Chapter 44: The Heart Wrenching Decision
A.N..
Another sad Chapter.. 😔
But enjoy, and tell me how you think..
Hinata's P.O.V
I sat patiently beside Naruto's cell, my eyes hooded from the need of sleep.
I groaned and closed and opened my eyes several times, my head tilting and my mind slowly fading into nothing..
My body, was beyond exhausted.
After all, everyone's stayed at the police station all day..
I'm pretty sure it's nighttime now.
But suddenly, a soft, familiar groan came up loudly beside me making me snap my eyes open, the sound breaking my inner thoughts.
I turned my head quickly to the sound and saw Naruto finally waking up, his hand coming up to clutch one of the bars beside my head tightly.
"Fuck." He groaned out and opened his eyes fully, his blurry eyes turning to stare into mines which widened.
He squinted his blue orbs at me and tilted his head in confusion "Hinata? Is that you?" He asked groggily making me whimper.
I nodded and turned slowly, my back and throat very sore at the moment making me hum in pain but, I smiled brightly at him, anyway...
"Yes, Naruto. It's me." I said softly making him smile, his blonde hair covering both of his eyes.
He nodded but groaned again, his hand coming up to cluch his aching forehead "I don't, know what got a hold of me back there Hinata. But what I did and said, I didn't mean. You, have to get me out of here. I'll go insane without you, babe." He whimpered out, one of his hands coming out to cup my cheek through the bars which I gladly accepted.
I leaned into his touch and smiled, his words saddening me...
"I know, Naruto. But.. My hands, are tied. I really wish, things could've been different. I-I just, c-c-can't." I sobbed out as tears started to fall rapidly down my face, my eyes soon closing.
He stared at me in disbelief, his chest heaving greatly while his own eyes watered a bit "Wh-What?" He whispered out and looked away, his eyes narrowing.
He sat in silent and listened to my cries, his hand still propped on my face, his thumb occasionally making an effort to rub my tears away...
After a couple of seconds he let out a long, deep profound sigh, his lips turning down into a frown..
"I'm sorry, Hinata."
He whispered out suddenly making me look up at him, wide eyed.
"F-For what?" I asked, confused making his eyes sadden, his blonde bangs covering them well..
His tanned hand removed itself from my cheek and joined the other one on the bars by my head again, the bars the only thing separating us from each other.
"I'm sorry, for entering into your life. I'm sorry, for, doing this, to you..." He started off and eyed my stomach with dejected eyes but soon shook it off continuing his heartfelt apology...
Slowly.. breaking my heart..
"I'm sorry, for even meeting you. Your life could've been so much more. You could've went to college, made more friends, met another guy that could've make your life worth living. That guy could've gave you something that I couldn't..." He trailed off once again, his eyes now turning to my tear filled ones.
I shook my head at the mere thought, my heart shattering at his heart wrenching words.
Why would he say such a thing?
God.. I can't take this...
I yurned away and hugged mtself tughtly, he frowning as he caught my action, he automatically knowing he, was the cause of it..
He sighed and lowered his head once more, continuing anyway.."He, could've gave you.. love, and compassion. He could've protected you more.. instead of hurting you and just l-lusting all over you, like I've done.. He could've gave you adventure. But not me. I'm, just a monster. I deserve to be in here, but deep down, Hinata.. I really don't want to be this way... I don't. But, I'm bad for you.. And for, our unborn child. It's what's best." He finished with a sad, desperate sigh.
He sniffed back his tears and looked up at me again as I sobbed constantly, my mourning just getting louder and louder.
His words ran through my head like a mantra, different outcomes of us.. flashing through my head..
Oh why.. Did it have to come to this?
This wasn't supposed to happen..
He deserved to be happy... Not this..
I shook my head and grabbed the bars that he held, my hands holding onto his. "N-No, Naruto. I would never, give up yhe life I have now. I, love you, Naruto.. A-And I wouldn't trade it for anything else. And you're wr-wrong. You gave me all of those things. You loved me. You showered me with k-k-kisses, and gave me anything I ever wanted. Yes, we had our rough times at the beginning but it was worth it. I wouldn't have never found you... The real you... If you hadn't done all of those things to me beforehand. And I would do it all again.. To have you back in my arms, once m-more..." I sobbed out shakily, my breathing constricted.
