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Happy Birthday

Shaira's POV

"Ayaan, why are you here with me when you didn't wanted to be with me in real" I said making a sad face and  folded my arms across my chest.

"Shaira you know this is not true! I really want to spend my whole day with you but what you want right now is something I am unable fulfill" Ayaan said looking at me but I refused to look at him.

From the past ten minutes we are arguing over this. At eight in the morning I got dressed up and wore a beautiful blue sundress which reached down my knees and has a boat neck which suited me perfectly. I paired it with my black flat bellies which has a bow in the center and is one of my favorite. When it comes to my hair, I didn't did much just wash them and let them down. I did all this hard work for Ayaan and even missed my college, will not be going to work today but he cannot listen to me once.

Its not like my demand is very unusual one its very normal, I just want to go to church as today is Thursday and every Thursday no matter what I go there. I want Ayaan to come with me, is it too much to ask for? 

"Ayaan if you don't want to go then don't I will not force you but I seriously want to go there. Take me there or else I am going to walk" I said having enough of this argument.

"Fine but you better not ask me to accompany you there" He said gritting his teeth and gripping the steer wheel so tightly that his knuckles turned white.

I didn't said anything as I know it is a sensitive topic for him. I remember he was telling me once that his mother was an ardent believer of God and she used to visit church every day, he use to accompany her too but when his mother died he started blaming God for taking away her mother. I can understand his pain but the point here is even if I want to share his grief then also I can't and it is better if I don't as it will be the last thing I want talk about when Ayaan doesn't want to talk about it.

I still get surprised when I think about that day on beach and that day was the only day he ever talked about his parents as whenever I try to ask him about what happened exactly he remains silent and now even I have let this go, whenever he will be ready, I will be there for him so what is the point of pushing unnecessarily.

"Come soon. I am waiting right here." Ayaan's hard voice brought me back on earth, that is when I noticed him. 

God it should be a crime to look this hot. He is wearing a Black turtle neck Shirt and Blue trousers. He is looking at me like he is waiting for me to say something but my whole focus is on how amazing he is looking. His hair are still wet and for some reason I want to run my hands through the wet strands of his! He is giving me a rough and tough look that his dimples are not visible but his jawline is looking so perfect. My throat went dry as he was looking at me without any emotion and for the first time everything that is going on inside my head is out there reflected in my eyes.

"Ahem" Ayaan said coming a little too close to me that now we are nose to nose.

"You better go otherwise the looks you are giving me, i don't know what I endup doing" Ayaan said and smirked at me making my eyes go wide, my cheeks were already red! Without saying anything back I opened the car door and left smiling or more like grinning that my cheeks bones started to hurt...

while I was entering the church with the corner of my eyes I saw Ayaan was standing beside the car. He was looking at the church with a painful expression. I can understand what he has been through in life but blaming god for this is not something I will approve of ever as there was a time when I also use to hate him for being so unfair to me and then whenever I use to get upset I talked to him for hours in my mind and without complaining ever he listened to me every time, this made me believe there is someone who is guiding us so instead of counting flaws we should appreciate things more.

The whole church was full of people, some were standing with their eyes closed and hands joined together offering their prayers and some were just looking at the crucified statue of Jesus. I lit up one candle in front of Jesus and bow down on my knees closing my eyes, joining my hands I just prayed for one thing.

"I know you are right there with me, guiding me but recent turn of events has changed my whole life upside down and I know I thank you every day for bringing Ayaan in my life as the moment he has stepped into my life, my whole life has lit up and now I don't think there is anything more that I want. He needs you God. He thinks that he doesn't need you but he does, his heart is very soft. I don't know what is the matter between his father and him but give him strength to fight for everything. You know I love you and I know you love me but please do take care of him too." I said all this in my mind to God  and when I opened my eyes it was like I was living a dream.

Ayaan was standing right there beside me looking at me. I stood up that now I was on level with him and looked into his eyes. I don't know whether I was happy or I was bewildered but one thing which I surely know is Ayaan has a habit of leaving me speechless.

