{July 4, 2015} 

I knew that I didn't take care of myself well, not as well as I took care of or tried to take care of others; but it never went into my heart that I wasn't taking care of myself very. I never truly realized that I didn't take take care or try to take care of my heart, just as I try to take care or take care of others' hearts. 

I never truly realized that, never truly believed that, never truly wanted to acknowledge that, never truly wanted to know that until yesterday - until yesterday I realized that was wrong. 

That that was wrong that I took care of and tried to take of others' hearts, but never truly took care of myself and never truly tried to take care of myself; my own heart. 

That's wrong to not do that because you're worthy. Just as others are worthy, you're worthy as well. 

I take of others' heart and I try to take of others' hearts, but the question is: 

 Do I truly take care of myself and try to take of myself? 

 Something that I thought of last night or asked myself last night after I talked with a wonderful friend and as I fell asleep, thinking about that. 

Haha. A penny that I'm still thinking about today.

And the other question is also: 

Do you truly take care of yourself and try to take of yourself, just as you take care of and try to take care of others?

Happy Fourth of July, everyone! I hope and pray that you all will have a wonderful Happy Fourth of July or had a wonderful Fourth of July. :)