Here you go

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Should I sing a song of joy or mourn with tears?

Or perhaps hold tight my emotions and hide my fears?

The pains of my heart and its worries remains hard to bear.
Take me into your arms lets take a leap into the air.

I'll like to believe it's not me alone with pains.

I'll like to know if my struggles are in vain.

What in the end of the tunnel would be my gain?

Tell me right now if my efforts are useless.

The light that comes in my eyes when I smile

Are long gone and my tears in buckets form a pile.

My mouth is sour, its sweetness turned right into bile.

I'm left alone to ponder what is my fate.

In my moment, the world around moves on.

I can't tell at all what is right or fun

Cause its been long, life joy's gone.

It's a challenge to remember how happy I used to be.