"Before you assume something let me tell you I am not here to worship him but I am here for you. From the past fifteen minutes I was waiting outside shaira, what were you even doing this long?....." He was rambling and i listened only that much as I was lost in his eyes which were depicting something else.

May be this is true and he was here not to worship God but he was here for me, the point here is after so much time he put his foot inside this white color building which is not an ordinary one. I wish I could tell him how much I love him for what he just did.

My eyes widened when I replayed every thought that just occurred in my head. Did I just said that I love him? Did I just said that really?

"Shaira we need to go, I don't want to spend my whole day here" Ayaan said and taking me by my elbows he dragged me from the church.

I was in no state of saying anything to him. It seemed like all my words died in my mouth and I was losing my sanity every second. I am in love with Ayaan! It is itself a huge  revelation for me at this point of time.After spending three months with him , I could say that I like him but love really!

"You are adorable Ayaan" I said still in daze of my own confrontation and I did something which surprised me even further. 

I closed the gap between us, looking into his green eyes which seemed to be very serious. I whispered in his ears," Happy Birthday Ayaan" and then very slowly, I pressed my lips to his clean shaved cheek which was soft under my touch. My lips lingered on his cheeks for few seconds and then I looked at his shocked face, he was not expecting this coming at all!

He stopped his rambling that very second. Even he was surprised with what I just did. It was not like I was kissing him for the first time on his cheeks, I have done it multiple times but today with the intensity I did was different. I kissed him for the first time after realizing that I love this man who is standing right in front of me. He has changed me in a way I never thought it was possible.

Previously I wanted days to get over soon as it was possible but now I want to live every moment with him. He has helped me evolve as a person. For some reason it doesn't matter to me whether he loves me or not, I don't even want to know the answer of this question what I want to do is just admire his beautiful face, his eyes which are by far the most amazing pair of  eyes I have ever laid my eyes on. 

"Thank you" He said and his cheeks became red which made me smile. It satisfied me seeing the effect I had on him but instead of pointing this out I did one more thing, I hugged him as tightly as it was possible for me.

I was afraid that he might vanish but when his masculine hands engulfed me in his arms I felt at peace. I hugged him like this was for the last time I was hugging him but more than anything I just wanted to tell him my feelings for him and I mentally promised myself that by end of this day probably I will tell him.

Whole day flew by so quickly that before I knew it,it was already seven in the evening. Till now i never asked Ayaan for why he came inside the church and he also never tried to  say anything related to that. But whatsoever it is i am glad that today he chose me to be with him. One thing which I am not clear of is he is behaving strange after that church incident Like I am going to run away.

"Shaira where do you want to go now? " Ayaan asked me taking my hands in his.

I am sitting on his car and we are eating noodles which he is feeding me. Today weather surprisingly is good but now it's much more cold. I clasped my hands together and rubbed them as my legs were quivering as the wind is not having any mercy on me.

"I know where I want to go but the point is it is suppose to be a secret and since I don't know how to drive I have to tell you! Take me to that beach where we first went." I said to him keeping my hands on his shoulders.

Till now we have talked and talked as after going to church we both went to a restaurant to have our breakfast. After that Ayaan just wanted to stroll in the garden so we did as he wanted.

Till now i haven't given his gift, since he ruined my first gift for him I decided to buy something for him which I think he will like It but I know he doesn't like to celebrate his birthday and we are doing what we usually do everyday the only difference is we both missed our college today, so technically from the past ten hours we are together.

"Why?" Ayaan asked me looking cute as usual, his brows furrowed and I couldn't help but tracing his cheeks with my index finger.

"Its a surprise" I said to him clapping my  hands together like a squealing kid.

"You better not ask questions now as I am not going to answer any of it. So take me there, you will get to know everything the moment we will reach there." I said  sitting inside the car and waited for Ayaan to join me.

"Shaira I want to say something to you" Ayaan said looking a little disturbed.

"You can say whatever you want to but first we will go there, i have something for you Ayaan. Till then you have to shut your mouth" I said with my eyes gleaming like a star.

Without saying anything he started car and I closed my eyes thinking of my surprise for him, hoping that he likes it.

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