hi hi hi guys

i'm here

today has been so boring and frustrating

first i had to wake up early to go to school for classes and no one turned up

and then i got home to find out that there's no food and i have to cook again

uGHHHHH

what is life honestly i need to get back to studying i've been in a bathtub for like an hour now

so basically

i went to school by metro, because my parents couldn't take me

and guess what

i got kicked out because I didn't know you're not allowed to chew bubblegum and i was chewing bubblegum

the guy who monitors idk why he had to turn up today like why you didn't come in the last ten days why today

and i felt so embarrassed and sad because everyone was staring at me as i left

he was like can you not read the rules i will have to call your parents and take you the police

what an asshole

he let me off tho because im 16 and had school and was already late for it

so much for even going to school

and then on the way back i realize i didn't have enough money in my wallet to fill my metro card so i had to ask a random guy for three dirhams

another moment of embarrassment

my dad couldn't pick me up today so then i took a taxi, hoping my mom was home like she has been for the past week

NOPE

SHE HAS THE EXAM TODAY

yeah side note: my mom's a gynaecologist and she's been studying for an exam which if she passes (inshallah) she'll be eligible to be a consultant

and today is her exam

pls pray for her!!!!

anyhoo, i get home, im like driver one sec I'll get the money from my house and he's like aight sure

and she's not there her car's not there im like well fuck me

so i gave him the 11 dirhams i could find in the house and he was kind enough to let me off even though the bill was 19 dirhams

god bless everyone honestly

and, well yeah i got home i rested for a while i bathed now im probably going to start studying or play for a bit then go to the gym

also, for the book, expect a delay, since i have been tasked with some unexpected work which may take a few days

i'm honestly so sorry i want to publish this book so bad but it needs a cover a title and a real plan to work with

god why am i like this no wonder im alone and depressed

that'll be all for this chapter!!!

see ya guys later, ciao!

love, ⚡ abdullah