"I thought you loved me."

"I lied." I said with a smirk.

"Bitch."

"Asshole."

"Slut."

"Motherfucker."

"Whore."

"Son of-"

"Okay enough, James please stop fighting with your sister."

"Hey it's normal sibling banter." He said happily.

"We could be insulting each other in French." I said sipping my tea.

"Dad always did hate when we did that." He said calmly.

I heard running and then the front door was thrown open. James grabbed his wand and got ready to fight but lowered it when Sirius ran in, covered in sweat.

"Padfoot are you-"

"YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME BACK!" He exclaimed as he gasped for air.

"What?"

"Last night in the car you told me you loved me. Then you left me alone! How dare you not be there in the morning! Am I a cheap-"

"We didn't sleep together." I said shaking my head.

"Oh, still you didn't have to leave! You owe me an explanation young lady!" Sirius exclaimed.

"You told him you loved him! Lily, it's happening-"

"Lily will you-"

"On it." She said nodding her head.

She grabbed a hold of James' ear and dragged him upstairs, all while he whined about wanting to listen to us.

"Sirius, that was just a reflex-"

"You said that you still loved me, that you could never love Severus because all you thought about was me."

"I was hoping you hadn't heard that." I mumbled as he stared down at me.

"Tell me you don't want to be with me, tell me you want to move on and us just be friends. Tell me now so I can stop-"

I stood up and grabbed a hold of his face, pulling him into a deep and passionate kiss. Almost instantly his arms wrapped around my waist and he pulled me closer, deepening the kiss.

"I want you." I mumbled against his lips.

"And I want you." He said softly.

He went in to kiss me again but instantly I felt sick to my stomach and pushed him away.

"What?" He asked with a frown.

I quickly ran out of the room, him yelling after me. Before I knew it I was in the bathroom over the toilet.

"Hey, are you okay?" Sirius asked holding my hair up.

"No." I groaned out.

"I thought you didn't drink last night." He said as he tied my hair up in a bun.

"I... didn't." I mumbled.

After awhile my stomach had calmed down and I set on the couch and waited for Lily to get off the phone with the doctor.

"What he say?" I asked with a groan.

"He asked me if you could be pregnant. He is such an- oh my Merlin! Tell me there is no way you could possibly be pregnant." Lily exclaimed as my eyes went wide.

"We... we never used protection." I mumbled as I looked at the ground.

"Okay, I am going to run to the store to get you a test... don't say anything to those two idiots." She whispered.

I nodded my head and she quickly left the house, leaving me alone with the boys, who ended up calling Remus.