TW: emotional abuse, forced sex?not rape I think? (Roman does consent but doesn't actually want it) and it doesn't actually like, show the sex

As Roman left the house, a small voice told them that Andrew really wasn't, a good person. However, the voice was to small to be listened to. So Roman continued to walk down the street at midnight. They were scared for obvious reasons. They were alone, weighted down and weren't very strong. Someone could easily kidnap them or something.

A person appeared out of seeming nowhere. "Hi" they said in a gruff voice. Roman stared at them.

"Was that beetle juice?" The person stared at Roman before laughing.

"I see your cultured!" The person laughed. "Anyways, what are you doing out here all alone? And why do you have two bags you heathen." The person asked.

"I'm walking to my boyfriends house" Roman said proudly. The other stared.

"Why didn't he pick you up?" The other questioned.

"I don't know," Roman whispered. "Why do you care?"

"I dont, just felt like talking to you" They said shrugging. "Caio" The person said disappearing into the darkness. Roman looked after them confused. They shook it off, continuing the walk.

"Andrew?" Roman called into the house once they arrived.

"Hey there" Andrew said coming down the stairs.

"You were right, me and Remus got in a big fight as soon as I got home" Roman said placing down their bags.

"See? I'm always right. Now I got you out of something bad!" He smiles hugging Roman.

"Yeah." Roman giggled. They buried their head in his chest, thanking him.

"I'll be here no matter what unlike everyone else" Andrew said. Roman nodded.

"Can we go to bed now?" Roman asked softly. Andrew smiled.

"Do you want to have any fun?" Andrew asked smirking.

"Ew, no" Roman shook their head. "I'm tired An!" Roman complained.

"So you don't love me?" Andrew questioned stepping away from Roman. Romans eyes widened.

"Of course I do! But I'm not in the mood and I'm tired!" Roman said scared they were going to lose Andrew.

"Yeah, sure" Andrew scoffed.

"I'm sorry, we can in the morning maybe?" Roman said quietly. They wanted to appease Andrew, but they also needed sleep.

"Mhm" Was all Andrew said before going up the stairs into his room. Roman sniffled, Andrews upset at Roman now. Roman decided Andrew wouldn't want them up there, and decided to sleep on the couch. However they knew they wouldn't get much sleep.

It was now about four in the morning, and Roman was still awake. Without a wink of sleep. They decided they should make breakfast, something to make it up to Andrew. So they started on pancakes. Roman made the batter quickly, pouring it into the pan. They waited for it to bubble before flipping it.

"Andrew?" Roman asked lightly knocking on the door. "Can I come in?" They asked.

"Sure" Andrew replied in a annoyed tone. Roman quickly walked in, giving the pancakes to Andrew.

"I wanted to apologize and make you food" Roman said quickly.

"There's another way you can make it up to me" Andrew said standing. "You did say in the morning" he said resting his arms on Romans shoulders.

"I-I don't know, don't you think we're moving too fast?" Roman said nervously. Andrew frowned, his eyes narrowing.

"I can't believe you!" Andrew said throwing his arms up backing away from Roman. "I can't believe you actually don't love me!" Andrew said, tears in his eyes. Roman felt guilty.

"I- I'm sorry, after breakfast, I promise" they said not meeting Andrews eyes. Andrew smiled wide. Giving a soft kiss to Roman.

"I love you~" He said in a sing song voice. Andrew pressed another kiss to Romans forehead.

"I love you too" they said shakily. Andrew smiled, going and eating his pancakes. After which, Roman took the plate, putting it down on the dresser. Roman hugged their body. Scared of what was about to happen next. Andrew eagerly kissed Roman. His hands roaming all around Romans body. Andrew pulled away for half a second before connecting their lips again. He licked Romans bottom lip, asking for entrance. Roman denied it, hoping Andrew would take the hint. He didn't and Andrew decided that he needed to mark up Romans neck instead. Andrew left a few hickeys before capturing Romans lips again. And forcing his tongue into the others mouth. Andrews tongue danced in their mouth, and soon, Romans shirt was being discarded. Roman yelped, pushing Andrew away and covering their chest. They had a binder on obviously and they really didn't want it coming off.

"Oh come on it's just a little bit of fabric!" Andrew said, gripping the bottom of the binder. "You'll let me take it off if you love me" Roman of course loved him, so they reluctantly let Andrew take the binder off. Andrew smiled widely, looking at Romans breasts. Tears were in Romans eyes as Andrew looked at them. They consented despite hating it.

