A/N note

Finally this is the last chapter of my book and then an epilogue which will be out soon.

Please comment on every part, guys commom akhree chapter hai, atleast kuch toh importance doo.

Recap:

I was lost in my thoughts when my phone started ringing. I received the call to find zara shouting with pain. Hamza its time, please come.

She says and the phone call cuts.!!

Present: Chapter 40(Last)

Zara's Pov:

Today everything was going on strange from the time i got up from my bed. I felt really weak and tired, and after every one hour a sudden pain used to attack on my stomach.

Then i realised that my 9 months were over and it was time to bid a good bye to my love.

Tears rolled down my cheeks and the pain kept on increasing.

"Time passed so fast and i didnt even realise. I had so much to talk with hamza but i think this was the limit"

"Aj shayad mai is ghar ko akhree dafa dekh rahe houn. I passed my hands on the walls, and then my eyes caught our marriage frame. I held it in my hard and brought it close to my chest".

"This was the most wonderful moment of my life. Jab meri life mai hamza humesha key liye enter hogaye. Kitni shiddat sey chaha unhoon ney mujhey.
Kaash key mai saree umer unki mohabbat paa saktee".

"Sometime i think i have taken a wrong decision, for not aborting my baby.
But if i had aborted my baby, hamza"s wish woudnt have ever come true.
And i cant see hamza in pain".

The pain increased further and i grabbed my phone to call hamza.
Soon he recieved the call.

"Hamza its time, please come fast"

And then slowly the phone dropped from my hands and my vision started getting blurry and then i was surrounded with blackness.

Hamza"s Pov:

I arrived at home in about 15 minutes, and started ringing the doorbell impatiently but she didnt unlock the door.

I took out my spare key and unlocked the door entering inside.

Zara! Zara! I called out loud.
But there was no response.

I walked further and saw zara lying down on the floor. I quickly carried her in my arms and ran towards the nearest hospital.

We reached there in no time, and then i made her lie on the stretcher.
"We need to do her operation, or the baby"s life will be in danger", the nurse says.

What? Baby? Are you crazy? She isnt pregnant!! I shout at the crazy nurse.
Sir, relax she says.

She then relates the whole incident to me about zara not aborting her baby.

"I fall down hard on the floor.
Why Zara? Why did you do this to me. You know nothing is more important for me than you, then why did you sacrifice your life for me?"

I sobbed loudly trying to control my tears. I wont let anything happen to her. Kaisey jioon ka uskey begair, mera din hee uski masoom see awaaz aur pyaaree see muskuharat sey shroo hota hai. Mar jaoon uska bgair.

Doctor! Doctor! I run towards the operation theatre banging the door.
But no one opened.

Save my zara, i shout still thrashing the door.

"Aansoo meri ankhoon sey tapaktey rahey aur zara ki cheenkey mere kanoo mai lehegtee rahee".

After half an hour the door opens, the doctor comes out.
"Congratulations Mr Hamza, a baby girl has entered your life".

He hands me the little angel. She was so small, her eyes were that of an angel and she caught my finger with her small hand. Her small legs kicked me a bit and i pecked her cheeks.
Tears streamed out of my eyes looking at my little princess.

"Mr Hamza, your wife has only some of her breaths left, go and meet her before its too late", nurse says.

I enter into the operation theatre with the little angel in my arms.
Zara was lying on the bed counting her last breaths. She gave me her sweet smile as i sat near her.

"Zara, why did you do this to me? Why did you lie"? I ask looking at her.

For her, for our angel. I needed to see you happy , i needed to see you smile.
Thats why, i did this. You know how much i love you, and my life isnt more important then your love.

Tears streamed out of her eyes, i placed the little angel into her hands. She kissed her cheeks and smiled widely.

"Kitni pyaari hainaa"? She asks.
"Bilkul tumhare tarha", i reply back.

Soon the nurse arrives to take the baby with her.

How will i live without you Zara?
I hugg her tighly and we both cry releasing all the pain.

"Tum toh meri jaan hoo, mere khushee ka raaz, mere zindagi ka ehm hissa.
Mar jaoon ga tumharey bina".

No, never say this again. You need to live your life, for our angel. Hamza, yeh bachee mere nishaani hai. Tum khayal rakhogey uska.
She says between her sobbs.

Zara, i hold her hand tighly.
i promise i will take care of our little angel, i once more hugg her.

Hamza, get married after me.
She says blankly looking at me.
No never, i wont, i reply sternly.

You have to, for our little angel.
She says crying.

I will miss you both so much, she sobbs on my shoulders.

We both once again hugg each other tighly." Dont leave me zara", i say weeping loudly.

"I have no choice hamza, i.. i have to leave you", she says.
Then suddenly her hands slip from my shoulders and her breaths stop.

Zara! Zara! Zara! Nahiiiiiiiiii
Uth jaoooooooooooo!!
Zaraaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! Mat jaoooo mujhey chor key!!!! Uthoooooo.

I shook her, pull her, but she didnt wake up.

Mai marjaoon ga, uthoo naa zara!!
Nahiiiii!!!

I fall down on the floor and shout loudly. Soon the doctors arrive, trying to handle me.

They try to take away her body but i wont let them.

Where are you taking her? I shout at one of the nurse.
Sir, she is no more please try to understand.

Shut up!! She is just sleeping, she is just tired. She will wake up you guys go i say while stroking her hair.

Zara! Meri jaan, tell them yr, you are going to wake up after sometime.
I try to shook her but she doesnt wake up.

Zara! Zara! Wake up!
Our little angel is waiting.
Uthoo naaa!!! Uthooo!!

Zara! Zara! Mat jaooo.
Her body is taken away and our hands slip away from each other.

Noooooo!!!! She is no more.

" She left me so early. Abhi toh kitney khuwab sajaey they mainey magar wo toh chalee gaye. Ab kiskey saath apna dard bantoon ga. Kiskey saath raatain guzaaroon ga. Kyu? Kyu? Chalee gayee?

Be strong, you need to take care of your daughter. A nurse says from behind and she hands me my little angel.

She resembled zara, slowly her small eyes opened and our eyes met. I cant decribe how adorable and lovely she was, her small lips smiled at me.
Even my lips curved into a smile looking at her!!! I kissed her forehead.

Papa apka bauhat sara khayal rakhain gain, ap papa aur mamma ki jaan hoo. Ooowaaaa!!! She cried and i laughed at her sweet voice.

A/N!!

I cant write anymore.
I m just crying

Hamza ki Zara left him alone.
How did i even survive while writing?

Guys !! Dont know kya likhoon!!

I hope you guys enjoyed!!!

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