My tears and sobs just kept getting in the way..
My throat burned and my chest felt so heavy right now, my heart, broken...
It felt like my body was breaking down from this terrible heart break.. This feeling almost feels like the time my Mother died..
That.. kinda pain..
It was so.. intense and.. unpleasant...
Even though all of that, Naruto warmed me up a bit as he smiled, brightly at the sound of the words coming out of my mouth, his body moving closer to the bars.
"I'm sure you would, Hinata. But, I want the best for you. Because I love you, dearly. You, were the best thing that's happened to me.. In all my 24 years of living. And I too.. wouldn't give it up either." He finished as one single tear fell down his cheek making my eyes widen.
He's never cried in front of me before.. And to see him do it, breaks my heart even more.
I grabbed my head and cried louder making him pout, the only sound erupting throughout the quiet halls..
"Hinata, please don't cry. I hate it, when you cry."
He gritted out in front of me making me cry twice as hard, my emotions all crash in down. And crying, was the only thing I can do to let everything out.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. But I can't. I hate, that you're in here. I hate how things have been. I wanted this to be different. I wanted us to be happy." I whispered out honestly making him smile, his head nodding frantically.
He stood up on which I did the same, my eyes connecting with his.
He held a hopeful smile on his face and grabbed my hands through the bar, holding onto them tightly "Once I'm out of here.. I'll give you the life you always wanted it. I'll cherish you, and our child, with love. I promise. No more killing.. No more abuse. I'll control my darkness. And atone for my sins. I, promise." He said with a sincere smile making me smile, despite the many tears that still lingered on my wet cheeks.
I sniffed loudly but nodded at him his thumbs massaging my knuckles which made me feel so much better..
"Yes. Yes, Naruto. I believe you. We'll wait for you, I promise." I whimpered out and smiled.
He smiled too but suddenly by body was pulled back away from Naruto making me yelp.
Naruto snapped his head up and growled, his ealier expression dropped at the unwanted guest behind me..
"Take your fucking hands off of her, you bastard!" He yelled making me shudder but the man above me shook his head.
I looked back and gasped when I identified who it was..
It was that police man from before..
Naruto's old best friend.
He sighed softly at Naruto's outburst, his dark eyes making contact with my teary ones.
"Sorry, sweetheart.. But, unfortunately your times up with him." He said with a nod, his eyes going back up to Naruto's angry ones.
I whimpered but looked back up at Naruto, my eyes pleading "I-Its okay, Naruto. I'll be sure to come by every once in awhile to see you.. until the baby's born..." I said happily to change the scowl on Naruto's face.
My words insantly did the trick and he nodded, his hands coming off of the cell bars. "Okay, Hinata. I'll hold you to it." He said and stepped back, smiling at me brightly making me smile.
Sasuke rolled his eyes and started to push me away making my eyes sadden but Naruto ran up again, his head turning to catch a glance at me "And one more thing. I'll be there.. When you give birth, Hinata. I promise you, I will!" He shouted out as Sasuke pushed me away.
I gasped at his words and raised my arms, covering my mouth with my hands.
No, way.
He can't possibly be able to show up..
Can he..
He'll be still be doing his time during that time..
How is that possible?
I bit my lip in thought but Sasuke snorted, as if reading my mind.. he said..
"Don't listen to him. His words are nothing but lies. That's all he ever does."
He scoffed out making me whimper..
God, do I even wanna know what he means?
I stayed completely silent as I kept walking.
He ended up escorting me down numerous of hallways until we stepped up to the lobby which held all of my friends, including Naruto's.
But, they were all busy listening to another police officer..
Which seems to look like the Chief.
I gulped and walked in slowly, noticing Sasuke stopping at the entrance.
My friends looked up at me and smiled "Hinata!" Ino and Tsunade greeted while Kurenai smiled brightly.
I smiled and walked up to them, sitting down on the blue sofa beside Kurenai.
Ray, Leo and Stefan sat on another sofa beside us together, Menma nowhere in sight.
