Nothing broke my heart more than seeing my little spitfire on the floor punched by that asshole.

Who hits women? Who thinks it's okay?

I was angry I wanted to kill him I punched him so hard wanted to kill him she was small you can't pick on someone that size literally.

Anger is the worst emotion you could kill someone and not recall what happened you have what they call "a blackout ".

I can be a womanizer or whatever but hitting women has been and will always be off-limits.

You don't hit women EVER!!!

I wanted to protect her so badly that she dealt with this all along. An abusive asshole?

After he left me and Marie agreed on taking her to the hospital, she didn't move clutched her tummy, and looked like she was in pain, my poor curly angel.

I mean I was scared for her ...

I carried her to my uncle's truck and Marie followed us with the van.

When we got there it wasn't full thank God the doctor saw her and all I could think of was how to kill Darren.

Maybe strangle him?

The doctor helped me and told me what we can do for her.

She didn't say anything she was still shivering it was shock...

I guess it's the first time cause she was in so much shock.

She broke down in front of me and I felt both sad and happy she didn't mind being vulnerable in front of me I hugged and held her thank goodness she let me.

I said bye to Marie and told her I'll take her home after debating she agreed.

Kissed her forehead and loved that she was surrounded by love.

I carried her again and she opened the door and I took her to her room.

I looked at her cute room ...

It was beautiful for my beautiful girl.

She got on her bed and looked at me...

"Please make me some tea"

I got up and made her tea and brought it to her.

She drank her tea...

"It's the first time he hit me"

"It's not okay"

"I know but he's got all these mental problems so I thought if I could love him harder I'd be able to heal him"

"You can't princess"

"I know, he grabs me and calls me a whore and bitch but that's all this is new he was not the guy I fell inlove with"

"I know baby"

She was full-blown crying again ... trying to talk but the sobs got stronger...

"My face hurts and my ass too"

"How do you turn this into a joke?" I was not mad I admired how she turned this into something that didn't break her.

"It's not I just....." I kissed her gently making sure I don't hurt her.

"Thank you, Hy"

"You're welcome princess now rest a bit okay"

I stayed with her and when her mom called her I said bye and ran before she could skin me alive.

If she is this feisty can you imagine how her mom Is?

Got to my place and I wanted to be with her, smell her hair and kiss those lips.

I sat down and got my writing pad and pen fuck she just inspired me to write a song.

Something I thought had died finally came back to life, she gave meat I thought I had lost.

A Fall from Grace

I didn't know I needed this fall
We are all living life afraid
What are we afraid of

I was afraid of failing
And it all came at once
Didn't even warm me

A Fall from Grace
Putting my pieces back together
Breaking, building simultaneously

Life has a way to teach you
What you didn't know you needed to know
Lost it all
Looked around at the love I left
Is the one picking me up

A Fall from Grace
Putting my pieces back together
Breaking, building simultaneously

Now I'm here
At the lowest
I swear it doesn't get lower than this
But I'd do it all again
If it means I find you waiting for me...

Right at that fall from Grace...

I finally got it when you reach rock bottom you have to look back to move forward and just have to take it one day at a time till you're too far to see anything back.

𝓣𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓴 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓐 𝓕𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓕𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓖𝓻𝓪𝓬𝓮!