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Shaira's POV

When you are not in your senses that is when you confess everything that is going on in your mind. Just imagine a person who always has control over their emotion if they will not be in their senses what will happen? I guess a whole load of emotions will flow and somethings will be said which they never meant to say ever...

"Shaira?" Olivia said when I was about to grab my black colour jacket from the backside of the door and was heading towards the exit.

"Yes" I turned my head towards her and smiled at her.

" You are not broken shaira, you also deserve to be happy in your life and deserve all the love. Just allow it to come your way. Don't push people away from your life. Maybe not everybody is patient enough to wait for you" she said with her eyes depicting the affection that she feels towards me.

I don't know what i felt when she said I am not broken! Till now this is the only thing I believe I am.

Broken...

All my life I have waited for people to accept me, to tell me they are here for me but sadly enough it never happened and sometimes I didn't let this happen. But Now things have changed,  I feel like I don't want to think what will happen in the near future as i know sometimes it is better to be unaware of things which you can't control!
It's better that way....

"Thank you oli" I said to her and turned again only to be stopped by her.

"Where do you think you are going? " she said Turning me again that now we are face to face.

"Home oli, where else?" I said to her completely unaware of what is going inside her head! I was completely baffled by the way she was looking at me.

It aroused suspicions and honestly I am tired of assuming things now so instead of assuming I thought to ask her what the hell is she planning.

"Well one thing is you are not going home today! We are going to a club! And yeah before you thought of dodging this opportunity let me tell you nothing is gonna work honey! So no if's and but's. Wait for me we are going to my house first. We will change our clothes then we will rock our worlds to celebrate the beginning of this wonderful friendship" she said authoritatively, folding get hands across her chest.

It took me some minutes to get what she said! Did she just ordered me that we are going to a club? Or I am hallucinating? If it's true then what the fuck! I can't go to the club! Firstly I have never been to one and secondly I don't like to hang out at a place where there is full of people getting high, filling there lungs with tonnes of smoke! All these things I truly despise. But one look at Olivia changed my whole thinking process!

She was giving me her puppy doe eyes looks, begging me to say yes! Before saying yes to her I made certain ground rules for myself to follow while I will be there.

Rule 1: I will not drink at all.

Rule 2: I will try my level best to not let Olivia out of control.

Rule 3: I am not going to change my clothes no matter how much she insists. I am perfectly fine in my dress.

Rule 4: I will come back by eleven.

Rule 5: I will not do any stupidity while I am there, no alcohol, no dancing nothing at all.

I am just doing all this for Olivia so that just for once i want to hang out with her without turning her offer down.

Chanting this matra to myself I took a deep breath and said yes to her! The moment these three letters left my mouth she squealed like a child and hugged me which was more like choking but that moment was priceless. Her smile was so elongated that I was myself amused by the affect my one yes created.

I just hope whatever ground Rules I have made for myself I will be able to follow them without breaking any of them!

After 2 hours

"You are looking gorgeous shae" olivia said applying that last stroke of whatever she was trying to cake my face with.

It's been two hours since we are doing this. My first ground Rule has already been broken. I was made to wear a beautiful blue color backless dress which ended just an inch above my knees.

No matter how hard I tried to manipulate Olivia she just doesn't listened to me at all. After making sure everything goes her way she showed me her washroom so that i can change my clothes.

To say her house is awesome would be an understatement, Her house is beautiful. I am actually confused why she even work at cafe? She has two bedroom apartment and it's interior is so updated that for a moment i was taken aback the simplicity and elegance her home has!

She told me its all because of her mother and father. They are supporting her to fulfil her wish but that doesn't mean they will let her live on the streets. She love her parents way too much, this anyone can tell as whenever she talked about them specially her mother her eyes twinkled the corner of her eyes crinkled and her pupils dilated.

"I am truly blessed to have parents like them and I cannot even imagine my life without them. They are like my ultimate support. They supported me when everyone was against me! Shae I don't think anyone can love me this much selflessly as they love me. Specially my mother. And you know whenever I still go to their house the first thing that I do is, keep my head in my mother's lap, it still has that power of taking away all the pain, i forget all the problems the moment she keep her palm on my head and say soothing things. It's just so wonderful." She said to me while selecting a dress for me.

While she was telling me about her parents unknowingly I created my own little world and there instead of Olivia as a child I was there. Her mother was my mother. I was imagining every situation and my whole body all of a sudden ached as the love that I have craved for from years is still not with me and now nobody can give those years back to me which no doubt I want desperately.

How ironic it is that somebody else's story is capable of moving you from within so deeply. I wasn't jealous of Olivia but i was more upset and the hatred that I felt towards my mother was unexplainable.

"I am sorry for all the rambling, i didn't...." Olivia said keeping me a comforting hand on my shoulder.

"You don't have to be sorry and honestly it felt good to know that there are parents in this world who love their child so much. I am really happy for you" I said with a smile which was not forced yet it was not genuine.

"Done" olivia's voice brought me back from my thoughts which making my heart ache.

I just want to ask one thing, if I  never deserved any love then why I am given this life to live?  For whom should I even live this life for?

"For your own self. There are so many people out there who are alone still you have people around you who wants you to be happy, stop pushing them away and just for once live your life by being in the present instead of calculating what will happen in the future" said my conscious, so sharply that this time even I had to give it to her.

"Where are you gone?" Olivia said snapping her fingers in front of my face.

"Just looking at myself, you have changed me completely. You should be a make-up artist oli" I said to her smiling at her from the reflection of the mirror.

