An Autobiography ~

~ Introduction

The thing about stars, is that they're all unique in their own special way and they're all gleaming high beyond the mountains, the clouds and the night sky. There are millions to trillions of stars shining at midnight; even at daylight, as there are so many stars that not even one can see far beyond into the distance. Women who suffer with a chronic, debilitating disease such as: Endometriosis {Endo}, Adenomyosis {Adeno} and Polycystic Ovary Syndrome {PCOS}; they suffer in silence, nothing but the midnight of the moon and stars illuminating their path through the thickness of the darkness, alone. Not one noticing their pain from the sea of the crowd, only the man on the moon truly knowing their anguish when twilight falls.

~ Galaxy

they say the galaxy is full of the unknown
with endless stars, planets and solar systems
above our heads—far from reach
within the galaxy—a peaceful place
but a blackhole is all i can foresee

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~ The Unknown

the pain is there, but they will never know
never understand the anguish i have to live with
unless, i tell them the harsh reality of the sad truth
it's a rollercoaster of constant anxiety and depression
should i say something?
should i not say something?
am i being a burden or annoying?
it's just exhausting and i hate it

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So, in this Autobiography, I WANT, no I NEED to share: A Glimpse of my Ugly & Sad, but True Endo Story with YOU and I will tell you nothing but the truth and only the truth. I know you don't know me and that's okay, as we're on the same page here. If you're reading this Autobiography for answers to be Pain-Free, then you're in the wrong place. If you're reading this Autobiography to understand your pain/condition then you're definitely in the right place. In this Autobiography you will discover all about me, all about women diseases, such as: Endometriosis {Endo}, Adenomyosis {Adeno}, Polycystic Ovary Syndrome {PCOS}, all about my other health conditions and of course, my story, with additional info to help manage the pain.

This isn't a Happily-Ever-After, from Far Far Far Away, or a Fairytale Wonderland with sunshine and uniforms, kind of Autobiography, this is an Autobiography: A Glimpse of my Ugly & Sad, but True Endo Story. This is about the sad life I suffer with, caused by Endometriosis {Endo} and Adenomyosis {Adeno} and much more... So, let's discover and unfold my Endo journey together, because everyone has a story to be told, right? Welcome Endo friend—to where it all began. My real, untold Endo story, told my way; told the right way!

~ Not Always a Happy Ending

endometriosis is a sad means to an end
it will never be a happily ever after
your life will never be like,
a disney princess
a fairytale dream
a fantasy wonderland
a fictional novel
the truth is
it's a living nightmare
it will never be like the movies
the end.
unsatisfied, friend
sorry, but not sorry
it's the sad truth
about living with endo.

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