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Shaira's POV

Life is like a roller coaster, it changes so rapidly that within one moment it's like hell,  and in the next second it is a like a beautiful dream...

"I am not going to talk to you Ayaan unless and until you will promise me" i said with as much authority i can muster.

"Shaira I have also said this thousands time I am not going to promise anything which is as stupid as this seems to be" Ayaan said frustratedly.

"Ayaan it's not stupid it's about your safety and I don't want you to risk your life for me! I will never be able to forgive myself for that ever" I said this time softly looking deeply into his intense green eyes.

"And what about you? If something would have happened to you,  I would never be able to forgive myself ever" Ayaan said keeping his both hands on my both shoulders.

"Nothing will happen to me Ayaan! Stop behaving like this." I said finally having enough of this talk.

"Really shaira as if yesterday i wouldn't have been on time then care to explain me what you would have done given the fact you were already wasted" Ayaan said folding his arms across his chest.

Whatever he said is completely right even I am terrified of all the what ifs but just because of me I cannot risk his life. Yesterday what he did was not at all explainable. He punched a guy on his face, blood was literally oozing out of his lower lip. What if some day he came back and tried to harm him in any way? I shivered thinking about Ayaan getting hurt because of me.

"You don't have to remind me that I was drunk. I know i was and what I did was something i don't regret so stop making me feel guilty" I said to him looking towards the ground.

"Shaira look at me" Ayaan said softly and keeping his fingers under my chin forced me to look in his eyes which were as soft as a  feather is.

"You know how I feel about you and knowing that you also feel the same about me has left me speechless. I don't know how to behave around you anymore. Sorry for acting like an asshole but I care for you shaira more than I can voice out ever. Even the thought of somebody hurting you gives me chills. You are too special for me to let you go just like this shaira. I cannot lose you and the day that happened is the day when I will.... my heart will die so if ever you thought of leaving me ever,  think about it twice." He said with so much sincerity that I found myself getting lost in his every word.

"By the way just so you know I think you should drink often at least you will allow me hug you" Ayaan said shamelessly with a smirk. I was astounded seeing the variation in his mood.

one minute he acted all serious and another minute he is back to himself! Sometimes I feel like I still don't know Ayaan at all, he is still a stranger as he was a month ago. But knowing what he just said filled me with so much ecstasy that I cannot even put it in words how safe I felt knowing he never wants me to go ever from his life. I wanted to say ,'I will never leave you ever unless and until you want me to go' but decided against it.

"What? I hugged you?" I asked Ayaan faking a shock expression making it like I don't remember anything at all whereas I remembered everything like it happened a second ago yet just to tease him I decided to do some fun.

As expected listening to me his face became from funny to serious. He became upset and looked ready to kill someone. I wanted to laugh at the expression he was giving me but decided against it as we were still in his bed fighting over stupid things which didn't even matter.

"Relax I remember everything. I know what happened yesterday." I said to him grinning from ear to ear and was about to get up when Ayaan with a jerk pulled me back that we both were too close to each other.

My hands were on his shoulder, his one hand was on my waist and other one was in my hair keeping them from falling. Very slowly he closed the distance between us and engulfed me in his arms that I felt so complete. I was expecting him to say some sarcastic comment or tease me but never expected this was coming.

The feeling of having his arms around me is inexplainable and even if I want to I can never describe this feeling. In my dictionary there is  no word for this. 

"Yesterday sleeping right beside you was special for me and yesterday was the first time I slept so peacefully in months. Usually I sleep for hardly four hours but being in your arms I slept for more than eight hours Shaira. what are you doing to me? Why is it so difficult for me to keep myself away from you? where were you all this time?" Ayaan whispered in my ears so slowly his breath fanning my nape of neck that I shivered.

"I am doing nothing Ayaan it is you who is changing me slowly, steadily I am drowning in you. Even if I want to stop myself I can't it is too difficult for me to that." I said to him pouring all my thoughts into words.

" thank you shaira for coming in my life. I still cannot believe that you are here right in my arms. From the past one year I was waiting for this moment but never had guts to even face you and now that I have I don't know how to keep myself away from you" Ayaan said slowly softly that it all appeared to be lika a melody.

