[6] Self-confidence

"I used to be shining with confidence
my self-consciousness was down to almost zero percent
I strode through the school hallways
and didn't care what people would say about me
that all changed when you left
my nerves were on edge
everything made me stressed
I felt trapped on a high ledge,

Now I don't leave the house without makeup on
and I quit posting pictures online
I'm too terrified of what people might think
what if i see them whispering?
god forbid I talk to somebody
and they don't respond back to me
when I lost you all my self-confidence went with it
I hate that you had the power to undo this,

This was the worst part of losing you
the fact that I lost my ego too
you drained me of every bit of pride
and made sure there wasn't a drop left behind
now I see you shining with all my leftover joy
something we used to do together
you were so fucking greedy you just had to steal my self-confidence
and now it's lost forever,"

[to that one person who broke me and my old self but little do they know I have the power to heal]

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