once again she dragged me back to class... i was almost like jelly.. my mind and body had no coordination at all....

i was literally just lagging behind Marsha as she dragged me to class...

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as we entered into class all the chattering , giggling or whatever was going on just froze at the sight of me...

"owwh!!! look whose here!!! apparently that hoe who tries to steal other peoples boyfriends..." Jason one of the jocks shouted out from the back, a group laughter following his comment... "oh!! just shut up Jason, as if we don't know what kind of a person you are..." Marsha snapped on my behalf...

i was still unable to comprehend what was going on.. when another spoke out "ummm... don't u consider single guys??? why do you have to run after those guys who are already taken??"

"well.. i guess she likes experienced guys..." replied another... the whole class falling apart in laughter literally felt like a slap across my face which just shook me into my senses...

"WILL YOU ALL JUST STOP!!! ITS A RUMOUR NOT AN LETTER OF WHAT YOU SPOKE OR HEARD IS TRUE!!! SO JUST SHUT UP!!!" i yelled collapsing into a pool of tears and bringing silence into the whole class...

even though the silence didnt last for long , it was still worth it... just as i brought myself together... the teacher entered into class...

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sitting in class was the worst.. every now and then some one from the back would throw a paper ball at me with something extremely disgraceful and hurtful written on it... above that the guy sitting behind me constantly kept on kicking my chair... i couldn't neither stop them or even speak out.. i was terrified about the teachers finding out... i sat their calmly as possible...

as the teacher left the classroom.. once again the rants and gossips begin... i just broke down to tears... i couldn't help it and this time Marsha didnt know how to respond to them either...

Jason walked up front... he slowly bent down and stared at my tear flushed face... he brought his face closer to my ears and whispered.... "hey!!! do you know where monnie is??? he hasn't showed up today.... maybe he is tired after last nights session... I'm taken too.. would you like to make me feel the same!!! huh???" he said laughing hysterically as he retrieved himself from me...

i was just so pissed i stood and tired to make my way out of class when...

Casey made her way into the class room... she penetrated her finger into my shoulder.... "hey bitch!! i just came here to see the toad that smooched away my boyfriend... err!!! your so ugly... touching you makes me feel ugly too... wonder what made monnie get close to such a pig!!!" she said making a puke face at me.... "stop it Casey!!!" Marsha said removing Casey's finger from my shoulder...

"its a rumor alright!!!" Marsha continued... "yea!!! a rumor totally.. if it was a rumor why do you think monnie told me himself!!! HUH??" she said staring ryt into my eyes... as the bell went off...

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i sat in class... waiting to go home... "may i come in mam" said a voice ... even before i turned to look a who it was i realized it was monnie...

"so, late? mr.kim" the teacher replied before calling him inside... "umm.. i kinda overslept mam" he replied humble as possible..." alright get inside..." the teacher said going back to the lesson...

he said down beside me... i don't look at him nor utter a word... as he pulled out his stationary his hand brushed by my waist....

"getting ready for round two.. HUH???" the guy who constantly kept kicking my chair said.... i just couldn't take it anymore..

"may! i see the nurse" i said lifting my backpack... "hey, you okai?? umm.. i wanna talk to you Carmen"

monnie said slowly wrapping his fingers around my wrist...

"i hate you!!! i never want to see you again" i said shaking his hand off mine...

i rushed out of the classroom not even waiting for the teacher to reply.....