8/28/98

I waited for hours at the lake for Ryan. This is where we met everyday. It was a place where we could get away from all of our demons. I looked around, the sun was setting. Where was he? Did something happen to him? I started to panic. What if something did happen to him? I quickly got up from the rock I was sitting on and sprinted to his house. It was quite a distance away but he was worth it to me.

When I arrived at his house I saw that the front door was wide open. I walked inside and saw that the place was a mess. Glass was broken, things were thrown out of place, and I swear I saw a little bit of blood on the floor. My eyes widened from seeing this. What happened here? Was there a zombie apocalypse that I didn't know about?
My lovers got humor, she's the giggle at the funeral..

After a few minutes of thinking I realized that the blood formed a trail, almost like someone was forcefully dragged. Hesitantly, I followed the trail.

The trail led me to the forest. In the distance, I could see a group of people from my church.Tyler was there, and it seemed like he was restraining someone. I walked closer, hiding behind a tree.

"You know you have sinned. You also know you must be punished for this. You're a fag, and that's the biggest sin of them all!" Tyler snarled at the person he was holding.

My baby blue eyes widened. Who was Tyler talking to? From where I was standing I couldn't see clearly. I moved closer slowly so I could see. I could see him, Tyler had Ryan! Ryan looked horrible, his head was bleeding and his body was littered with bruises. I ran towards them.

"Stop! What do the fuck do you think you're doing?" I yelled, pushing at Tyler's chest, trying to pry him away from Ryan.

Knows everybody's disapproval.....Should have worshipped her sooner..

Tyler snarled and had one of his buddies hold me back as he attacked Ryan. My eyes watered, I couldn't do anything. Whoever held me was just too strong for my small and petite body.

If the Heavens ever did speak...She is the last true mouthpiece..

I watched with horror in my eyes as they beat him senseless. His eyes were closed, was he even alive anymore? Please be alive...Please Ryan..I need you to be alive!

Every Sunday's getting more bleak....A fresh poison each week

They dropped his body on the ground and let me go. I ran up to his body and hugged it close to me, sobbing. I felt around his chest and neck, desperately trying to find a pulse.

'We were born sick, ' you heard them say it..My church offers no absolutes,she tells me 'worship in the bedroom'. The only heaven I'll be sent to is when I'm alone with you.

"Ryan, please..." I sobbed out, still trying to find a sign, a pulse, a anything to show that he was still alive. That he was still here with me.

I was born sick, but I love it. Command me to be well..Amen. Amen. Amen...

I sobbed harder with realization. He was gone, they killed him in front of my own eyes. They killed my only source of happiness and my only reason to live.

Take me to church, I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. I'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife. Offer me that deathless death Good God, let me give you my life..

He was dead. They killed my world out of pure hatred, just because we're gay. We never did any harm to anybody, so why couldn't they just accept us like straight couples are accepted?

If I'm a pagan of the good times. My lover's the sunlight. To keep the Goddess on my side, she demands a sacrifice to drain the whole sea; Get something shiny, something meaty for the main course. That's a fine looking high horse. What you got in the stable? We've a lot of starving faithful, that looks tasty, that looks plenty, This is hungry work..

My hands were shaking so hard I could barely pull out my cellphone. I quickly dialed 911 and told them what happened, my voice wavery and words coming out between sobs. Ryan was dead , there was no saving him but he deserved a funeral, Tyler deserved to be jailed....Ryan was the nicest man I knew, and he didn't deserve this death.

Take me to church...







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