29/1/2016

To Simon

I honestly don't know what to do. I could say to Martin that I had a crush on him but I don't know what he would think of me when I tell him it. I mean, it is kinda embarrassing that I had to have a crush on the one who bullied me. He scarred me.

I have managed to find a way to forgive him, even after four years but I still remember what happened, much to my dismay. I don't want to remember it though, which is sad for me.

You are a loving and caring guy. I am still very grateful for housing me for a week. I will trust your advice on this and I will give Martin a second chance. If he does start bad things again, I won't forgive him for the rest of his life. I do mean it. I am thankful you managed to calm me before Martin came over to your house as well.

I have decided that I will tell Martin I've chosen him to be my boyfriend. Thanks for your advice, Simon, I needed your advice. Can we be close friends though? I'm glad you have some good advice to help me with this.

From Leia