hello friendos

ish ya boi, who's been dead for about a month now

honestly school is exhausting af and i barely have any time to do anything

now my parents dont trust me and i can barely do anything apart from study 

its so stupid but there's no point of me talking about it its just my parents being strict and unfair as always

i got my o level results, got two B's again

its humiliating

according to my parents

to them im just a disappointment because i can never do anything for them and im a fatass with no regard for anything

my phone's with my mom, i might be allowed to take it to school and on fridays i might be allowed to have it

 life is so frustrating ugh

in other news, we have cultural day coming up 

if you dont know what that is, maybe its called international day at your school/uni?

lemme explain

basically its all the students from different countries represent their own countries through stalls and dances and all that good stuff

a load of money goes into it too, its really fun and awesome to do

so im in a dance, its an all boys dance

i would show you guys a video but my mom has my phone and its on that

SMH

theres four dances for pakistan in total, two couple dances, one boys and one girls dance

i wanted to be in one of the couple dances two but sadly i am not

im in the decorations team as well so thats good

apart from that my school life is pretty chill, apart from the exams

i havent been doing well enough and my parents are lecturing me about it all the time

i just want to get into a good medical uni and do well in my externals

i know i need to put a lot more effort for my coming external exams because they're like five of them and i need to do well in both school and external exams to get the equivalence for uni

its not easy or simple but i'll find a way

for my upcoming books, sadly, i dont know when i'll start publishing them, because i simply do not have time to sit down and concentrate on them without worrying about something else

im very sorry for that and if you guys want to unfollow if you think im being too lazy and making excuses i apologize and i understand wholeheartedly

that'll be it for this chapter, then

take care , guys

love you all

abdullah (: