Just as Nell's mom left...i decided to leave to considering that Nell may have other things to do plus I just met her how am I going to sit in her House....

I stood up saying goodbye and lifting jess up when Monnie also stood up gesturing goodbye to Nell...

"Well bye then" she said waving goodbye from her doorstep before she closed the door ....

"Mind if I carry him??" Monnie asked
" sure" I said slowly giving jess to him

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As we entered my house Monnie put jess down who ran upstairs.... As I started going inside....

" Carmen ... I'm sorry" he said...
turning around immediately to see him I asked " sorry??... Why??"
"Umm... Ur angry with me aren't you??" He asked his voice quivering...
" No..im not..what makes you think so???" I replied wondering if he was talking abt the hug
" no...Carmen you have been ignoring me lately... Even though you may not notice it, I do so I thought...well...maybe your angry with me" he said staring at the ground instead of me...
" I'm sorry... If you think so Monnie but things have been acting up lately and I hadn't been myself ... Sorry if it made you think I was angry with you..." I replied feeling extremely guilty considering the fact I was ignoring him...

He slowly approached me, I began gulping and sweating .... I don't have a good feeling abt this my mind kept repeating.....

He slowly touched my face.... He cupped it with both his hands...my eyes widened and battered like crazy.... He moved closer to me.... His body slowly touched my body.... My toes began tingling so did my heart... I wanted to speak but I couldn't ..... His breath slowly I inhaled....the tention between us increased... He tilted my head towards a side.... He approached my shivering lips with his confident yet soft and plum lips... i shut my eyes as tight as i could... as much as i wanted it to stop i couldn't...

his lips slowly brushed on mine.... "Carmen...look what i found" said a voice behind me... which caused us both to startle... it was jess... realising it... he let go of me...

his lips no longer brushed on mine... i no longer inhaled his breathes.... his body didn't touch mine anymore...

i slowly opened my eyes only to notice he had moved away from me... "I'm sorry...Carmen... i didn't... really... IM so sorry" he said brushing his hair behind with his hands as he rushed out the door closing it behind him...

i was still trembling from the experience... what just happen??? i thought to myself... once again i was interrupted by jess "Carmen look!!!" jess said waving a picture he had drawn in the air....

"wow!!! honey that's amazing" i said my voice barely making it out...