Jermy's P.O.V
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6:45AM
I groaned Impatiently, hand on my cheek and my elbow pressed against the desk."C-c-c'mon!Cc-cmon!Go!GO!"I glared at the frozen porn in my computer.Load,dammit!I repeated, glare not leaving my face." C-cc'mon!C-cc' mon!GO Go!"My brain Is going to freaking explode.

I checked the clock again.7:00 AM

I sighed" Time to hit the road."Snatching my bag and sliding on my shoes, I mutter to myself."Take the bus or walk?"My stomach filled up with dread. I quickly tie my sneakers, dashing out the door Immediately after. Still muttering to myself, I run Into the bathroom to comb my hair.Thankfully my dad wasn't In there. He refuses  to wear pants for whatever reason. "Junior on the bus?Killer Weak.But..If I walk, I'm gonna straight up reek when I arrive."I sighed once more and decided to take the bus. "What's the worst that could happen?"I questioned, not even caring about the whole thing where the worst possible thing happens when someone asked that.After I leave the bathroom, I snagged a breakfast bar from the kitchen before dashing out the door to catch the bus, which I do successfully.

I hide In the back of the bus, don't want anyone to see me. I casually pull my phone out of my pocket, trying to look as chill as possible. I plug In my earbuds and pretend to hit play on something. Hopefully, they won't notice that I'm headbobbing along to nonexistent music. I awkwardly open up the photos app. My attention Is Instantly drawn to a picture of me and Micheal. We were sitting on a bench at Disneyworld, his arm wrapped around me, head on my shoulder.

I felt my cheeks warm up. Damn, he's cute. What? It's not weird to think your best friends cute! Totally normal!

It's been a few weeks since I swore to get over Christene, and I've been hanging out with Michael as much as possible to Ignore her. He's never been happier, and It's not hard to see why! I pictured Micheals happy smile when I told him. That little grin. A familiar voice Interrupted my thoughts." Jermy? I didn't know you rode the bus."I pretended to pause something, taking out one earbud. This better not be who I fucking think this Is or my brain will freaking explode.

I turn my head, and of course, Its Micheal."U-uh.Y-yeah!I do! Heh!"He beams, sitting down next to me. Maybe a bit too close..I feel his thigh press up against mine. It didn't exactly help that I had a fucking boner. He gave me his usual goofy grin, and I couldn't help but stare into his chocolate brown eyes and mentally trace his Carmel brown lips.

So I was squirming within inches of my cute-no gorgeous  best friend trying not to cum in my pants. I resist the urge to pin him against the bus seat and shove my tongue down his throat. My thoughts where again Interrupted by Michaels' voice."So..Hows your morning going?"

My throat closed up,and I felt my heart pounding.Sweat beads dripped down my palms."F-fine!Its good to see you man,but can you back up a bit?Personal space, y'know?"A look of Realization rushed into his face and his Carmel brown skin flushed In embarrassment.Which I thought was So Adorable.

He nodded and scooted away from me,I breathed out a sigh of relief."Sorry,Jere.."He chuckles awkwardly,scratching the back of his neck.And the realization finally hit me.

I'm crushing on my best friend...

Fuck.