She squealed like a baby and grinned at me. To be honest I was looking entirely different. Blue suits me, this is something i knew but this dark blue looked ethereal on me. It complimented my fair complexion. I thought she used tonnes of make-up on me but she proved me wrong. It looked natural.

Nobody can tell by looking at me that I even used make-up or anything. My blue eyes looked so innocent yet they looked sexy enough to turn a man on! When it comes to my lips, they were covered with a cherry lip gloss which looked natural. Last my hair were left down and were like waves falling in a curly mess. Everything looked so perfect that for once i wasn't even able to recognize myself.

"Okay now stop drooling over yourself and wear these heels" Olivia said mischievously.

"I wasn't drooling just admiring myself. I never knew I can look like this. Thank you" I said putting on blue matching heels which were atleast three inches high.

"You are damn beautiful shae, you don't have any idea how men look at you. Anyways we will not get into that now. Just give me five minutes and let me get ready then we will have some tonight." She said and was gone before I could say anything.

Since Olivia was inside her washroom, i was all alone in her bedroom. Her room walls are painted in white colour, Her dressing table was coffee colour, before I could discover more of her room a particular photo caught my attention. It was right beside her bed, it was again a white colour frame, looks like Olivia is obsessed with white colour.

The frame was not huge, it was small, boundary of the frame was decorated with roses which were in silver and baby pink colour. There was a photograph in it, by the look at the photo I could say it was the recent one. Olivia was standing behind her parents, Her arms around each of them. All three of them looked happy. Her mother was smiling at her and her father was looking at her mother. Her mother looked like she is in her early forties, She looked young while her father looked in his late forties yet the love that I could myself see was So evident that for a moment I felt jealous.

"They are my parents" Olivia said to me. My back was facing her front. I kept the frame where it belonged and turned only to be astounded by Olivia.

She looked resplendent in a red colour dress which ended just one inch above her knees. It was a sleeveless dress and hugged Olivia in all the right places. Her curves were accentuated, Her legs toned, her chocolate Brown eyes were even more highlighted as she applied a thick layer of eye liner.
Her hair were let down just like mine but instead of curling them her hair were straight, Her black heels were atleast three inches high. She looked like a model ready for a catwalk.

"I know i am looking hot shae let's go" she said to me grabbing my hand and literally dragged me out her house.

It was hardly fifteen minute drive from her house to the club called

Grey's club...

Olivia owned a nice silver collie Cadillac car which she has purchased all by herself and is proud of. Handing the car key to the valet we made our way inside the club which was anything but normal.

It was completely different from what I thought a club would be like. People were sitting at their respective tables sophisticatedly, wIthout glances who is coming or not, they all were busy in their own private bubble. Olivia took my hand in hers and led us to a table which was in the middle of two tables. All the tables were covered in deep red colour cloth and there weren't chairs , we were sitting on the sofa seats. The lights were dim, music was soft yet it was sensual.

"We are in the VIP section" Olivia said sensing my curiosity.

"Ooh" I said blinking my eyes again and again to adjust my eyes to the flash lights.

"I am assuming that this is your first time in a club" Olivia asked me eyeing the menu.

"Yes. I like places where I can sit peacefully, like a garden or a beach" I said suddenly remembering Ayaan.

"Shae but at times you should experience all this too." She said after placing the order of white wine for herself and a soft drink for me. As I said stRictly to her that I am not drinking alcohol.

The moment my drink brushed my lips, i felt a sudden jolt, it was like a new feeling. It felt good and it was relaxing all my nerves which were tensed for no reason..

"It's good" I said to Olivia who was busy sipping Her own wine which was as white as crystal is.

"I know it's a mocktail and has only 10% of alcohol" she said innocently hiding her face by pretending she is still drinking her wine.

My eyes widened, my whole body tensed and in a fraction of second all the anger was gone as the drink was doing its own magic.

"I need more of this" I slurred instead of berating her for doing this to me i asked for more.

"I am going to the dance floor, you coming with me? " she asked completely ignoring my request.

"NoPe,  I want more of this drink" I stuttered.  It was like without even drinking properly I was drunk.

"No shae you are not having anymore of this drink now. I am going just be here" she said and keeping her black wallet with me she was gone.

Suddenly everything appeared big and when one waiter passed from my side I ordered two more martini with more alcohol content in it.

After few minutes i had no idea where I was, or where Olivia was, i drank four glasses of Apple martini which was delicious. I was about to stand up so that i can also join Olivia on the dance floor but the loud ringing of my phone that I had to cover my ears but when I finally took out my phone and saw who is calling me at this time, i smiled seeing Ayaan's number flashing.

"Hiiiii" I said excitedly the moment i answered his call.

"Where the hell are you shaira?" He asked me, more like yelled at me.

He sounded as if he is controlling his anger but to me right now i just wanted to dance and it didn't matter what exactly is going on in his head.

"Hey" I said to him again stuttering with a mischievous smile on my face given he can't see me right now.

"Shaira are you drunk?" He again screamed at me.

"I was just fine before I met you,  you know  Ayaan." I said to him improvising the lyrics of closer song which I never gave attention to but now this song was like melody in my ears.

"I am asking you one last time shaira, where the hell are you?" He asked controlling all this anger. I could imagine a scowl on his beautiful face, frown lines on his forehead. Keeping all my thoughts aside I said something which I never thought i will say to him ever!

"I like you Ayaan" I said and cut the call before he could say anything or reply to me. I kept my phone in my wallet and made my towards the dance floor where Olivia was dancing so smoothly and elegantly ....

Finally this chapter is over!
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Isn't both Olivia and shaira amazing in their own unique way!

Finally shaira confessed that she like Ayaan but poor shaira she is not in her senses!

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