I snuggled more into him and we both slept again holding each other safely in each other's arms with a smile .

"Shairaaaa" i was brought to earth when Olivia literally yelled in my ears.

"Stop screaming at me"I said with a huff and covered my ears.

"Really! Sophie is going to kill us both! Just go and fry some potatoes" she said and looked ready to explode.

"Okay on it Madame and when you will come back I want to show you something" i said to her when I started peeling potatoes. Nodding she exited plastering a fake smile carrying a plate of dessert and shakes.

It's been a three months since I met him and from that instant my whole life has changed. It has become not only beautiful but now I smile and don't push people away like I used to. The best part is in all this I have got the most amazing person in my life who is no doubt Olivia. She is crazy and insane yet I feel connected to her in a whole different level. She has captured a huge place in my life and now practically She  knows everything about me.

So coming to The main topic.
The current tension of my life is tomorrow is Ayaan's birthday and I don't have any idea what should I gift him. Like all these years I have never gifted anyone anything but it's Ayaan we are talking about! I have to do something special for him whether he expects from me or not.

When I asked Olivia about what should I gift him her reply was so stupid that I cannot even think of it.

"Just give yourself to him." She said nonchalantly as this is the easiest thing to do.

Like seriously!  We two haven't even kissed yet let alone giving myself to him is out of question. And this was the first thing she could of! But again the point here is what should I get Him, he has everything then my one gift will not make any difference.

"Okay Olivia stand where you are I am reading out one poem which is for Ayaan you tell me how is it and you better be honest" i said to her when i heard the opening of kitchen door.

She didn't said anything, not even a yes so without even wasting any time I started reciting the poem which I think Ayaan will like it. I just want him to know how important he is for me.  When I was writing this poem I was smiling like i have something so priceless in my life now.

"Walking alone was never a problem,

Secretly admiring you was never a problem,

Faking attitude in front of you was never a problem ,

Seeing you smiling not for me but for somebody else was not a problem,

To let you go was never a problem,

The problem was to confront you,

To let you know what i feel for you,

To let my heart do all the talking was something i was afraid of,

I was scared of what will you think of me when you come to know about my feelings for you,

But then like a beautiful rainbow you came in my life,

Like a sun you glowed,

You filled so many colors in my life that now i have lost the count,

Thank you for being with me forever,

I promise I will never leave you ever..." I recited the whole poem in one go and waited for her to answer.

While even saying it out loud a smile made its way on my lips which now a days never fade away.

My whole body stiffened when pair of manly hands encircled my waist, i became alert and was ready to pull myself back when I heard the most beautiful voice.

" it's beautiful just like you " Ayaan said resting his hands on my belly.

My whole body become relaxed knowing its only Ayaan and but next second my eyes widened knowing what he has heard. Fuck! He was not suppose to hear this!  He was not suppose to give his views on this! This was the only thing which I thought i could gift him and he had to ruin it which made me angry.

"You! What are you doing here? That too at this point of time. You should have stopped me when I took Olivia's name should have warned me! Why you did this? You ruined everything Ayaan" I said turning to look at him and pointing a finger at him.

He was giving me his goofy smile which made me even more irritating than I already was. What is with him and his smile I don't get it at all.

"Stop smiling and answer me" I said and made a sad face .

"When I entered you were saying you have written this for me. I was tongue tied that very moment and curiosity was killing me. I wanted to know what you have written for me. I just couldn't stop you and after listening to this I am glad that I didn't stopped you." Ayaan said making me look into his eyes.

This should be a crime to be this sweet. He is very eloquent and has a good way with words. Now even if i want to say something to him then also i couldn't.

"This is not fair. You ruined my present for you" I said hitting him on his chest softly.

"You are the biggest gift that I can ever ask for shaira, you don't have to gift me anything. Just spend your whole day with me tomorrow that will do" he said smiling all the way.

See again he left me tongue tied! Why is he so sweet?

"You are too cheesy you know this?" I asked him with a smile which automatically made its way on my lips.

"Only for you baby" he said and winked at me leaving baffled all over again.

What should I gift him now?

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