Which I was happy for..
I sighed and moved around comfortably in my seat, looking up at the grey haired, mask wearing older male in front of us who were leaning on a desk behind him, his talking ceasing.
His eyes widen at my appearance but cleared his throat, his one visble eye adverting to my direction. "Why, hello, Miss Hyuga. I'm very glad to finally meet you." He said and walked up to me, his hand extended.
I smiled politely and grabbed his hand softly, his hand lightly shaking mines.
"Y-You too. But, what is it... were you talking about?" I asked quietly making him chuckle.
"I'll get back to it. We, were only discussing the matters with Naruto." He said and backed up to where he previously stood.
I gulped at that chilling topic and lowered my head "A-A-About Naruto?" I whispered out making Ray turn to me.
He sighed sadly but nodded "Yeah, Hinata. About his time. How long, he's gonna be spending his time in prison." He explained more further making my chest fall, my expression changing entirely.
My eyes watered again and my lips startes to tremble uncontrollably "O-Oh." I whispered out feeling Kurenai's hand land on my thigh, to reassure me..
"It's okay, Hinata. We're all here for you." She whispered out to me making me whimper but I nodded, taking this in slow and steady..
I knew this conversation would arise..
Of course we wouldn't go to court..
Naruto's dangerous and the cops hand's are tied, tremoundsly..
They'll, probably give him the time..
Goodness..
The Chief nodded too but sighed, resuming his converstaion "So, as I was saying. The first time, Uzumaki did time, it was only for a shorter time.. Seeing as his crimes wasn't as long as it is now. So, me and a few other superiors decided to give him 10 years. And thats just because.. of you." He finished, directing his eyes on me..
Even know he said that last sentence.. I couldn't stop the freezing of my body, my eyes tearing up rapidly.
My body shook so badly I thought I was going into shock, or something..
10.. Whole.. Years...
All of a sudden, I couldn't contain myself, and I released a loud scream out of my mouth making everyone turn to me, their eyes widening wide.
Desperate, ugly sobs came loudly out of my mouth which I couldn't contain.
They weren't holding back anymore..
His words echoed in my head over and over again making my tears keep falling.
This means.. I'll have to be without Naruto for 10, years.
He won't be able to be in our son's/daughter's life for that long.
But why?
Why should Naruto be refrained from being in our child's life like this?
Why?
Oh why?
My friends stared at me wide-eyed, Kurenai's arms coming over to wrap me into a hug but I pushed them away, to stand up.
I shook my head and stared shakily at the man in front of me who too, stared at me wide-eyed but concern was found in them too..
"Why? Why are you doing this? I-I can't stay that long away from him. I-I'm pregnant, with his child. Our child now has to grow up without a Father. F-For 10 years!" I sobbed out, my eyes hurting from doing so much crying.
My mind completly forgot his ealier statement about his time..
I didn't care I just.. hated all of this..
10 years is still a really freaking long time..
I hate that I feel this way....
I really, really do..
Ino stood up too and reached out for me which I gladly accepted.
I cried loudly into her shirt, my arms wrapping around her chest in comfort.
It hurts me so much..
I feel like I'm constantly getting hurt.
Emotionally and Physically.
It's taking a toll on my body.. And mind.
The chief sighed sadly and shook his head in pity "I'm very sorry for your sorrow, Hinata. But you have to understand. Naruto, is the only reason he's in this mess right now. His actions are the reason he's here.. Not you. He, just has to be punished. I'm not.. trying to punish.. you.. Or your baby." He reassured with a another shake of his head making my heart break even more.
Ino shushed me softly by my ear and ran her hand on the top of my messy bun, my cheeks filled with tears.
I hyperventilated and sniffed loudly, pulling away from Ino.
My nerves were through the roof, the baby still, inside of me..
Good.. She/He must be asleep..
I swallowed down all my other cries and lowered my head, placing a hand on my rounded belly.. "I-I n-need some air." I whispered out and walked away, pushing passed the front doors to exit outside, the doors closing loudly, threatening to just shatter..
Just, like my heart...
