Chapter 22 ~ Loved
I was scared Gen my feelings, so I decided not to, and kept them to myself. The bulling got worse, not only are the three girls bulling me but now everyone is spreading rumors about me and insulting me because of my history. The only people that actually understood me and cared about me was Gen and Sophie. After a while, it got to my head. Now I always wore a longed sleeved sweater to hide my arms and neck, and I wore long jeans to hide my legs. Every time I looked in a mirror, I only saw my defects.
You're fat, eat less
Look at your hair! A puffy disaster, and teal? Really?!
What a faggot!
Stupid
Stupid
Stupid
STUPID
Jack and Singe tried to help,but they were just mumbles to me. I always kept my head down, and barely talked to even my friends. I wore a mask, I pretended to be someone I wasn't. I wanted to give up, I wanted to leave, I wanted to die. People bullied me, didn't care. People talked to me, mask. I never was myself. It was jumbles of lies and lies and lies. Until one day, someone saved me, someone understood, someone cared, finally someone wanted me to not give up.
~That day~
"Hey Keren can I meet up with you on the school roof, after school?" Gen asked. I look up to her and nod, and left the classroom. The entire day I wondered why she wanted to meet up there.
~time skip to end of day~
I climb up the steps to the roof, and see Gen waiting for me. Gen gets my hand pulls me near the edge of the roof. I could jump I thought,but I dismissed it completely because I don't want Gen to see my brokenness.
"Keren, I called you up here because you are acting different than usual. You know you can tell me anything right?" Gen asks. I nod. "So,can you tell me what is going on?" I shook my head 'no'. Tears started forming. "Come on Keren! I want to help!" I broke down, I hugged her like my life depended on it , which it kinda did. I told everything.
"No one cares" I whisper.
"Yes people do!"
"No, they don't! Everyone hates me at school! Who cares?"
Silence
"I do" Gen finally says, tears started forming, "I do Keren! You are someone t-that helped me during the hardest times, understood when no one could."
Say it Keren! This is your chance!
"I love you ok?! I don't want you to leave without me! I would be alone, even with Sophia-"
"I love you too...." I say and Gen pulls me into a hug, "you kept me waiting idiot!" I jokingly responded though tears. Then everything went in slow motion as she kissed me.
I have someone who understands
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