Hii guys that was just a filler in the previous chapter. Sorry for giving you heart attacks!!

Zara's POV:
It seemed as I was broken into pieces and what the doctor told me, I just can't bear it. When hamza left
Flashback*
Mrs Hamza, I m sorry to say after aborting your baby you won't be ever able to become a mom again.
End of flashback*

After what the doctor said, I lost hope. If hamza comes to know he will be broken totally, so I have taken a decision. I will sacrifice my life for the sake of Hamza's happiness, I will let this baby come into this world, hamza had done so much for me now its my duty of fulfilling his happiness.

Miss Zara, please come for the abortion , the nurse says.
No, I won't abort this baby, I reply sternly.
Ma'am, what are you saying? She asks with shock. Your husband has asked me before going, she says.
You will do as I say, when my husband asks you about the abortion just say that its done. I tell her.
Okay as you say, then she leaves the room. I lie there crying but a smile appears on my face, when he will be so happy after seeing his child.

I have just 9 months to survive, till then I will try to keep hamza as happy as I can.

Hamza's POV:
She suddenly disappeared, it was just my imagination. I quickly get up and run to the hospital, by now the abortion would be done. I m so stupid I left my Zara when she needed me the most, what kind of husband am I .

I cry to myself, I need to be strong to support Zara. Soon I reach the hospital and run towards Zara's room. As soon as I enter she huggs me tightly crying. Its okay meri jaan, relax , I say hugging her back.
I kiss her forehead and calm her down, we can try for a baby again I say trying to smirk.

Zara you are done with the abortion?
I ask trying to hide my pain.
Yes, she says while crying. She was still very weak , but she was discharged from the hospital. I took her home and then gave her dinner to eat. We shared time with each other, and I don't know why Zara was talking weird things.

Hamza, if something happens to me. Be strong to handle yourself, don't break down. You know I will always remain in your heart and memories.

She says holding my hand.
"What are you saying Zara"? I won't let anything happen to you. Remember that, I reply to her angrily.

Zara"s POV:

It was an early morning, I woke up slowly and went to take a shower. Hamza was still sleeping, after dressing up I look at my tummy smiling. How are you mamma ki jaan? Papa ko mat satana after mom leaves you forever. Un ka khayal rakhna, I smile with tears. I know one of us has to go from this world, we both can't stay together. I sit there crying, hopeless.

I quickly pray zuhr prayer And pray to Allah.

Ya Allah, you are the most merciful.
Why so many problems for me? I know you have planned everything for us, so I will thank you for giving me such a peaceful and wonderful life.
Allah after I leave protect my husband and child from all difficulties and problems, never let them feel they are alone. Keep them happy! Ameen

After praying, I fold the matt and go downstairs for making breakfast.
"Zara, where are you going"? Aunty asks coming from behind.
"Aunty I m going to make breakfast"
"You sit down Zara, you need rest I will make ", she says stroking my head.

This motherly love of her, the way everyone takes care of me, I will miss.

Hope no one is crying?
But I m . I feel so bad for Zara, she is sacrificing her life for her love.

I m sorry for breaking your hearts.
Just 2 more chapters left and the epilogue will be out.

Plss keep supporting me!!

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