Roman woke up, looking for a hoodie or their binder immediately. They hated that, as it was a big reminder of what body they were stuck in. They sniffled quietly, hoping not to bug Andrew. They could tell now happy it had made Andrew and they knew if Andrew wanted it they would let him do it. An act like that showed how much one loved another. And Roman really loved Andrew. Roman gasped as they found their binder, quickly putting it on. Then they found an old hoodie Andrew let them have. They threw that on as well, rushing down the stairs to get boxers and some pants.

Roman sighed as they waited for Andrew to wake up. It was around noon and Roman was debating going out to a cafè for a little. They groaned, deciding to leave Andrew a note. They went down the stairs, finding some paper and tape. Roman quickly wrote out where they were going.

Going to the park and a cafè be back soon, love you

They taped the note to the front door and grabbed their phone. They slipped out the door, and started to walk to the cafè. As they walked they hummed a few Disney songs to try and cheer themself up.

"Well don't you look like shit" Roman jumped at the familiar voice, turning to it.

"Your from last night with the beetle juice reference" Roman said quickly.

"My names Whitney, he/him pronouns" He said laughing at the way Roman greeted him.

"Uh, Roman, They/them" Whitney nodded, continuing to walk.

"So what happened to you? You look like a dumpster fire" He said laughing slightly.

"It doesn't matter, not your business either" Roman said defensively.

"Alright, won't pry," he said, "what are you doing for Valentine's Day? It's only a few days away" he asked. Romans eyes widened.

"How did I forget about that!" They questioned themself. "I honestly have no idea! Maybe a date out on the town and then a walk in the park?" They looked over at Whitney's amused expression. "Oh hush it! I'm a mess right now okay?" They said huffing and fixing their hair.

"All right royal pain, do you want a coffee?" He asked as the two approached the cafè. Roman shook their head.

"I can pay for my own food and drink" Whitney rolled his eyes.

"Whatever what are you getting anyways?"

"Probably just a small hot chocolate" They shrugged. They knew they had to keep on the new diet. Andrew had told them to get on a diet because Roman wasn't skinny enough when they were having Andrews fun earlier. And they of course wanted to appease Andrew. Before they knew it, Whitney had already paid for and gotten both of their orders.

"You didn't have to do that" Roman said.

"Eh, can't do anything now" Whitney remarked giving Roman their hot chocolate.

"Thanks anyways" Roman said grimly.

"Anyways, how'd it go at your boyfriends house?" Whitney asked smirking slightly.

"Uh, I-It was fine" Roman said thinking back to the early morning.

"What's his name again?" Whitney pushed.

"Uh, Andrew. He's sweet really" Roman laughed nervously.

"How long have you been with him?"

"Uhm, a week and a couple days" Roman paused. "Why are you so interested anyways?"

Whitney shrugged. "I use to date him, and wasn't the best, just wanted to see if he changed is all"

"What was he like?" Roman asked scared of the answer.

"Don't worry about it" He laughed. "I'm sure he's alright now, you should bring me over to see him sometime!" He said smiling. Roman nodded slightly, taking a sip out of their hot chocolate.

"I will, I'm gonna go have a walk in the park now, see you later?" Roman said, slightly wondering if they would actually met again. Whitney nodded.

"See you later Roman"

Roman walked through the park. Still slowly drinking their hot chocolate, which lets be real, was pretty much cold at this point. They threw it out, somehow only drinking a quarter of the small drink. They sighed softly, wondering why Andrew wanted sex with them so much. They were sure once they got back Andrew would want it again. Roman didn't think they could handle it. Roman sat by a tree, deciding to sing the song that plagued their mind so often.

"Loving can hurt, Loving can hurt sometimes, but it's the only thing that I know" Roman related to those line quite a bit with Andrew at the moment. "When it gets hard, you know it gets hard sometimes, it is the only thing, that makes us feel alive" Roman smiled.

"We keep this love in a photograph, we made these memories for ourselves" Roman stoped when their phone went off. They quickly looked at it, finding it was Andrew.

Why aren't you back yet?

I got talking with a friend, I'll be back soon I'm sorry for worrying you

Roman quickly got up, rushing back. As they walked in, Andrew pinned them against the door.

"Round two?" Andrew breathed against Romans neck. Roman pushes him away.

"No, I'm good" Roman said hugging themself. Andrew frowned. "What, what are we doing for Valentine's Day? Its right around the corner" Roman asked. "I was thinking maybe a date out on the town and then a walk in the park?"

"Always what you want, isn't it?" Andrew said. Roman frowned.

"I-I mean we can do what you what" Roman said.

"Let's stay home, and have some fun like this morning" Andrew suggested.

"I- Okay, if that's what you want" Roman said sadly. Andrew nodded satisfied.