Kurenai's P.O.V
I watched Hinata leave sadly, my heart reaching out desperately for her.
But, it just feels like she's drifting away from me...
I don't know anymore..
Maybe its her moods..
Kakashi, who was known as the Chief, sighed through his mask which oldly covered most of his face, except for his left eye.
He sighed and lowered his head, his chest slumping greatly "Well, wasn't expecting that." He mumbled out and then pushed himself off of the desk he was leaning on and stared at all of us again.
"Naruto, has to pay for his crimes.. He's done horrible things and with him out.. It's dangerous for the environment. I hope you all can understand." He said with a sigh which made all of us sigh, Ray, Leo and Stefan avoiding all contact with him..
Their facial expressions telling us everything.
They feel the same as Hinata..
They want Naruto back too.
I frowned upon myself as I felt a part of me explode in relief.
I knew at the moment, I shouldn't feel this way.. But..
I wanted him, to be here..
But how can I not?
He's brought my life to the ground.
He tampered with the love of my life's head and turned him into a monster..
Who raped me..
Every, single day and then... left me...
With absolutely nothing.
That man ruined my life.. And Hinata's.
I tried to forgive him.. But yet again, he does things that take away my forgivness.. Just like a while back..
But, Hinata's delusional and innocent, when it comes to Naruto's crimes..
He always gets off of the hook when he shouldn't.
I semi rolled my eyes and looked up at the man in front of us who was now walking out of the room.
But vefore he left, I clearly heard him say..
"You, may stay as long as you want.. But be ready to say your goodbyes... We're moving him tomorrow.. To a real, prison." He informed and finally left, leaving us alone with our thoughts.
Ray growled and grabbed onto his hair, his body rocking "This has all gone to shit. This is so fucking fucked up. 10 fucking years? That's nuts. He'll completely lose it. Hell, I'll lose it." Ray yelled out in a panicked fit, his eyes stone cold.
Leo sighed and shook his head, his arms folded over his legs, his foot tapping the floor rapidly "Yeah, some really rough motherfucking stuff." He hissed out while Stefan stayed silent, his head shaking back and forth.
Probably in dissapointment and disbelief..
Ino let out a small whimper at the intense tension in the air, her eyes coming up to look at everyone in the room.
She shook her head and waved her hands rapidly as an attempt to calm everyone down "W-We can work something out. Hinata's crushed.. We have to at least do something." Ino said desperately making us all look at her, disbelief filling our expressions.
Ray scoffed and stood up, his eyes angry and blotchy "We all know. But let me know when you have a plan.. To get a criminal out of prison without getting your own self fucking caught. Hit me up then." He said bluntly making her whimper, her hopeful stare dropping.
I shook my head and stood up as well, my eyes staring intently at the people in front of us "Let's just say our goodbyes. This doesn't have to be our last time seeing him. We can always come back." I said hopefully making everyone sigh, their minds taking in what I just said.
Ino then too, stood up and smiled faintly at all of us "I'm going to check on Hinata." She informed and walked off towards the front entrance where Hinata stormed off to.
I watched her go but then turned and looked at Tsunade who stared up at me, a faint smile on her face. "We should say our goodbyes. Hinata shouldn't stay here.. Any longer than she needs to. She needs to be home, resting. For the baby's sake.. And hers." She said in concern, adding a slow nod to further her point on which I nodded too, agreeing completely.
This stress is not good for her.. Or the baby.
That baby can have serious problems if she stays like this...
I returned her rather small smile and turned towards her, helping her up to her feet "Of course. That's at least one thing we can do for her." I said as a reassuring method which made her grin.
"Yeah. No doubt about it. Let's just get going." She said and looked up at the three men who slowly stood up, their faces lighting up.
Stefan nodded and smiled warmly at me, taking my hand..
"Yeah. Let's go..."
Ino's P.O.V
I sighed and pushed passed the front doors to the entrance of the police station, the night wind immediately blowing through my blonde hair.
I shuddered a bit but kept walking until I saw Hinata huddling on a nearby bench, her body shivering.
Oh no..
I gasped and rushed to her aid, quickly making my way through the grassy field to her.
"Hinata!"
