Chara's POV

Well, that was embarrassing on so many levels. Why did they have to ruin the moment, and to stop me from climaxing too? I pout and sigh accepting it and moving forward. I might as well dismiss them for now. Their punishment will come soon enough. Then I kick out Frisk and everyone else so I could change jeez. Has anyone heard of privacy?

I roll my eyes as everyone leaves, and I move towards my bathroom that's in my room. I sigh once again as my heart aches. I strip my clothing and begin to take a relaxing shower. Cleansing my body of all the impurities that I part took in. I plan to do just that, but my eye started to act up and kept showing me visions of the possible future. All of them wrong or worse. I grasp my eye in pain and the images cause me unbearable pain, and it is telling me to kill the human when you have the chance.

I want to listen to it, but at the same time, I don't. I like this human, and they have seen a side of me that I rarely show and they even helped me and I also confessed as well. Gosh, why does my life have to so confusing? I rub my face and finish up my shower. I get back to my usual attire and go downstairs. I see the human and my eye begins to glow. I suppress it and move forward blushing profusely. I wave hi and continue ahead not wanting to speak with them right now.

I feel them follow me, but I take a shortcut to the Snowdin entrance get away from them. I don't want to hurt Frisk. This eye of mine keeps showing me visions of what might happen. They show me that she will kill everyone I love in cold blood turning them all to dust without a second thought, but from what I have seen they don't seem like a genocidal freak, but then again looks can be deceiving. Last time a human came through here, they didn't make it far enough for Mom to see neither did Asriel. Right as they feel they tried to kill everything in sight but luckily enough for me the person on the other side of the door didn't know about the separate entrance/exit of the ruins.

I was walking around trying to the find the other person s we could tell more jokes in person, but while I was wondering about the ruins. I heard the sound of a monster turning to dust. Then the scent of it as well wafted in. I followed it and found a child with the soul-trait of Patience. The cut through everything and everyone not evening listening to the dialogue. I snap and teleported farther up the path and put on a monster mask to see if they would attack me outright or try to reason with me.

They see me just minding my own business and not blocking the path either. The talk to me and we go into battle. I look at their options and see what they can do with my eye. I know them instantly without a second thought just hit attack. I dodge it and spare them to see what they will do. They are taken back by first me avoiding and second me sparing them. They hesitate only for a moment before smiling evilly and attacking again. I dodge and let my eye burn through the mask and slowly begin my assault on them. Forcing them to back away until we reach an area no usually person can go. Then I knock their weapon from their hand and pull out my knife.

"What did those monster do to you to just attack them so mercilessly. You didn't even try to spare these precious monsters. You murderously killed without a second thought when most of those monsters had dreams just as you do." I say this when my attacks get more vicious.

The child backs away in fear. They are not used to something fight back so viciously. They tried to run away, but I didn't let them.

"Sorry kid but you should have stopped and smelled the roses. Then you might have seen the beauty of this place. But not you are going to have a knife time." I say this as I took their soul and put in a container and the body in a coffin.

I went back to the place where the dead monsters were and brought them back to life because back then I had control of the timeline and which things come back and which items or people don't. My hands were shaking horribly of what I just did. I just killed something that had a conscious. Suffice to say I stayed in my room as the guilt in me slowly faded away. I still hated humanity, but I was taught that all life was precious. I believed that, but when I saw that merciless child, I knew that all life might indeed be dear but some lives can be saved if we take one away. But who am I kidding murder is murder. Well, to be honest, they aren't dead, but their body is. Their soul is in a coma-like state.

All humans that I have defeated haven't died. They are all still conscious, but all of them have killed the monsters I called my friends or just monsters in general. They are at the castle with king Sans. They are all in the coma-like state like Patience. I don't want to hurt another person again. I know I have changed, but my hands still shake with guilt, and the lust for a carnage still permeates my mind. I grasp my eye in pain as it shows me more memories and vision or what has happened and what will happen.

They are particular visions it shows me that are more effective than others, but somehow I have managed to keep myself from crying hysterically and not killing that human. I don't know if I can trust Frisk or not. They could just be using me to gain my trust, and when I turn my back, they'll stab it without hesitation.

It's happened before, but they were so understanding and was eager to help. Why do I have to deal with this torture of Love? Suddenly my eye begins to act up violently as I sensed Frisk's determination. I was too weak to take a shortcut, and my magic was causing me too much pain for me to concentrate either.

I was trying to hide from them, but it's kind of hard to do just that when you are wearing a green hoodie in a place covered in snow. Subsequently, they found me almost instantly.

" Hey, Chara are you okay? You seem a little on edge lately. " Frisk asks me with genuine concern for my well being.

"Yeah, I am fine. Just embarrassed about what happened earlier today. " I say the truth well, only part of the actual truth.

