Get ready for an extremely long rant.

I already told my most trustworthy friends..but I think it's something worth sharing.

So there's this one friend who keeps hitting that one nerve of mine. And every time I talk to them they keep telling me to get a life!

Like gee..sorry for wanting to include you in my life!!

And besides, I've done more with my life than this person (no shade but shade).  

And sometimes (almost every time actually) they flat out tell me to not text them or to stop texting them...Rude much?

 And like, how about you stop talking about yourself for a minute?  

Seriously all this person does is just talk about themselves for HOURS!! I swear even when we're in a group and the subject is about someone else, they make it about themselves... W H Y!!

 AND FOR GOD'S SAKE I WISH THEY STOP COMPLAINING!!!I GET IT!! YOU'RE MAD BUT THAT GIVES YOU NO RIGHT TO COMPLAIN ABOUT SOMETHING THAT YOU CAUSED!!!

They keep talking about how bad their life is when in reality it's heaven!! They should be grateful instead of complaining 24/7!!

And whenever I wanna talk about something I care about they're like 'wow. okay. so?'    

Is it okay to be extremely annoyed at a friend and you're no longer close to them because they keep criticizing you in everything and then complain that you changed and closed up for them?? Cuz I really really just want to punch that person right now. 

It's not talking behind someone's back if you don't mention who they are, right? 

THEY KEEP JUDGING ME FOR EVERY LITTLE THING AND THEN TELL ME I CHANGED!!!!!! LIKE WTF DO YOU EXPECT!!

I'M SO TIRED OF IT!!

Also I have social anxiety, so it's hard for me to talk to people and stuff. Anyways, that 'friend' has the nerve to tell me and I quote:

"No, you don't. Stop being over dramatic."

Oh so I'm being dramatic now? and excuse me, but are you inside my mind?

NO!! SO HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT I DON'T HAVE ANXIETY?!!?

And here's an actual conversation I once had with them. I'm copying and pasting.

But before I write it, here's the summary. I told them that I think I might have slight ADHDl. I'm not sure of it, nor am I sure of the information, but that's what I read about it. But the point is how they responded to me that time...and every time..

(I'm in bold and they're in italics)

  I think I have ADHD  

  What's that  

*sends screenshot of a summary of it*

  Wait  

  ?  

  Yeah 

Shut up 

 I have a cousin he has spectrum disorder  

  And he is now 8  

  And doesn't speak at all  

  So don't say you have it  

  Because you don't  

  Not even a single bit  

  adhd is not like spectrum  

  adhd is loss of focus on some things and hyperactivity  

  That's what they said  

  In the pic  

  and i'm REALLY hyperactive. you see how i'm literally bouncing  

  Same  

  And?  

(btw they don't. they're lazy af and barely move. just saying.)

  nvm  

  it's nothing  

Ok :)

  Ok i made a small research  

  You DON'T have adhd  

  Clearly  

  I swear mental illness became a trend  

  Everyone is making and going through tests  

  You are very normal  

  I know what it is like to treat someone who has adhd  

  I know what it is like to treat someone who has adhd  

*seen*

(and yeah sure she does. because they know EVERYTHING don't they? They act like this huge know it all and I hate it so much!! If I don't know something, I don't say anything about it! And if anyone ever told me they had a disorder, I wouldn't go around telling them that they don't and calling them a liar! *they said that to me in person btw multiple times.* You have to listen, not say no to it and then start talking about yourself!! who does that!!)

let's not forget that they always call me an idiot and call me out for very stupid things and tell me I embarrass them.

They criticize me for everything.

And whenever I don't agree to do something with them, they say "what? I always come with you everywhere but you never come with me. some friend you are!" I LITERALLY NEVER ASKED THEM TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME OR COME WITH ME ANYWHERE AND I ALWAYS GO WITH THEM AND IT CAUSED ME TROUBLE ONCE AND YET THEY KEEP SAYING THAT EVERY SINGLE TIME!!

Am I the bad friend or them?

I'm not even sure we're friends. This isn't friendship.

Friends make each other shine, they make each other happy, they help you through whatever you're going through..

instead this 'friend' is making me question myself. They're bringing back my insecurities.

And I'm done with letting her push me around. I'm done.

I can't drop them suddenly. But here's what I will do.

We only have two years left of school, and they might be moving next year. and for college I might not attend the same college as everyone else in my class (it's a weird system don't think about it too much) I'm not going to stay in contact with them anymore. I'll do it slowly, by saying sorry i'm busy right now, maybe later? until we stop talking. Because honestly I don't want a friend like that.

So there's that..I hope none of you ever come across a toxic person.