I called out making her look back at me, her face red and loaded with tears.
She sniffed them back and blew out a quick breath, my body coming to a stop in front of her.
She smiled at me and stood up quickly, her eyes staring into mines "I-I'm so glad, you're the one, th-that came out, for me. Thank you Ino." She whispered out making me pout, my face scrunching up from her deep words.
"Oh Hinata." I chastised with a shake of my head and soon, pulled her into a tight hug.
Not too tightly though, but just enough to drown her with my warmth and love, my heart reaching out for her desperately..
This whole situation is just so bad..
Things aren't going her way and that makes me, sad..
She cried quietly into my shoulder, her body trembling against me from her weeping.
"I-I finally found peace, I-Ino.. I had everything I ever, wanted. A person who was willing to dedicate, and love me.. For me. Naruto, only wanted, me.. And what I did, was enough for him. Even if I had doubts... I still loved him, Ino. I can't leave him here and hope.. I'll get passed this. I-I-I know.. that.. I can't and never will, get passed this. Even when the 10 years are u-up.. My heart will be broken.. without him." She whispered out painfully into my side, her tears staining my shirt but at the moment.. I didn't care.
She needed this.
She needed someone to listen to her problems and bottled up feelings. And I will make sure, I'm always there, for her.. In times like these.
I nodded my head and turned and sat down on the bench, taking her with me "I know, Hinata. I know. But this isn't going to be the last time we see him. We can make arrangements to see him everyday if we have to.. To make you feel better. That's all that matters. I'm just, so happy, that you've found the love you've experienced... Hinata." I whispered out and sat down on the bench fully and placed her head in my lap, careful of her bumpy, bulgy belly that weighed her body that
Hinata sobbed constantly, her voice broken and desperate "Some of this, is probably just my mood swings. But I don't care. I hate feeling this way. I hate crying. It feels like that, all I do now, is cr-cry. I-I-I just want a break! Because it hurts. Oh God.. It hurts." She sobbed out against me while shaking her head, a frown tugging at my lips.
The display she caused tugged harshly at my heart strings, my own hesrt shattering for my best friend..
I've never, seen her cry, so much.
But how can she not?
Her boyfriend, aka.. Father to her very first child, will be away.. For a very, very long time..
Away from his family..
Away from her.
I-I.. understand her pain..
I bit my lip from crying myself and ran my nails gently down the back of her head to soothe her a bit, the chilly hair of the night whipping by us.
"Naruto, will figure something out, Hinata. He always does and if not.. Me, Tsunade and Kurenai can make you feel better. We can help you heal." I whispered out which made Hinata quiet, her tears vanishing away.
She shot up slowly at my words and stared into my eyes deeply, relief flooding into those lavender pools of hers "Y-You really think so? You really think you can do that?" She whimpered out making me frown but I nodded, smiling down at her.
"Yes. We're your family. Family helps each other, Hinata. Well get through this, together." I whispered out and smiled, rubbing my thumb across her cheek making her sigh in content.
'Thank you, so much, Ino. I wouldn't know what to do without you.. Without any of you. Tsunade, Kurenai.. I love you all so, so much. I just wish things, were different." She sighed out making me close my eyes tightly.
Her voice sounded so dead.. And tired.
I sighed again to myself, but began yo to rock her back and forth, feeling her sigh at the action, her body relaxing in my lap.
"Shh Hinata. you need to rest, for you and baby's sake." I said as I quickly thought up what Tsunade would say, seeing she's an expert to this type of stuff.
Hinata cracked a hidden smile before drifting off to sleep, her her breathing evening out anf her body stiffening.
I frowned at how fast she gave up to sleep, my rocking slowly coming to a stop.
I sat there and stared down at the young girl in my lap, her hand propped up weakly on her belly, her eyelids covering up her lavender eyes.
I hated seeing her this way.
But I promise, I'll do everything in my power.. To help make her better..
Starting, now...
Naruto's P.O.V
I whistled half heartedly to myself and merely threw up a coin I found in my pocket in the air, over and over again..
To relieve some boredom.
Because.. I was beyond bored at the moment..
What time even is it?
