They had taken Teddy somewhere. And when they came back, he wasn't with them. Human mom was crying. I licked her tears tears away and cuddled her while she cried.

Maybe they kept him overnight for observation after neutering him?

A few weeks had passed and teddy still hadn't come home. Where is he? Human mom didn't like talking about him. What happened to him? Maybe he'll come back next week.

Its February 2023, Teddy hasn't come back. That's when I realized...They had put him down...

I miss my brother. Yes he was naughty and attacked the humans. But I miss him. They took him away and I never got to say goodbye.

Sarah says she sees him when we're alone, she talks to the air. Is she crazy?

It's now April, human mom brought home another kitten. They named her Alley. She is my best friend. Babygirl doesn't like her. I protect the new kitten when Babygirl hits her.

I play with her because Babygirl doesn't and I bath her.

But I still miss Teddy. I dream of running around in a wide open field with him and my human family is in my dreams. I sleep by human mom and dad, knowing Teddy would be there in spirit with me.

They take me out for walks every day except when it rains. I get walked every hour for a few minutes to make a wee and at night they take me out for a walk to make a wee and play with Jessica and Jessica's cousins. I forgot what it feels like to go outside, it's been so long. Last time I went out I was still a puppy.

Thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts on what I feel happens in my dog's head. I cried when writing this, because I was thinking of Teddy the entire time. He's the reason I wrote this short story. Therefore, this story is dedicated to my Teddy who is now in the stars playing with the angels.