Drum roll!!! Here is the first chapter .....

Don't you let it kill you , even when it hurts like hell . Oh' what ever tears you apart ....."Don't let it break your heart "

I am gonna keep saying this mantra all the time while writing this story .....

All the love ..Arpa <3

Dedicating to all my followers and friends ..and readers also .

Louis 's P.O.V :

"Good morning , Louis ." I told my self . The sunrise crept in my room and I woke up .

Another day , good weather . Love it . I am going to enjoy this happiness only for some days only . Cause after that I will...... no more able to see anything anymore .

This thing always runs in my mind but I try to ignore it . Sometimes makes me cry ....again happy.

Why I will not be able ?

Cause I have got ...eye cancer .

I went to my table and took my glasses and put it on my face .

"Louis , get down , honey . We have to make it to the hospital also " Mum said and I replied "Coming , mum "

Eye cancer is really a bad disease that will cause your eye's damaged fully and you may get blind .

I am a hated boy around the whole school even though I was once loved by all . It's a rare cancer in the whole world . But I don't know ...why it just happened to me ?

All thing was fine . But one day everything got changed . Just before two years .

Flashback

Everything was fine . I was in my class room , doing classes and ......

I got a really hard pain in my ..both eyes . "Ahhh"

"You okay ?"

"I...M..my eyes are really paining so....much " I said in a deeply voice .

"Let me look . Oh my God ! We have to take you to hospital right now "The teacher was shocked .

"Why ?"

"There are bloods in your eye " She said and I was .....scared . The pain got more then before and I was groaning in it .

I could feel and smell blood drops in my faces .....

They managed me to take in the hospital and .....I don't remember what happened as....I got faint as I couldn't bear the pain .

End of flashback

Laterly ...docter said I got eye cancer and now I ...am a cancer patient .

"Lou?"Lottie came in .

"Hi , Lott's . What's up ?" I managed to control my emotions .

"Scared ?" She asked .

"No , Why will I ?" I lied to her .

"Get ready , mum is waiting "

"Okay "

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I got ready and got down .

"Morning , mum "

"Hey , Lou " The most lovely person in the world . [ A/N : I am sorry for him . RIP Lou's mum ]

"Let's go to the Doc then , your weekly checkup ," She smiled at me . I love her the most . Almost every one hates me . I hate being alone , my thoughts ,my feeling , my mind eats me alive .

"Ok "

We got in the car and started our journey for the hospital . Today is Sunday . So, no school . This is how the weekend ends without any joy .

A/N : Yo , Vas happenening !!!!!!!!! This chapter is updated . I am sorry if anyone is mad on me cause of Louis's this situation . But I hope you will read it for last and like it . THUNKU !!!!!!