I turned to the bars they kept me in and smirked.
"If you're gonna lock me in here. At least throw in an Xbox."
I yelled out amusingly, my voice echoing loudly throughout the whole station.
Tsk.. I know someone had to hear my lame ass joke..
And as if reading my mind, a chuckle came my way right after making me freeze, footsteps walking up closer to my cell.
The coin, I previously threw, fell down again and I quickly grabbed it, placing it away for now.
I sighed but a soft groan cut it short and I held my head tightly, pain erupting in my mind for concentrating too much.
Dammit..
The one time I'm finally off that stupid medicine.. The woman I love, inject it back inside of me.
Fuck, I think I'm going insane..
I moaned in pain but looked up when I felt someone's presence by my cell.
I chuckled when I saw it was nothing but Ray, Leo and Stefan. Tsunade and Kurenai tagging along as well.
Ray walked up first and chuckled at my appearance.
My eyes were hooded and my blonde hair fell helplessly over my eyes, my body lying down on the cell wall. "Heh, you look like shit." Ray teased making me chuckle, my voice hoarse.
"Yeah, I know. This medicine.. Is.. breaking my body down." I groaned out and coughed softly, feeling a little dizzy.
Leo and Ray's face changed instantly, into a worried one at my behavior "That medicine isn't good for your body, Naruto. It's killing you. You shouldn't have to go through this shit." Leo hissed out angrily while clenching his fists tightly.
I stared up at him and laughed groggily, their eyes saddening at time sound..
"Way to make assumptions, Leo, but I can assure you... This medicine isn't killing me." I said confidently and smirked amusingly at them making them sigh.
Stefan shrugged and stepped up to the bars as well, my eyes turning towards his direction "You've been through worse, Boss. You can get through this." He reassured softly making me smile, my eyes shifting to connect with his concern hazel eyes.
I nodded sincerely and looked up at Tsunade and Kurenai who was looking away from me.
My eyes narrowed when I didn't see Hinata in sight.
Where the hell is she?
That sucks...
I cleared my throat and looked up at Tsunade "Hey, Tsunade. Where's Hinata? Is she, okay?" I asked worriedly as I searched around them to try to find her.
Tsunade sighed and shook her head, Kurenai doing the same.
But Tsunade looked up at me again and smiled faintly "She's having a hard time, Naruto. She stormed out a few minutes ago, but Ino's with her. I promise, we'll help her.. get through this." She said slowly, her eyes shifting up to me.
I growled at that and laid my head back on the wall, my eyes connecting up with the scarred, grey ceiling.
I sighed and frowned, my hands coming up behind my head "I know Hinata, really well.. And I know, that she doesn't handle grief well. Trust me, I know. I've been there when.. she.." I trailed off, remembering the time I killed her Ex.. How she acted...
She was, torn..
Damn..
I feel so bad for putting her through something like this. She doesn't deserve any of this and yet..
Here we are..
But I don't entirely want to give her up. I'm glad she entered into my life the way she did.
If she didn't... I'll still be a monster, killing everything in sight.
I won't be the person I am today..
That's for sure..
Leo sighed again and stepped up "So, what are you gonna do.. About the baby, Naruto? What can we do?" He emphasised and raised his eyebrow making me grin..
Well, Well.
Leo's on the ball game...
I clicked my tongue and stood up slowly as to not hurt myself. I stood on my two feet and walked up closer to them, quieting my voice a bit.
"I have a plan. I plan on, breaking out of here with my power, when its time, lf course when the medicine whanes off." I said through a sigh which made they all nodded too.
Except Kureani..
Hey eyes shot wide open in shock, her mouth dropping as well... "You can't be serious. You'll break out? How would you except to not get caught?" Kurenai screeched making my narrow my eyes.
This fucking bitch.
She'll rat me out with her screaming.
Too bad, I can't use my powers. I'll shut her up real quick if I could...
I shook my head at my dark thoughts and sighed "Listen, im not doing it for anything bad. I have good intentions. It's for Hinata. And our child. I can't stay in here and not see my baby born. I want to be there for Hinata. And I will. Now just hang with me, Please Kurenai." I pleaded as I held the bars tightly, my blue eyes staring into hers.
