"You say that I am one of your closest friends

But that's funny

Considering we don't even hang out on weekends

That's really funny

Considering you ignore me in the one class we have together

Does that really sound like best friend behavior?

You would rather talk to anyone but me

And I don't know how you don't see

It made me drunk on joy when you said it

Oh, how I wish it was the truth, I'll admit

Best friends, how ironic

Seems like quite the opposite

Best friends, but quiet

Because it's not like anyone knows

Maybe I'm being dramatic

Maybe you never found me interesting

But why do you act so erratic?

Why does this feel so sickening?

I guess I'm just not special

You probably say this to everyone

But life doesn't make sense

And neither do you

I guess your care is so extremely nonexistent

That you lied to me without even thinking about it

It hurts because I trusted you

It hurts because I thought I was your best friend too."

[To that one friend I can't quite figure out]