22/1/2016

Dear Leia

My heart feels broken right now. Well, I guess it serves me right for the way I treated you. I now hate myself even more. At least you went back to the house. I didn't want to find you hurt.

I should start by saying how sorry I am. I know I've hurt you in the past and I deeply regret it. I wish I could prove how much I love you. I do understand that you are traumatised from me attacking you. I wish I knew what was going on with me when I did that. I just wish I knew.

You don't have to write to me anymore if that's what you want. All I want to tell you is that you are the most wonderful girl I've ever met and I wish to love you more than a friend. I guess you don't want me to fall in love with you.

Yours Sincerely
~ Martin

PS. I don't think you will ever forgive me for what I've done to you.