Day 308 (How I gave him the rights to tear my soul apart... foolish me!)

I was walking with Perry towards our first class. I was wondering about the numerous things Chester had done, in the past few days . Last day , he gave me a rose, a yellow rose which I preserved inside a book.

I desided to do something for Chester and I hoped that he liked it. It was a song.

I'm floating in the stratosphere,

I'm talking to the stars;

Asking them directions of where you are,

From the meteor that passes by;

I'm guessing if you're near or far.

The earth revolves in circles,

Time goes the other way;

Everything's in slow motion,

Still you're light years away;

I'll search the solar system,

I'm thinking of what you'd say.

On my journey through inter-galaxy,

All the life forms aren't quiet like you;

They don't have the life span or capacity,

Of the light that shines from you.

(Sending my signal to you)

You are stellar (I hope that you can hear me),

Stellar (I wish you're beside me);

Stellar  (I wish that you were here),

You are stellar (We've lost communication),

Stellar (Is this your constellation),

Stellar (I wish that you were here).

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I didnot know that whether I was going to sing it or just give him the paper but I was very excited ! For the first time , I had composed a song for someone.

I had writen it on a paper because I was not confident enough to sing.

I happily went down towards our playground during lunch time, because that was where Chester used to be during lunch. As I reached , the paper fell from my hands. A tear trickled down my eye. I felt my heart breaking into pieces. I was about to fall to the ground.

I saw Chester with a girl, Riwi. I saw him walking around with her , talking and smiling. As soon as he saw me, he looked away and walked on with her. He could not stay there with her, he went up the stairs with her to escape my eyes. My wet eyes.

I had heard from people that Chester was "The heartless Player", but he never seemed to be so heartless. I felt like the whole world was a lie. I thought no one loved me , I actually was a loner in this huge world of heartless robots. I crushed the paper and threw it in the dustbin, and rubbed away the tears from my eyes. I angrily started walking away, and I could heard everyone talking about Chester and Riwi.

Why couldn't they talk about all this before ? Just before I fell for him.

"Hey, did you see Chester and Riwi ? They look so cute !"."I wish they stay together forever !"."Such a cute couple." "Look at them, they are so much in love !"

This was all I could hear, I could not take all that anymore. Lunch time was over, so the place was empty. I went and sat on the bench and cried hard. Nobody was listening, I cried and cried. 

I felt a hand on my shoulders, I looked up, it was Mike.

I was not expecting Mike there, because he had gone for a holiday and was supposed to come much later. So I was definitely astonished when I saw him. I rubbed away my tears and got up to my feet to hug him. I exclaimed in a trembling voice, "Hey Mikey ! So happy to see you again ! But how come you returned from Florida so fast ?"

He answered me, "Tell me Anna, what did he do ?" , I snuggled into his chest and told him the whole story in brief. He tried to comfort me, saying that it would be fine again and continuously rubbing my back. After a long time, I felt like some human with a heart was still left on Earth.

He comforted me like my mother and spoke to me like a best friend .He was perfect. Only if Chester wasn't there, I would have definitely fallen for Mikey. I used to have a tiny crush on Mike , before Chester.

I could see Mike trying hard to stop me from crying, so I stopped out of pity. He put his arm around my neck and we walked up to class.

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