LIFE WITHOUT YOU!!!!

AISHWARYA 'S POV

PAIN

The only thing I feel right now ,is pain

He came into my life, loved me, cared about me, showed me what's love, taught me how to love and finally
LEFT ME ALONE TO!!

It's been 2 months, since I saw his face, I miss him badly
I just want to throw my hands around his neck and feel his heart beating against mine.

But...

He left!!

I clutched his shirt tightly and pressed it against my nose.

HIS SMELL!!
I so much wish to stay in his arms forever hearing his heart beats and  smelling his smell.

I slowly opened the letter, which he left it with the watchman.

MY ONLY SOURCE
There were three papers pinned to each other.
Taking the first one in my hand, I started reading it for the 100th time.

My dear darling♥️

I know you will probably start hating me for doing this to you but....

I think this is needed, believe me darling when ever you cried thinking I will leave you.
I was so strong and confident that no matter what I will never leave you
I promised you and promised myself that I will be there for you always .

But then I being with you will give you nothing but pain just pain so I  am gone break the promises I did to you .

PAIN, Which I hate to see you in, I want you to smile like an angel and live like a queen.

I seriously don't know how I am gone spend my rest of life without your crazy rants ,your crazy questions, the way you call me MAMA will just make my heart skip a beat.

I know life without you is just hard but me staying with you is gone make it even more hard .

And I know now you are gone blame your luck ,but darling hear me out.
You are my lucky charm, the day you sat beside me in the bus, till the day you carried our child in you.
I have been the most happiest and luckiest man in the whole universe and the reason for my happiness was you.

I don't know, how good husband I was to you but for me you were the best .

Life changed a lot aishu, a lot in this 9 months
I met you ,married you, we fell in love and we were expecting our little one soon. But God being a cruel one took our little one.

Never ever in my life, I was so scared aishu
When you were inside the emergency ward
My heart was literally in my hands.

I don't know if you can do this or no aishu but...

YOU NEED TO FORGET ME AND MOVE ON.... "

And the next papers were divorce papers which was already sighed by him.

THE MOON SPLIT IN HALF AND THE STARS CRUMBLED FALLING LIKE A FIREWORKS INTO THE SEA .
And I stood watching my world falling apart .

I literally died the day, he left me saying me to forget him and move on.

FORGET HIM??

how can I forget him ,his name, his face, his smell, his kiss, his warm embrace, his voice ,his care, his love.

In this 2 months, I never left the house waiting, hopeing that he will come back and I will be there to welcome him back to our little world but...
He never came...

Dhrva, Prem, Surya, prabhas, dhruvit everyone are trying hard to find on single clue about him but nothing we found except he once visited Chennai and after that we didn't heard anything about him.

He had planned everything in a proper way and left us.

He wrote the company in Dhrva and Prem's name
The mansion in my name, he called and spoke with Durgama and amulya before he left.

Standing in front of the mirror, I looked at myself

A eye full of tears and dark eyes, pale skin and dry lips, messy hairs and dull
Clothes
This was me from the past 2 months.

I have heard, read that memories hurt but never in my life I have experienced that. And he..
Made me experience that also.

Just a few months back everything was so perfect. And in a fraction of a second .
We.. We lost our little one and I lost him.

"aishu... "I heard, I turned around and saw navya and deepali

They both have been a constant support to me.
Prem and Dhrva are hell bent to find him.

"look at you aishu "deepali told worriedly

"here eat this aishu, I know you won't have eaten anything "navya and started feeding me.

Soon Dhrva and Prem came.

"you have any clue about him " I asked and Dhrva looked down

"no aishu, arjun is no where to be seen "Prem told

ARJUN, his name is enough for me to break down.

"aishu, arjun is your husband no matter what
He can't spend his life alone he will definitely come back to you
He loves you and loved you "Dhrva told.

My Arjun will never leave me. The arjun Who loved me was just awesome, he was a true man
I know there is some problem going on but I don't what that problem is.
Whatever that is I am gone find it out and bring my man back to me.

I just can't sit in home!!

************************************
HII GUYS, HOW WAS THE CHAPTER 😶

I HAVE A QUESTION FOR YOU GUYS
DO YOU GUYS LIKE HORROR STORIES?? 🤔
AND HAVE YOU EVER EXPERIENCED A GHOST IN REAL LIFE?? 😊

AND THEN...
SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE AND GUYS PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT. ♥️

HAPPY READING 💖

955 WORDS 🌸