A dream more like a memory he was my boyfriend before we arrived to that terrible place that ruined it all, he loved me and i loved him. But the more time we spent in that house the more my family regretted it. During that time i was starring in a play, mainly the reason for the move, it was out state and for that reason my boyfriend moved with us because we did not want to be apart. His dark brown hair his thin lanky frame the moles that were present on his face were beautiful to me he was always such a sweet talker his voice was to a point where it was deep but not deep enough to sound older we were just 17 and we regret everything. I think if i remember anything that the move was our fault. The home was provided as long as i still accepted to perform of course. And obviously i wanted to perform i wanted to get over all this built up anxiety so i went along with everything, i wasn't one to argue with my superiors. I wish i had. I wish i had looked up information on the house because maybe if i had we wouldn't have died. His name was Jake. Again he never was an abusive person and even for his lanky tall frame he was strong his glasses were broken but he usually wore contacts and his smile contained metal. He had braces. Bright red braces. My name is (name) i loved acting, dancing, singing everything i had grown to love for a good reason. They were things that brought me closer to friends they gave me ways to communicate how to express my feelings and I met my boyfriend at one of the concerts. He was dressed semi formal with a vest and a white button up underneath and a pair black jeans. At that concert we were playing a musical i don't remember the name now. But i remember how our eyes met during the performance that is something i will never forget. After it was done he decided we should meet up so he went to go looking for me but no sooner than later we bumped into each other. We had the same idea. We talked through the night and when it came time to leave he asked for my number while writing his on a piece of paper for me and of course i accepted i felt like i found my soulmate. This is the moment i regret. The moment i wish never happened, I got a blue envelope a wax seal in gold that held the opening of the letter truly beautiful but terrifying. In the letter it states

"Dear Miss (name),

It has come to our attention that you have been in various plays and concerts through out your life we wish to give you this letter not only to recognize this hard-work but to repay it we wish for you to play a starring role in our new musical MORE THAN A DREAM i hope you accept and we wish you the best of luck in your life

Truly yours

Theatre

I was awestruck with this letter so awestruck i had the urge to show everyone in the family that was present. Including Jake. They read the letter and very soon started celebrating for me. Jake always read things closer than i did. He soon spoke up his voice wavering "the play is in New York"

That is when the celebrating soon stopped and we all stared at Jake as he held the note tightly and looked down so we wouldn't be able to see his face that was now covered with a look of sadness, anger and embarrassment. I knew he meant well  and that was all i needed to know to go hug him to let him relax to let him know i wont leave.

Time skip

We soon found a way. We moved after we had told the situation to the play director they told us they would provide us with a home as long as i accepted and remained in the play. This is another moment i wish i had said My sincerest apologies but i will not be able to attend and star in this play so with deepest regrets i must decline. Or something like it seems very unprofessional to not have a second option to star i wish to not involve myself so i will now bid you luck as i will absolutely not attend. Even if it seemed rude to say i wanted to get my point across but showing how i was now in a plane seated next to jake as my head rested atop his head that layed on my shoulder i know that i wasn't strong enough to deny their offer as i remember how my family reacted "it will be a nice change a new home yes?" "of course and we get my darling little girl to star in a play!!" this was soon followed by cheers and whoops as they told me to go write a letter which said i accepted the offer. I held on to Jake as he began sobbing loudly which soon caught our attention "please don't leave me alone " that one phrase broke me and i regret what i said to you, Jake my lovely innocent boyfriend. "Come with me to New York?" he looked up in shock his puffy teary eyes, his rosy cheeks and those freckles that lay upon his face all brought me to say these words, now... i don't regret bringing him as we got closer in the beginning of the move but i do regret moving in to that god forsaken house.

"(Ame)...(na-)... (Name) WAKE UP" i immediately jumped as i heard my name being screamed. "YES SORRY WHAT'S WRONG?!" is what i screamed out of reaction to when my name was yelled. Soon i heard a laughter that to others would sound ridiculous but to me it sounded like bells. Jake had such a beautiful laugh. The first time i heard his laugh i stared which soon stopped him from laughing as he heard nothing from my person, our eyes connected "w-what's wrong did i say something im sorry...was it my laugh ill stop if y-" "NO i loved your laugh it just mesmerized me its absolutely gorgeous...plus i laugh the same way relax hun" "really? You like my laugh? Are you sure i mean i sound like a windshield wiper"  "and i love your laugh. What you think i would lie to your face?" he grew flustered by being complimented so much his face a bright red that put his braces to shame this caused me to laugh. And my laugh came through the same, as he put it, windshield wiper laugh.

As we got out of the car we stared at our new home.