She bit her lip but nodded "Fine. If it's for Hinata then fine." She said reluctantly making me smile, my head nodding and relief flashing in my eyes..
"Good. Now, here's the plan..."
Later
Hinata's P.O.V
I sighed to myself as I sat alone in my room, my eyes sore from crying.
Everyone made a promise that we would see and talk to Naruto every other day until.. I give birth to the baby.
Then.. Things would be a little different which saddens me.
It saddens me even more that Naruto won't be there for the baby's birth.
I sighed once more and combed my hand through my hair.. A small smile forming on my lips.
I closed my eyes tightly and thought back on what Naruto said, heart clenching terribly..
"I'm sorry, for even meeting you. Your life could've been so much more. You could've went to college, made more friends, met another guy that could make your life worth living. That guy could've gave you something that I couldn't...
I whimpered at the memory and laid back on my bed, my eyes starting to water again. "Naruto.." I breathed out and curled into myself on the bed, my mind racing once more..
"He, could've gave you.. love, and compassion. He could've protected you more.. instead of hurting you and just l-lusting all over you, like I've done.. He could've gave you adventure. But not me. I'm, just a monster. I deserve to be in here, but deep down, Hinata.. I really don't want to be this way... I don't. But, I'm bad for you.. And for, our unborn child. It's what's best."
I shuddered at the memory and fought desperately to not burst into tears.
Oh Naruto.. I can never see myself with anyone else but you..
I smiled and turned over slowly, watching my belly.
I kept my smile and lowered my hand to my belly which I rubbed softly, the baby still motionless inside of me.
Aww she/he's still sleeping.
It sure needs it.. With everything I've put it through, after all.
I frowned and closed my eye tightly, feeling sleep come over me.. But I quickly ahook off..
I snapped my eyes open again and stood up from the bed, my eyes straying over to the closet me and Naruto shared.
I smiled faintly and walked over to it slowly, my body only covered in a white see through gown that Naruto bought for me.
Of course.. The things he buys me is explicit. I
I let out a shaky sigh at that, feeling a part of me just.. washed away.
Without him, I feel so empty..
I shook my head and stepped up to the closet and opened it slowly, immediately darkness shoned to me.
I quickly leaned in and ran my hand down the wall beside me for the lightswitch.
I bit my lip but smiled when my hand ran over it which I gladly turned on, revealing all my clothes and of course..
Naruto's..
I whimpered and walked in and eyed Naruto's expensive clothing shakily.
I gasped to myself as I caught something..
I turned around slowly and ran my hand down one of Naruto's clothing which was an orange and grey hoodie, the jacket smelling fresh of, him.
I quickly grabbed it and placed it up to my face, tears slowly forming in my eyes.
I feel, so alone.. Without him. And now knowing I'll be without him, for 10 whole years hurts me, so bad. And by seeing him every other day will only just hurt me more.
It'll remind me.. That some things are just not in my control.
Which means.. Naruto can't be with me.. While I raise our child.
I'll be all alone.
The last thought blew down my restraint and I burst into tears, my legs buckling making me fall down to my knees.
I cried loudly into his hoodie, my chest falling and rising rapidly to my crying.
I.. can't believe he's just gone.
And I can't believe that this..
Is only, the beginning..
Elsewhere
The Next Day
Naruto's P.O.V
I sat strapped down in the back of a police car, my blue eyes covered once again by a blindfold.
After Leo and Ray pleaded for the cops to to band the use of the medicine which surprisingly worked.. They went back to the cloth over my eyes.
Which is fine..
I can always learn to work around that obstacle.
I blew out a quick breath before looking up through the cloth, clearly feeling the vehicle moving and lights flashing over my covered vision.
"So, inform me on where we're going again." I demanded making the officer in the front chuckle.
"Well, we're taking you to a World Class Prison. So we won't have to worry about you getting out. Thank god to that huh?" He chuckled out amusingly making me scowl, my head turning away...
"Whatever. I'm not all bad when you get to know me. Well, that depends on, how, you get to know me." I said darkly making the officer stay quiet, a small gasp escaping his mouth.
