Maybe its just me but right now it feels like all my fun and happy camp spirit is gone. Almost straight after camp my life went straight back to being completely messed up. On Thursday I had {Well its kinda Zanes fault} the worst afternoon. We were manning the drinks table for the year 6 orientation when he brought it up. He said that I shouldn’t go out with Max cause I’m a Christian and Max isn’t. I’m proud to say that I am a Christian, I go to church every week and I try to obey gods rules. But this is one part of my Christianity that is tearing me down. I don’t know what to do. Zane says going out with him may deter my faith but I don’t want to just, well…not. I really like Max.

That had been bugging me for 3 whole days and Zane and I could not come up with a way around it. I tried so hard to put it behind me but it kept popping up in the back of my mind. Anyway on Saturday it was Tianas party. I went shopping in the morning to get her a present {Typo pencil case, big block of chocolate, purple fluffy unicorn pillow pet and a pink fairy card, cause I know she ‘loves’ pink!}. When I got home I saw that she sent me a message asking if I wanted to come over early and help with her brother’s party. Of course I said yes, as I love little kids! I got there just in time for his party to start. Boy were his friends loud. Nicks party was a minute to win it party and Tianas parents had all sorts of cool activities set up. These include cookie face, Cup stacking, m & m and straw moving and more. It was really hard to keep all the boys attention as each activity was only done 3 at a time. They were so loud that Tianas dad had to use an air horn to quiet them and even then it was barely louder than the racket they were making. I guess I had quite a lot of fun though.

In-between the parties T and I chilled, listened to music, talked and made pretty fairy bread flowers. The first people to arrive were Annie and Max. After them the rest of the guests turned up. {including Maxs super adorable little brother Kye}. We spent a while in the backyard, talking and fighting over the cubby house. Zane and I were still discussing you know what {from above} and T and Max kept asking what we were talking about. Annie already knew cause I told her on Friday and she was actually a big help. I feel like she is someone I can confide in. Anyway When all the guests got there we split into our three teams to begin the treasure/scavenger hunt thingy. My group was me, Tara, Ariana, Sara and Logan {Who was meant to be the person in our group who knew the area but what use he was , “Logan where is this street” “I don’t know” “Logan is there a place where this would most likely be” “I don’t know”} We were team one and we named ourselves Team Name. I felt like Tara and I were doing most of the work and some of our other team mates were slacking off {Yeah Ariana, Sara and Logan. I’m looking at you}. But I had so much fun. “What the heck does this clue mean?” “Hey is that something we are looking for?” “Found something!” “Quick behind the van, behind the van!” “What does the paper say?” “Hey, cheat. Give me back our paper”{That was me when Max stole my teams paper from me}. It was tiring and amazingly fun. My team were the first to arrive back at Tianas house as we were the first to leave, duh. When everyone got back we had pizza for dinner and talked some more. A few of us went back outside and into the cubby, trust me. You do not want to know. Then we played spotlight. During the very laid back game Zane tried to get Max and I to hug. Well that was a little awkward and it kept making me wonder, does Max feel Awkward? Does he agree with Zane? Then we had cake and parents began to arrive. I am proud to say I was the first person there and the last person to leave. Gold star for me!!!!

Sunday was fun as well. Church in the morning was fun as we were filming our Christmas movie. It was fun to dress Kaiden up in sparkly things as king Hearod cause it was obvious that he ‘loved’ it. I was at Church for almost the whole day though. After church I got home and got ready to go with mum back there to help her with her food stall. It was quite fun. Cooking, talking and eating chips. Who could ask for more? Then at 2:30 I had a music rehearsal. There I met Dylan the sound and lighting guys son. He was 16 and just finished year 9. But guess what, he already had his L’s and he was shorter than me!!!! After the rehearsal Kaiden, Micah, Dylan and I went around the back of the church to race each other on the obstacle course jumping castle. I raced Dylan first, he won but I’m sure he cheated, Somehow! Then I raced Kaiden and Micah who are both little cheats. They kept grabbing my ankle and pulling me down the stairs. Those meanies. Then my brother and neighbours came {Sarah and Ally} We did some more races. Ally beat Dylan so my day was made better. Then Abby and Savvy came. We did some more races on the jumping castle thing, then went into the hall to do some colouring in {I'm such a little kid}. Then we went and got dinner and sat on out picnic blanket and talked. It was super fun. I nearly had a heart attack while eating cause I thought I was going to late up the stage. Luckily the carols started at 7:30 not 7:00. I had to get changed into my pretty dress {if I do say so myself ;)}. When I was ready I still had like 10 mins before I had to start. A Mister Whippy icecream van pulled into the grounds and I a mini happy attack, I love icecream! But I had no money:( Savvy said she would pay for me but I refused. She got me one anyway. I was halfway through it when I noticed that all the other singers were getting ready to go on the stage. I shoveled the rest of my icecream into my mouth and rushed towards the stage. I was in between Ivan {my dads friend} and Zoë. We sung, bible verse, sung, bible verse. Then came the boring part. The "sermon". My church doesn't have a minister at the moment so we had Paul, our intrum {or however you spell it} minister. He was told he had 15 minutes to speak. Well 27 minutes later my Aunty Tina had to practically drag him off the stage. His talk on Nativity would have been better if he didnt only talk for 5 minutes and spend the rest of the time painting a nativity scene {it was alright, I guess}. Anyway during this long boring procedure half the family's left of bordem, the lighting guy was having a fight with a drunk guy which nearly ended in a punch up, a little girl fell off the   playground equipment and an ambulance was called and a guy was smoking right next to the primary school choir. It was utter mayhem.

Anyway back to school on Monday. And guess what, Max knows what Zane and I were talking about. My life is over! I mean what if he thinks I don't like him anymore. I sure have been acting like a jerk. Waiting so long to answer and now this. I'm an awful person. Tiana now say she is fine though. I find that a little hard to believe but ill take her word for it. But he probably hates me now :( Argh why is my life so difficult!

Its now tuesday and everyone is trying to help me. Tiana talked to me and Zane and Leila talked to me and Max. I think everything is all good but I could be wrong. Now Leila says I should make the first move and T has the same ideas as Leila. Should I, I mean would it help?

A/N
Hi lovely readers,
I hope you guys are proud of my other long update ;)
I am trying to write longer chapters because ADiML is nearly over! A few more updates and im done! Thanks for being so amzing and loyal. Dont forget to read the sequel!!
Love
Em