About 10 mins later we were at Mrs. Kindles door step
I was so reluctant to ring the bell that my hands shook as I reached out for it....

Eventually the bell was rung and we were inside... The house looked pretty lit and full of life but I was just to anxious to look around I was too busy I'd stumble into namjoon.... What if asks me why I was here now after almost slamming the door to his face....

Jess went on inside to play as I tried to make myself look more comfortable... I just sat down on the sofa waiting actually praying I'd not see him... I was a ball of uncomfort my feet kept tapping into the wooden floor which made a beat of music....

As I continued to do what I was doing I noticed some one walking down she seemed awfully familiar when it hits me... It was Riley yea Kim Riley namjoons sister.... They did have alot of resemblance but not much....

Even though I knew Riley she probably has no idea of me u thought to my self simultaneously imaging the weird first time introduction....

Riley looked really cute and kind she seemed so welcoming and outgoing almost like anyone would take an instant liking towards her...

She approached the hall and then gave me slight stare before she spoke...
"Hey!!! Carmen " she said a huge smile yet cute smile taking over her face....

"..... Hi... " I said feeling an awkward moment sweep by...

Seconds later Nell joined in on us she looked nice as ever too...
" How r you girl??? " She said giving me a side hug..
" I'm gud! And you?" I replied still not getting around the whole thing

Soon both of them started chit chatting laughing and giggling I tried to stay alive as possible into the conversation but it was no use... Each thing they talked abt seemed like a entirely new topic than before ..

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I was very much dead inside eventhou I carried a fake smile on my face... I just sat there as still as a dummy occasionally nodding my head and throwing a few hmmms and aahhs to ensure I was listening...

Mrs. Kindle was busy preparing dinner while Jess played inside and Nell and Riley talked away...

The back door slowly slid open and monnie walked inside... " Done with the BBQ machine lil bro" Riley asked staring at monnie...
Yea... He replied before he plopped down across me..
Nell and Riley went back to their conversation while the tention built between us ... He kept his eyes on me all times.....

I stood up and pretended to look for Jess as I walked inside... I wanted to get away from him.....

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ess was in the room playing with the blocks and all that was there I just sat down beside him and stayed still... When there was thud on the door I looked around to only notice monnie inside the room the door locked behind him...

"Carmen I need to talk to you.. now..." He said his voice deeper than ever...
" I have nothing to talk to you... Namjoon leave now or I'll leave " I said standing up...

" I won't leave and your not leaving either... We need to talk... But I'm not gonna talk in front of Jess so pls just let's talk in my room and then u can leave I'll not trouble you again promise" he said guarding the door..

" I don't want your promise... You pervert... U want me to come to the room so that you can tell the whole school I slept with you... That's exactly what you want... Haven't you done enough for me...." I replied trying grab the door knob as calmly as possible
I was trying to make sure I wasnt worring Jess...

I made it through... I walked the hallway when he wrapped his arms around my waist and carried be bridal style into his room.. i was stunned I couldn't speak or shout....

He put me on the ground and shut the door locking it and removing the keys from the door... He dropped it into his pants...

"Namjoon.. I swear to god I'm going to kill you... U move one step closer to me I'll scream let me go... U pervert.."
I spoke my voice breaking and stamering...