I huffed at that and sat back as best as I could.. Feeling like the Boss once again.
I kept like that the whole time, a few bumps here or there but eventually the car came to a stop, slightly driving up to a sidewalk.
"Alright, Uzumaki. Here's our stop. Enjoy, your time." He said amusingly and the car door to my right opened up, hands immediately coming out to latch onto my cuffs making me jump in surprise.
I narrowed my eyes in confusion but stayed put as the unknown person worked off the cuffs on both of my hands, my vision dark.
I sighed once the cuffs were free from my hands but then my body was pulled out of the car and my hands were once again cuffed, but behind me this time making me grunt in annoyance.
"Again with the cuffs?" I mumbled out and shook my head as I slowly walked in the prison building, the sun being replaced by darkness, mild talking hitting my ears immediately.
But they all stopped once I walked passed them, the police officer holding me down away from the bystanders.
I kept walking blindly, twisting and turning down hallways I couldn't see, my mind blank.
Where the fuck am I going?
I was walking aimlessly down hallways, no talking heard anywhere anymore.
I clenched my cuffs in my hands and kept walking until a hand grabbed my shoulder, suddenly pulling me back.
I grunted and halted, my body still now. "Stop. Your cell is here, Uzumaki. I'll enroll you in after I give you instructions. Got it?" He said and turned me towards him making me face him, the cloth still tied tightly around my eyes.
I sighed but nodded, not liking his tone.. "Fine. But what do you mean enroll me in?"
I asked obliviously, that.. a little new to me..
He chuckled "Oh you'll see Uzumaki. You'll see. Just sit tight." He said and walked in front of me and unlocked my cell, loud clunking noises erupting in front of me making me tense up.
Damn it..
This is it.
I'll be locked up again.
Away from my best friends..
Away from my club..
And away from.. My newly made, family.
Hinata must be so devastated..
I lowered my head in shame at the thought and let out a shaky sigh.
I promise.. Once I'm out. I'll shower her with nothing but love.
No crime added.
I'll be a good boy.. For her..
I'll face my demons and atone to my sins.
That's all I ever wanted.
I just hope these 10 years fly by quickly.
I can't imagine life without Hinata and the baby.
I looked up again and sighed, my ear twitching.. "When can I get this cloth removed? It's burning my eyes." I lied and nodded my head a bit, to better show him what I was talking about.
I heard a sigh of annoyance come from him but shuffling was then heard "Fine. But no funny ideas. The warden instructed for you to keep this on. I don't want you to start any trouble on your first day." He commented and grabbed the cloth and quickly untied it, removing it from my face.
Light immediately flashed into my blurry eyes, blinding me, my eyes slowly starting to adjust.
I blinked several times and finally looked up and came face to face with an orange haired male who looked to be still in his 20s..
Like me..
He raised an eyebrow as he caught sight of my staring but shook his head "Chop, Chop, Uzumaki. There's no time to waste. You know the deal." He spat with a nod making me sigh.
I looked up with an amused smirk and walked forward "Yeah, Yeah. I'm coming." I said and walked passed him but turned around when I stood directly in front of my cell, my eyes turning darker, my plan falling in motion..
The male beside me stared wide-eyed as he exprenced my eyes turn darker 'The hell? What's with you?" He whispered out in horror, but before he could reach for his walky talky I turned and captured him in my control.
I smirked darkly at his horor filled face, his body stiffened from my compulsion.
I licked my teeth deviously and ayarted to look around the hall, which was completely empty, a few voices heard down the other halls but not down the one we were located on..
Which was just fine.
Good..
I turned back to the maoe and grinned "Now, here's what's going to happen. And I need you to listen closely. 5 months from now.. You will help me bust out of here. Don't worry, I'll come back.. But.. I'll tell you how we're doing things in the meantime." I said darkly on which he nodded obediently.
"Yes, Naruto. I'll do what you ask of me." He said robotically making me grin deviously.
Well... things have just became much more, easier...
A.N..
Okay!! I got some bad news!!
Or.. Good news, it depends on you..
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I plan on updating my other stories before launching out the last two..
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