"In the loving memory of..."

Fuck off stupid weak woman wife in black

Sticking him in the ground when he

When he longed for the sea the water- oh the deep

Deep wonders of the black beyond

I clutch the eulogy you printed cheaply and mourn

The unsaid words and my own cowardice

In never speaking out- his voice through me like always

Saying "Fucking bitch life you take the very best

And leave the rest those blind and ignorant those sheepish

Idiotic minds to roam unchecked above"

Friend of my living and believing now

Decomposing to appease tradition and the fools

Trusting in some paradise of floating

By first getting flesh to rot when... when you and I

When we knew paradise was here- like hell

Like the love we sought never achieving either of us

That passing of self over to another being

Yet talking always always telling each the other

Words are fire and words are fuel to keep

The wondrous engine moving searching; the vessel

Gliding us safely into harbour maybe to one day

Maybe to reach that city glowing in the midst of Godfire

Always me you the endless conversations

And the musings of two minds in perfect synchrony

Promise "I'll never go near that hole you're in again"

There I said it