Allison Lopez

Dear Ally,

You clearly don't want me around, or that's at least how you made me feel. I want to give you your space, besides you fit in here better than I do. Know I will always love you. After all dad used to say, 'Alli and Owen, Family is not an important thing, it's everything cherish each other and be there for one another'. That said Alli I have tried my hardest. I'm leaving to go back to Utah and have already told mom. I love you. I know you are struggling to get past Jacks suicide but taking it out on others isn't healthy. For me, or for you and anyone else who you might take it out on. That's why I have to go. Know I love you. I will never stop loving you. Not till the day one of us goes and joins Jack and can no longer express love for the other. Let Lucas in and I promise he will support you in anyway possible. I left you my sloth necklace from pa call you when I can. Love you.

- Owen

So there I sat on the kitchen floor bawling my eyes out. I was so caught up in the pain I felt that I couldn't see what I was doing and how it hurt someone I love. I have to let Lucas in. I have to do it for Owen.

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Sorry for the short (like apex 😉) chapter. Love you guys! 💗