I hold my temples so I could indirectly cover my eye. My eye is burning my skin. It desperately wants to kill this human and collect their LV. My eye seeks the judgment for crimes they haven't yet committed, but my heart wants to be with them. This is my prison. I wonder will this torture last me a lifetime? Or will I overcome it with ease or will they betray as my eye tells me so? I mentally shrug and smile at them. They seem apprehensive of my answer, but I say nothing more and just smile. A smile of pain and sorrow of long since past but it's my smile and I own it.

They smile back, but I can tell they are still pretty worried about me. I hope that assumption is correct, but I'll never know if I don't ask Frisk and if I ask Frisk. I might ruin any chance of them being kind. I made that promise with that monster who was behind the purple door, so I must keep it until they have shown themselves as unworthy of that commitment. I wave goodbye to Frisk and leave with one of my shortcuts to Grillby's. Man, this girl does like me or is love with the fact of me being human instead of loving just me for who I am.

I wonder what would happen if I did kill them? I wonder how much LV would I get out of them, but then again it might prove more beneficial if I keep them around. Dang it, my eye is affecting my mind still. Making me think the worse kind of way about people. I guess I'm still human after all this time. I sit down at the at my usual spot and sigh in contempt.

I order a chocolate milkshake and drink it relatively slowly from how I used to drink it. Grillby saw this.

"So are you going to tell me what's wrong or am I going to have to pry it out of you?" Grillby asks full knowing what my answer would be.

"Dang I thought I could hide it. How obviously was it?" I ask back looking at the counter.

"About as obvious as your love chocolate in a chocolate factory, so pretty obvious my friend." He says with a smile.

I shake my head. "You always know whats on my mind Grillby. I guess I should tell you regardless." I sigh again and look up thinking of a right way to telling him everything.

"Well to start off, there is a new human that has fallen in the underground. They seem kind and caring, but my eye keeps showing me images of them killing everything and everyone. It's scaring me a bit because I don't want them to kill anyone because if they do, I won't be able to bring them back because they control the timeline. I would have already killed them if I hadn't made that stupid promise. If hadn't made that promise though, then I wouldn't have to deal with this, but then again I'm glad that I made that promise. Since I did, I got to experience many things that I would never have if I just killed off that human." I say with a slight blush and smile.

"It seems to me there is more of this story than meets the eye but you aren't telling even if I do pry. Well, thank you for sharing. You know you can always come and talk to me no matter what it's about alright? Remember it doesn't matter what I'll listen." Grillby says as he hands me a glass of chocolate milk that I didn't order.

"Thanks, Grillby," I say already getting the gesture.

I drink my milkshake as I leave Grillby's refreshed and a little more at ease. I feel my eye act up and take a shortcut to my room to have what little privacy I have left. I focus on my eye, and red flames begin to sprout, and I begin to see the timelines of where things are slightly different. I look past that and try to understand the timelines like my own, and to my surprise, there is none like ours from what I can see.

Then I see a timeline where me but not like me is laying in bed after from the looks of it. A fight with their Frisk and it also seems they are close. Then they get up and go to Mount Ebott. Then the timeline fades.

I try hard, and a headache appears out of nowhere, but I keep going, and I finally see a glimpse of it, and it's me? I'm standing there with Frisk, and from the looks of it, we are going to fight?! My eye causes a small explosion and pain robs me of my sight. What was that? What would warrant me to fight that human? I ... don't want to think about that. Well, my eye is out of commission for a bit, but I'm glad I still have my shortcuts.

As I was recovering from what I just experienced; I hear a knock on my door. I get up to answer it and it just so happens to be the human. So many thoughts appear in my head, but I manage to keep them at bay.

"Yes, do you need something from me?" I say wanting nothing more than just to go back to my bed and relax.

"Well, I was wondering if you weren't busy if you wanted to hang out?" Frisk as with a blush on her face, sometimes I swear she is too easy to read.

"I was relaxing, but I guess I spare some time for you~," I say in a flirty way gaining a blush out of her.

I smile at them and look at Asriel and Toriel. They both seem apprehensive of me. I walk straight to Asriel and Toriel sitting on the couch.

"Don't think I have forgotten about what happened earlier today. " I say genuine anger.

They both close their eyes and brace themselves for the punishment. I smile and hug them both. This isn't their penalty, but it will do for now. When I released they stare at me with utter confusion and I couldn't help but laugh at their reaction. I wave goodbye to them and leave them still confused. Now that I think about it Frisk is asking me out. I hope everything goes well but maybe not too well.

A/N
That is all she wrote. I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I enjoyed writing it, and I thank you all for liking my stories with or without grammar mistakes. I want to thank PiglinkDalfang for drawing the cover of this chapter. It looks truly amazing!