You know that I love you
you know that I do
and that every single day
I try to be kinder to you.

Some days I struggle
I'm not going to lie
if you're looking for answers
I honestly can't tell you why.

You are everything I need
everything I should want
everything to be grateful for
it's just sometimes I can't.

I trouble myself
to the point of destruction
with stupid ideals
overcome with seduction.

Pointless imaginings
of a better me
I know I should be accepting
and just simply be.

I'm trying, I promise
you must believe me when I say
I'm doing my best
to simply love you, each day.