it was 10 mins to the bell when Marsha rushed me to the toilet.... once again I just stood their idle as Marsha fixed her hair and makeup... as I stood their she handed me a dark maroon lipstick... I looked at her as if I has seen something alien.... she insisted me on trying the lipstick which I eventually did... I kinda liked it even though I never wore this shade... as we were finishing off in the toilet the bell went off... me and Marsha rushed to class....

as we entered into class I saw him... actually we made eye contact... I looked at the ground immediately trying to break the contact... me and Marsha slowly slid into our seats and patiently waited for the next teacher to arrive..... as I looked around the class once again I made eye contact with him... he glared ryt into my eyes... I began sweating like a pig..."you look different, in a good way thou..." he said smiling.... i began blushing like an idiot....

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the rest of the school hours her pretty much normal except for the fact that marsha and monnie got into pretty good conversation...the awkward part was that i sat like a dummy in between both of them...

i didnt pay much attention to their conversation... i slipped my headphones on and listen to crystal snow.... and thats how pretty much school ended...

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just as the last bell rang i grabbed my bag and rushed out the classroom pulling Marsha behind me.. "hey!!! what's the hurry? Carmen"'she kept on asking me... ignoring her i began for the door when monnie called me...

"hey!!! Carmen mind if i walk home with you guys...." he asked in the most cutest way...

oh how could i deny this hot cutie... i thought... but before i could say anything Marsha acted on my behalf... "sure it would be cool!!! oh... Carmen monnie lives on your street" i literally felt goosebumps on my body... i smiled a uncomfortably and awkward smile... I'm sure he thinks I'm a creep.. i thought in my brain as we walked out together....

it was a pretty decent walk home... Even though it was a quiet one for me.... Marsha and monnie had a pretty engaging conversation.....

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as we reached the top of my street marsha said her goodbye... marsha lived a street away from me... which ment it was only me and him... as we began walking down our street... i guess it was awkward for both of us because it was really quiet walk... even though it literally took only 2 minutes to my house from the top of the lane it seemed like eternity to me which was filled with awkwardness and uncomfortability.... as i was like a block away from my house... i called goodbye to him and ran down to my house.... he waved back walking past my house as i shut the door behind me....

i peeked through the window looking where he went... just to make myself clear this isn't stalking.... he walked a few more blocks until he was completely out of sight... i wondered where he lived as went up to my room to change... mom was at work which means jess was at mrs.kindles... i had promised jess that id take him to the park this evening and the weather was pretty good it was cold yet very sutle... i got dressed and took a quick pic of my outfit before i left the house...

i left the house locking the door... mrs.kindle lived like 6 mins away from my house... i walked slowly enjoying the weather this afternoon it felt so good to be in the outdoors...

i ran mrs.kindles door and waited patiently for her arrival..."come on in carmen! ive baked cookies"she said with a very welcoming smile on her face as she opened the door... i denied at first but since she insisted i went inside... i stood it in the hall awkwardly... im not so good with being around ppl im very outgoing but an introvert at the same tym....

"thankx for inviting me in mrs.kindle, wheres jess?"i asked in the most polite way i knew..

"hes inside playing.. why don't you go on in and ill join you with the cookies?"she asked me.... "okaii"i replied walking through mrs.kindles hallway... "jess !!! honey where are you" i asked...

within seconds as i spoke he peeked out of the room at the end of the hallway running to me and giving me a bear hug.... honestly jess was the best hugger in the world...

"carmen!!! i made a new friend" jess exclaimed happily...

"wow!!! sweetie"i exclaimed back trying to join in on his excitement...

he held me by my jacket gesturing me to walk to the room he came out from... as i entered the room there was no one except for a few building blocks... "jess? wheres your frnd?"i asked trying not to hurt him...

"hes hiding and were supposed to find him cmon help me carmen" he said jumping up and down... jess has been pretty depressed after our parents divorce and he has developed a lot of imaginary frnds from being alone... i thought it was one of those frnds and i didn't want to hurt him anymore by saying they were imaginary so i just continued to look around with him....

"look in the wardrobe"he said... I've never seen jess this happy... it really made me happy too.. i followed his orders.... i slowly opened up the cupboard when someone jumped out "BOO!!!" i almost tripped on the carpet when that someone held my by the hand...

as stood strong on my feet i looked to who it was....

it was.....

"monnie"

äre you alright?! i didnt mean to scare you" he said looking at me affectionately...

"umm... im fine... its okaii"i replied smiling like an idiot...

just as the commotion setled mrs.kindle walked in.. "oh! i see you have already met.. carmen this is namjoon and namjoon this is carmen " she introduced us... we just exchanged smiles in response... "we know eachother already... were in the same class plus we walked home together " he said to mrs.kindle glancing at me...

"owwh thats lovely... honey "she said giving monnie a sidehug...

grabbing a cookie i lifted jess up and thanked mrs.kindle for the cookies and gesturing goodbye to monnie...

mrs.kindle left for the kitchen while monnie walked us to the door... just as we left the door.. jess leaned over to give monnie a hug.... since i was carrying jess i moved closer it was the closet i had been to monnie... it felt so weird yet extremely delightful.... oh what was happening to me???...

our final goodbyes being said jess and i began walking towards the park... when monnie called to me again... "carmen!!! we should hangout sometime..." he yelled out..."sure"i yelled back... it was fun yelling i should do it more often i thought...

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30 mins later... jess and i were at the park... jess ran around making friends and playing... jess was a very kind and cheerful kid in general everyone really liked him and he made frnds easily thus,

i just sat on the bench scrolling through my instagram as jess had fun...

unintentionally, i stumbled upon monnies insta okai! well not completely unintentionally i might have searched it up!!! anyways that doesn't matter...

his insta was just handsome... obviously because it consisted of him... as i scrolled further into his insta i saw a picture of a girl...

who was she???? thought cringing at her sight... up until i saw the tag...#bestsisintheworld #kimreilly

i let out a slight giggle.... i didnt know whether i was just realived that she was his sister or i was just embaressed with myself...

"carmen can we go home now??? im tired" jess said gesturing me to carry him..

putting my phone into the pocket i carried jess and began walking home... we had to go uplane to our house and it was a 30 min walk... i couldnt even put jess down to walk as he was fast asleep on my shoulder...

halfway through... i was already completely dead..

abt 10 mins later we were passing mrs.kindles house... monnie was outside in the porch sitting on the steps with his phone in his hand...

as he saw me... he rushed to me... "need some help?" he asked reaching his hand out to carry jess.... it would have been hard to guess that i needed cuz i was literally breathing like a dog...

"thankx"i said handing jess over...

we began walking home togather.. all i could think of was how

amazing

kind

tall

handsome

gorgeous

he was...

he didn't seem to talk much but every now and then he displayed his heart melting smile looking at me...

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he slowly laid jess on the couch after we reached home...

i thanked him for his help to which he just smiled

afterwards

"would you like to have something??" i offered

"nah I'm good" he replied leaving my house...

OH! how dreamy he was i thought falling onto the free sofa....

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