I hate you because you are so perfect and cute and amazing and funny and sweet and adorable and all around fantastic

And I'm the opposite of all of that.

I'm not perfect I'm not cute I'm not amazing I'm not funny I'm not sweet nor adorable or fantastic.

I'm lame. Worthless a piece of trash. I just wish you'd realize I was talking about you.

That I like you

A lot

I wish I didn't have to pretend

I wish this thing called life wasn't hard.

I wish everyone knew the feelings they had for people and what they felt back.

If someone gave me a list of who liked me the list would be empty because no on likes me.

But if I had a list of who I liked you'd be number one.

You are the reason I wake.

You are the reason I stay

You called me 'beautiful' and 'cute'

Although I don't agree with you, you called me them, it gave me A little hope.

Maybe to much. I had to ruin it. I did just go and blow it.

I'm a failure.

I taking up someone's breath someone's life support.

Waste of fucking space.

I haven't felt this bad in forever.

Fuck I hate this feeling of falling apart.

This feeling that I wanna sleep forever.

The feeling of love and loss.

They feeling of non-acceptant

I'm sorry