28/1/2016

To Leia

I think you know our reactions to what you told us. We both were gobsmacked. I didn't think you had a crush on both me and Simon.

I admit that he was nicer to you more than I was, hence why you liked Simon back in secondary school. But having a crush on me? I thought I would have caused you to not like me. Was it because I treated you better than secondary school? I'm thinking it is.

I'm wondering why you had a crush on me. I mean, you were terrified with me when you found out I was your secret admirer. I wonder what changed with that.

You said you will choose between us very soon. That you would either pick Simon or me. If I was you, pick whoever you wish, as long as you are happy with who you pick.

Whether you pick me or Simon, please write to me about who you pick. I don't mind if you pick Simon over me to be honest. I just want you happy. Afterall, we can't change the past, but we can change the future for the better.

Lots of Love
~ Martin