(Mikasa P.O.V.)

The rest of the day trudged on. I just sat there re-watching Family Guy for the 4th time in my life. Boredom encased around me. Suffocated me.

I glanced at my phone that buzzed every five minutes while it sat on the coffee table. I leaned my head back. When I got home, I had went into Levi's room and found stress pills. They were working a bit, but I still wanted to cry, but like I said, they were working... a bit, so I didn't.

At least, if I needed more I could get another. At least, if that didn't work I could get more, and if those didn't work... I could take all of them. Maybe all at once. That'd defiantly end the pain. I snapped out of whatever I was in.

I could play on my phone...? I thought to myself, but that was ruined when I saw a Snapchat notification light up my phone with the signature of Eren's name.

Snapchat from .mr aaron

I rolled my eyes up then over to the screen. I fell asleep at about 10:00 pm, waking up to a house empty of Levi. I paused the roku and checked my phone for the time... 8:46 am.

I yawned and hit play on the roku. An hour later, I got up and headed to the kitchen where I grabbed a pop tart and went back to the couch. I watched a few more episodes before picking up my phone.

Snapchat from .mr aaron
Snapchat from .mr aaron
Snapchat from .mr aaron
Snapchat from .mr aaron
Snapchat from .mr aaron
Snapchat from .mr aaron
Snapchat from .mr aaron
Snapchat from .mr aaron
Snapchat from .mr aaron
Snapchat from .mr aaron
Snapchat from .mr aaron
Snapchat from .mr aaron
Snapchat from .mr aaron
.mr aaron is typing...

I didn't want to ever open them up, but I did.

.mr aaron
Mikasa...
Mikasa?
Mikasa I'm sorry
please answer
send mine out to everyone you know please Mikasa
I'm so sorry
please answer
don't leave
Mikasa
I need you
please

me
stop

.mr aaron
don't do this

me
lmao what am I doing

.mr aaron
you're mad

me
omg! shocker!!

.mr aaron
Mikasa

me
ugh stop

.mr aaron
I'm coming over

me
no you're not lol

.mr aaron
we'll see

me
I'll call the fucking police eren

.mr aaron
I already have a fucked up record...

me
well, we can fuck it up some more can't we?

.mr aaron
we? so there's still a we?

me
lmao not rn

.mr aaron
I'm coming over

me
go for it

.mr aaron
I'm 5 mins away bitch

me
that's helps a lot with ur situation Eren

.mr aaron
well, your making me mad

me
you're* LMAO YOURE MAD?!

.mr aaron
I mean

me
ur skipping school so u can break into my house? yay double crime

.mr aaron
u want me there

me
no, for once, I don't

.mr aaron
[#] tap to view photo

me
...

.mr aaron
[ ] press and hold to replay

me
I have 911 dialed

.mr aaron
then how did u text me that?

me
don't come up to my fucking door

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

3 sharp, hard, forceful, scary, dominant, whatever sounds powerful, knocks at my door. I squeezed my phone so hard for so long that my phone went to "slide to power off".

I threw it down onto the glass coffee table with force and leaped off of the couch, pulling my shirt over my butt aggressively. I stormed over to the door. Not caring that I looked terrible, I opened the door to the father of this half cancer half angel in my stomach.

He stood there staring at my centimeter bumped stomach.

"Eyes are up here," I said.

_________
Flashback

"No he can't fight worth shit," I heard Eren say as I walked past him in the hall.

"Watch him beat your ass!" His bald headed friend mentioned.

"Jean? Beating me up? Hah!"

I stopped and turned around, staring at the back of his head. Of course, my luck, he turns around and sees me. My face turns red, but, to my surprise, his does too.

He tapped his bald friend on the shoulder and his friend turned around. Eren whispered something then grinned, grabbed his neck, shoved his hand into his pocket, and headed towards me.

What. the. Fuck?! WAIT! How was this happening? What? What!

"You got a number?" He asked, eyes trailing down my neck and to my breasts.

"Eyes are up here," our first words.

_______

"I'm sorry," he looked into my eyes.

"I've heard that too--"

"I'm sorry for fucking you carelessly? Sending out your nudes? Cheating on you? Treating you like shit?"

"The fact your saying it in question form."

"Can we just fucking make up," he threw his hands into his face.

"It's not that easy," I crossed my arms.

"It was pretty easy last time," he opened a space between his fingers and freed his eye.

"Well, you fucked up this time didn't you," I smiled.

"Can we just talk about this?" he tried to come in.

I placed my hand on his chest and pushed him out, "No. Levi prefers the house clean."

He looked down, "you know I'm sorry."

"I forgive you, yes, but I don't know if I can ever take you back."

"Wait..." he looked up, "we're over?"

"I just think we need a break. A really long one."

"Mikasa, stop."

"See you in iss," I said shutting and locking the door.

I turned around and slid my back down the door. Oh fuck. What'd I just do?

-

Thanking god that i was finally out of that depressing home that I was in for three days, all day, alone, I went back to school. I wore a hoodie and some black jeggings with holes in the knees and very little makeup. All though it's was hot only a week ago, it was freezing today. Perks of a Texas winter.

When I came to the iss room door, I halted.

"Thinking of skipping?" I heard a very familiar voice behind me.

I didn't turn around, "No ma'am."

"Well, get in there," she said.

I turned the knob and felt her follow in behind me. A grin spread across my face... well, until I saw Eren sitting in his chair, slouched down and staring at the wall. I was placed 2 desks behind him.

The day was boring, but not as bad as the house was, but I couldn't stop thinking about how my life flipped upside down and how fast it happened. It bugged me. It also bugged me how I was barley affected by the fact that I got raped. Why Jean was shot. Why Eren was in jail. Fucking. Jail. Why I was ignoring all of it.

I shook my head violently. I'll just deal with it if it ever pops up...?

I raised my hand, "I need to use the restroom."

"Restroom break is in an hour. Can you wait?" Hanji folded her hands together.

I nodded my head and looked back down at my desk. A test sat in front of me. I sighed. I knew nothing on it. I did study right before I took it because Hanji gave me the opportunity to, but I had no notes about it in my spiral.

Can I just end it all already?

My body snapped when that thought flew into my head. I wasn't even thinking it. I swear. I ran my fingers through my hair.

Hanji stood up, "I have to use the lady's restroom. You are all high school students, I trust you to behave."

As soon as she left, Eren turned around, "nice to see a friendly face. Although, I never thought it'd be yours."

I rolled my eyes, "Its your fault I'm here," I said without making eye contact."

"Mm?" He smiled, "how so?"

I glared at him, "I wouldn't have gone over to you if you hadn't..." I looked around, "...sent out the photos," and mumbled.

"No, you're not here for child pornography... you're here because you punched the fuck out of Annie."

"I wouldn't have if--"

"Yea, but that was on you not me."

I tried not to get mad, "Okay."

"Do you have any money I can borrow?"

I looked at him with a what-the-fuck look, "the hell you asking me for?"

"You're one of the only that really knows..." he looked down.

"I'm also one of the only people who cares if you get addicted and kill your self by using it."

"Is that why you're in here?" A fat black kid asked from across the room.

Our heads jerked towards him. Then we both shut up. Hanji walked in a minute later.

I grabbed something out of my backpack and slumped all the way to where my back was on the seat, trying to reach Eren. I touched Eren's back with my foot from the hole in the back of his chair.

He turned around and I handed him the 3 twenty-dollar bills that I'd taken from Levi.