Pagkarating na pagkarating namin ni kenneth sa venue, Agad akong sinalubong ng mga interviewers.

"are you nervous right now?"

"Are you ready to be in relationship? "

Derederetso lang ako sa paglalakad nagtataka man ako sa tanong nila hindi ko na pinansin.

Pagdating ko sa table, Hinanap ko si luke pero hindi ko siya nakikita baka naman hindi makakaattend yun eh siya panaman yung date ko dito.

Habang busy si kenneth sa paguusap ng mga ibang celebrities ako naman umiinom ng juice sa table ko.

Biglang may tumawag sa pangalan ko pag tingin ko si louis. Kinuha niya yung kamay ko at hinila ako pataas ng rooftop.

"Hey! What is this?!"

Binitawan niya ako at humarap siya saakin bakit parang maluha luha siya.

"Lou.."

"Look, Andrea. I can accept all the pain, i can sacrifice for you. I can wake up everyday seeing you dating with him. I always trying to sleep everynight thinking things would be okay. I always remember how you came to my life. i always remember how you changed me i remember how you helped me to be okay when i needed to. I always remember that everyday of my life you are the only one who worth it saying i love you's. How can i forget the woman who's being so over protective for me? How can i forget the woman who always been there for me? How can i forget the only girl who carry my fears away? How can i forget the girl who smile bigger than nemo? The girl who's funnier than barnney? And the woman who can do everything for her family? Tell me how could i even forget you. But you know? Despite all what you've done to my life despite all the goodthings you've done. I can't see you smiling because of someone else. It breaks my heart when i think when you..do the same things to him. am i really too selfish to think that i like to see you single than be with someonelse? you know i just can't... i just can't watch you together with him don't be please.."

Lumuluha ako habang nagsasalita siya lalo na nang makita kong lumuhod siya habang umiiyak. Parang nagunaw yung mundo ko. Parang Mahal ko siya kasi nakakaramdam nanaman ako nang sakit ng marinig ko lahat yun. Pero hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ngayon niya lang sinabi. Pero kahit anong gawin ko, Nakatatak parin sa utak kong Iniwan niya ako.. Mas pinili niyang iwan ako..

"I don't really know what youre saying loueh. I don't know why you need to bring me here, to say those words to me. Thank you for appreciating all the things that i've done for you. thank you for remembering every little thing of me.Thank you for not forgetting me. Thank you for reminding me that my smile is bigger than nemo before..thank you for telling what life i lost.but i am so sorry but i can't forgive you for what you've done to me. It hurts when i remember how me met. It hurts when i remember how i've been there for you. It hurts when i remember how you TURN! my life into a colorful and suddenly turn into black. But you know what hurt the most? When i took away your fears and you took away my smiles. You left me. You CHOOSE to left me."

"I don't choose i sacrificed to PROTECT you. The only thing that i choose is to make your life to be an ordinary. i don't even really think that you're surrounded now by the medias. this is not the life that i want you to. I can't imagine how your dad changed all the plans but you know? if i only knew that this would be happen i won't even leave you..."

"Stop making anyreasons stop using my family stop making STORIES. I DONT EVEN NEED YOU!

"I'm not. If you say. I already done with you. "

Tumalikod siya at umalis habang umiiyak. Umiiyak akong nakaupo di ko na kinaya lahat ng nararamdamanan ko.

Bakit parang mali lahat ng ginawa ko, Bakit parang unti unti nanaman akong naniniwala sakanya.

Hindi rin ako nagtagal sa rooftop bumaba narin ako para pumunta kay kenneth.

Pababa palang ako nang makasalubong ko yung isang model na kasamahan ko, Nagulat ako sa lahat ng mga pinagsasasabi niya.

"Why are you crying? supposed to be the most happiest person here today."

"Huh? Why?"

"I saw your name on twitter you are trending yesterday, I hope you would be happy."

"Why am i trending?"

"Didn't you know? Luke hemmings will propose to you today to be his girlfriend right? "

"Huh? I don't even know everything about that. I don't usually check my twitter. I just don..."

"It's alright, But he will. lucky you."

"Are you sure about that?"

"Yes. I am."

"Hey, Can you do me a favor?"

"Sure. Anything."

" Can you go with me to get out of here? "

"Why? What would you do?"

"I have no time, can you? "

"Su...Susure this way... follow me."

Dumaan kami sa pinakamalapit ng labasan dun, Sinamahan naman niya ako hanggang makalabas ako.

Walang mga media sa nilabasan ko, naghanap ako ng taxi at Pumunta na ako agad ng hotel.

Pagkadating na pagkadating ko, Unti unti ko nang narerealize kung bakit kanina lang nagsalita si louis sakin, Yun pala mag propopose si luke saakin.

Ang sama sama ko dahil pinaasa ko si luke. Ang sama sama ko dahil ginamit ko siya. Pero lahat ng yun ginawa ko para masaktan si louis. Pero bakit ganito? Bakit pati si luke masasaktan ko? Bakit pati ibang taong walang kasalanan nadamay na?

Iniiyak ko buong gabi lahat nang yon, Hindi na ako makapagisip ng maayos kung anong plano ko sa mga susunod na araw. Para na akong baliw na nakaupo sa sahig na iyak nang iyak.

Pumasok si kenneth kung nasaan ako. Naiwan ko palang bukas yung pintuan sa sobrang pagmamadali ko.

"Andrea."

"Kenneth anong ginagawa mo dito?"

"Andrea bakit ka.."

"Alam mo bang magpropopose si luke dapat saakin?!"

"Andre.."

"ALAM MO BA!?"

"Oo. Alam ko lahat.."

"Bakit kenneth. BAKIT kenneth?!"

"Andrea kasi akala ko mah.."

"HINDI! hindi kenneth! Hindi ko mahal si luke.. "

"Andrea si louis parin ba?"

"Kenneth, Kahit kelan naman hindi nawala yun eh. KAHIT KELAN hindi naalis sa pagkatao ko na mahalin si loueh."

"Akala ko.."

"Akala ko rin naman eh, pero kenneth sana sinabi mo, SANA SINABI MONG MAG GAGANUN SI LUKE! edi sana hindi napahiya yung tao."

"Andrea sor.."

"Hindi. Hindi. Wait, Ako. ako ako pala parin yung may kasalanan. Ako parin. ako parin kenneth, kenneth sorry. Ako parin, Ako kasi.. dapat pala ako yung sisihin. Minamahal kasi ako ng mga taong nasa palagid ko eh habang ako ayun, Nagpapakatanga nagmamahal dun sa isa"

Niyakap ako agad ni kenneth at pinatatahan ako.

"Andrea hindi mo kasalanan."

"Kenneth.Uwi na tayo. ayoko na.."

"Oo andrea.. Uuwi na tayo.. Matatapos din lahat to."