Shaira's POV

Love don't need a reason and sometimes even after everything you fall for that person again, you want to be with them again. You know why?
Because it makes you feel good, it makes you happy and it makes you feel relieved by the thought that you are with someone who wants to be with you amidst everything...

Have you ever thought of killing someone? Like really you just want to strangle that person for no reason, actually there is a reason and the reason is quite genuine!

If you have thought of something as crazy as this then you can certainly connect with me and if you haven't then also at least you can understand the dilemma I was in!

"Shaira instead of looking at me, you can solve your problem, I know I am difficult to resist but...." before he could complete his sentence and smirk at me more than he already was I cut him off.

"Firstly I wasn't looking at you,  I was looking at the window which is right behind you, so don't flatter yourself much and secondly, Ayaan this problem that you have given me, I am sure it is Never going to come in the test or paper, this question is ridiculous!" I said with a scowl and he was simply enjoying me suffering.

Yeah that is why I wanted to rip off his smirk, I wanted to strangle him, tell him how much of an asshole he is but this bloody stupid heart just wants to look at him,  admire his cute looks, how adorably he is looking at me right now and all I want to do is kiss him, until I get out of breath, senseless...

"Why are you holding yourself then? Go pounce on him" at this moment my sweet subconscious nudged at me taking me completely off guard.

"Seriously,  now! Go away" I muttered silently but toady my luck was definitely not on my side.

"Did you said something?" Ayaan asked again giving me his mega watt smile.

"Yes she wants to kiss you" my inner voice yelled making me jump.

"Shut up" I said to her completely unaware that I wasn't alone, Mr. Ayaan was looking at me expectantly.

"What?" He asked this time coming a little closer to me, making my heart flutter.

As he came towards me, the mattress dipped a little by his weight, his eyes were still fixated on mine and I couldn't move, after a second without blinking he was there right in front of me, took my one hand in his, entwined it, damn my hand fitted in his like he is the only one who is bound to hold it.

"Are you okay?" He asked giving my hand a little squeeze.

He is got to be kidding me right?  Sitting right in front of me, our knees were almost brushing, the cool breeze making its way from the widow leaving me in a mess of quiver.

I couldn't say anything to him, I was tongue tied, already whenever he was around me I hardly talk any sense and now when he is so close to me ready to comfort me, I was at loss of words.

"Yeah" I said and pulled my hand out his taut grip.

"You are cruel, you know!" I said to him looking at the ground.

"Am I?" He asked me looking straight into my eyes bewitching me again.

"I think you should go, its pretty late" I said to looking at nothing in particular.

Do you want to know what my heart was saying at that moment?

"Traitor" this is the word which my inner voice was accusing me of,

I don't want him to go no matter how desperate I sound I want him to fight for me, forcefully embrace me, I want to inhale his perfume, feel his skin tingling mine, want to feel his cold lips against my burning neck. I know I am pathetic but this is all love is all about isn't it?

"Well I will go once you solve this problem" He said averting his gaze. For a second I saw something in his eyes but before I could figure out what it was, he covered it all up and I was again given the notebook with a question, I was ready to bury my face in my hands but started applying my already lost mind in that question which seemed impossible to solve.

"Argh Maths, Why, who thought this is going to necessary to live a life, trust me life is so simple without maths!" I murmured to myself and huffed like a three year old child.

"Well, maths help us see things logically and instead of making life complicated it solves lot of our problems babe" Ayaan said and for a moment mind stopped. I know it was hardly working previously but whatever small part of it was working now stopped.

"Oh please! I think maths is the worst thing that has happened to mankind!" I said keeping my copy aside having enough of this question.

"Really?" He said raising his brows at me like he is challenging me.

"Yes" I stated as a matter of fact.

"Can you explain me the solution of this question" I asked keeping everything aside.

He nodded and for the next fifteen minutes he explained me all the concepts of integration and gave me a similar question which had similar concepts.

Happily I started solving it and after working on that problem for half am hour I was done. Well you can conclude that I am a slow learner And I need time when it comes to maths.

When I looked at him,  I was again taken aback. He was sleeping like a child with his mouth slightly open and there were frown lines on his forehead which I so wanted to erase. His legs were half in the air and his hands were on his eyes.

My heart tightened  by the way he was snoring softly. My mind was telling me to wake him up and tell him to go but this heart which love him so much wanted to just admire him, look at him,  and want to fall in love with him all over again.

At the end I ended up listening to my heart and draping my blanket over him,  removing his shoes and shifting his legs from hanging in the air to pulling it on my bed. He stirred a bit but became more comfortable And snuggled more into the blanket.

Keeping all the books aside, I changed into my night clothes which included a black color lower and grey color oversized t-shirt. Looking at him one more time, I switched off the lights and get into the other side of the bed  making sure there is a safe distance between us, I drifted to sleep...

A new update after a long time!  I know right? Vote And comment guys, enlighten me with your thoughts.

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