❝ jesus christ, i'm so blue all the time ❞

𝐀 𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄 𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐑 | stave one.

❝ and that's just how i feel. i always have and always will ❞

▆ₓ˚. ୭ in which . . .

patricia hoyt-elwood finds peace and closure in investigating the mystery behind her close friend's death !

𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐀 'THIS IS ME TRYING' 𝐇𝐎𝐘𝐓-𝐄𝐋𝐖𝐎𝐎𝐃
༊*·˚ 𝖽𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝖼𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗋𝗈𝗇

𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒌𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒊'𝒎 𝒎𝒂𝒅

resentment. courage. broken.

𝒊 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕

𝐉𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃 'WAVES' 𝐉𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒
༊*·˚ 𝖼𝗈𝗅𝖾 𝗌𝗉𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗌𝖾

𝒎𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒄 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓

observation. wit. fractured.

𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒎𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒅

▆ₓ˚. ୭ additional casting . . .
kj apa as archie andrews
lili reinhart as betty cooper
camilla mendes as veronica lodge
casey cott as kevin keller
charlize theron as esther elwood
madelaine petsch as cheryl blossom
ross butler as reggie mantle
ashleigh murray as josie mccoy

and the rest of the riverdale cast as their respective selves . . .

🪩 ⋆·˚ ༘ * the epigraph
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©-crrashingwavves ; 2022

the world asked itself , " do inanimate
objects feel ? "

has the perils of life, this nonchalant world
noticed the way steel cries in pain as it is
carelessly thrown into a pile of embers and
flames ? does the world notice the way steel
is tortured at each batter of the cold metal
of a hammer or a machine ?  does the world
ever catch how the melted , beaten steel
is angered by its peril , and takes advantage
as it is sharpened ; harming it yet again ?

does the world notice how steel refuses to
break down when it is set down to cool ?
does the world ever watch the beaten steel
scare them away with its newfound
sharpness that was caused by more pain ?

does the world ever stop to truly think about
what it is doing as they carefully add more
melted metals or damaged rock and animal
bone ? did the world ever notice the blade's
loneliness due to its sharp edge ? did the
world ever stop to admire the way a blade's
handle does not falter at the sight of a
sharpened blade , instead , only providing
protection , company , love ? has the world
admired the way a blade's handle hugs the
steel , providing an eternal symbol of
reassurance and being the only other company
that doesn't bruise , or falter at the sight of
sharpened steel ?

a blade and it's handle have both been
scorched , battered , bruised . but, while the
steel remains sharp and cold , the handle
provides utter love and solace for the blade.
a blade's handle is truly the only existing thing
that won't judge by sharpness , or cause more
pain then the blade has endured.

cold , sharpened steel has faltered and
remained resilient with its interactors , but
it has gracefully fallen within the delicate
touch of its protector .

─pain and love, as told through knife-making // me

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❜ when I think too much about it, i can't breathe ❛