The next 20 mins in class was really nothing but a series of distractions for me...every now and then he'd moisturise his lips with his tongue...

my heart melted each tym.. honestly i never felt this way about any other guy... as mr.bottleneck left the class... he stood up...

oh my his legs so perfect and long...he slowly picked his bag and flipping his hair he started walking around finding a place to sit...

he started in our direction... my eyes countinued to follow him as marsha chattered away endlessly.... i wondered where he was about to sit when he plopped his bag ryt next me... for a second my eyes almost would popped out...thats when i noticed the empty chair beside me, my heart racing and i began gulping as he sat down beside me..

trying my level best to avoid eye contact i looked down at the desk and began doodling away on a piece of paper in front of me when...

he reached his hand out right across my face causing me to startle all the way to marsha...

"hey! im namjoon but you can call me monnie, you are?" he said to marsha his voice soo deep and mesmerising...

"im marsha and you can call me marsha...nice to meet yah" she replied...

i just prayed he wouldn't introduce himself to me... because anyways im a bundle of weirdness and embarrassment but id didn't want him to know that...

just as i prayed like never before.... he stretched his hand out to me this tym "hi carmen!!! im monnie and nice to meet you" he said

i just stared back dumfolded without answering... he countinued to look at me for an answer... im pretty sure my brain was in fantasy land singing la..la..la.. because i was pretty much lost.... when marsha elbowed me in the waist...

"ummm....Hi, nice to meet you" i said as if i was some kind of stammer mouth...he smiled in response my heart literally sank to the bottom of the pacific ocean...im not sure if that is even possible...

i just embarrassed my ass in front of a cute guy who i may have a possible crush on... or not!!!... just as i roasted myself inside my head for being such a nucklehead...

"that's a nice doodle you've got there he said..

. i looked down at the paper i was doodling on... i noticed i had doodled my name on it... so that's how he knew my name....

once again he looked at me for an answer while i stared away into blank space..."thanks" i said pushing a strand of my hair behind my ear... once again he smiled in response ....

each tym he smiled his eyes would sparkle and both his cheeks would reaveal his dimples like it was some kind of hidden treasure...

he was so amazing...cute... gorgeous... i didnt know what was happening me... my whole mind was flooded by his thoughts...

just as this akwardness countinued the next teacher entered ....it was english...

but for me the next one hour was just intense sweaty palms and advice to act normal as possible... just as the bell rang i rushed out the class for the break marsha tagged along behind me "hey! what's the rush bichhh" she said catching up to me in the cafeteria... "how am i supposed to know? i just feel weird around him" i said... "HIM??" she asked raising an eyebrow...

"ummm..nothing!!!" i replied sitting at the table with a ham sandwich and a packet of apple juice...

"what are you hiding from me you hoe???.... you know you cant hide anything from me..." she said sitting down beside me... "now tell me who "HIM"... is" she countinued as she nibbled on a cupcake

"monnie... i guess" i said feeling all woozy..

"awwn someone has a crush....omg!!!! you have a crush... you have a crush" she exclaimed.... "no.. it not a crush.......you know its something like a soft spot..." i replied almost blushing

"call it whatever you want... but youuuu havvvveeee aa crrrrrussssshhhhhhhh" she began saying in a weird tune...

"shut up will you!!!" i said elbowing her.... she just laughed hysterically ignoring me...