Nothing in this book is important really, but I just really wanted to get this off my chest, since I've been thinking about it the whole way home and alone since my friends stayed at school so I was alone in the bus... overthinking sh!t
I have this bell collar in bought at an anime convention thingy and decided to show it to my favorite person insthe world, but I forgot during first period but eventually showed it to him after school was over, I was trying to put it on my friend from last class that imma just call Cunt('cause I've been using this word to much today), but I gave up because he kept walking away from me
When I caught my favorite person insthe world, I told him about it then he said that he didn't want to wear it and kept telling me to put it on other people but I refused because reasons. After the first time of almost putting it on him, and refusing midway, he gave up and said fine. And boi oh boi...
he looked so.fucking.cute!(⁎⁍̴̀﹃ ⁍̴́⁎)♡
But the friends that we were near noticed that I finally got it on someone, and one of them wanted to take a picture, then he decided to take it off, and I decided to do as he asked since I think the attention was making him uncomfortable
But then this girl, which we call a loli(even though she just looks like an actual midget) just called to me and said that she shipped us...

(๑꒪⍘꒪๑)

(。≖ˇ∀ˇ≖。) que?

Like I love the kid yeah.... but like...

I just saw him from the corner of my eye and I really couldn't tell his reaction... so then I just told him that I had to leave 'cause of the bus... and I normally give him a friendly hug in the end but just went away from the awkwardness or something
If you managed to read this then... I guess I praise you man, it's just like... Jesus, the whole bus ride I was like "what now? What if he hates me for that shitty stunt I pulled with the collar?" and to "stop overthinking shit, just apologize and hope for the best, I guess"
But yeah... now I feel a bit better after getting this off my chest, and now I shall wait till tomorrow

But yeah, if you actually read all this than sorry for wasting you time ._.

Sorry •-•