Chapter 33: Crushed Feelings
(Warning: Violence and Vulgar Language)
Naruto's P.O.V
I gulped hesitantly as I stared at the device in Hinata's hand.
Wow, it struck me much harder actually seeing it.
She's really Pregnant.. with my child..
Fuck..
She looked down nervously and stayed rooted to her spot, her body trembling from different fleeting emotions she may feel..
Silence spreaded across the room making even me nervous.
And no doubt, Hinata's nervous too.
Time to intervene...
I cleared my throat and stood up, my chair sinking backup to its normal position "Baby, come here." I whispered out and raised my hands up to her.
She looked up at me, a sad look on her face.
She nodded and started to make her way to me but a loud yell stopped us.
"Hinata. You need to stay the hell away from him!" Kurenai shouted making all of us look at her.
My eyes widen and a gasp passed my throat..
The fuck?
Hinata's lips trembled and she stayed rooted to her spot, no longer coming to me "Wh-Wh-Why?" She asked shakily, the pregnancy stick held tightly into her hands.
I looked at the women in the room who all looked at Hinata sadly.
Kurenai scoffed and then pointed at me, my eyebrow rising "You, did this on purpose. She was having a nice, wonderful life before you fucking ruined it. Did you ever asked her what she really wanted, huh?" She asked angrily, while Ino grabbed Hinata back.
Hinata gasped and looked up at me, my eyes darkening.
They're.. pushing Hinata, away from me..
Even when I went out of my fucking way to be good to all of them..
Oh no..
I can't have that..
My eyes darkened extremely and I hissed under my breath "You all just love for me to be the bad guy huh? All I wanted was to change.. I never wanted this shit!" I yelled out in anger, the darkness consuming me whole.
I can feel it.. taking over my body and mind..
Getting me to remember what a horrible fucking monster I am..
Hinata stared at me in fear, her body trembling fiercely at my dark stare.
She then, shook her head and fought off Ino's grip making her gasp "H-Hinata. She called out and let go, Hinata soon running up to me.
My extra dark blue eyes stared at the woman who made her way up to me quickly, the pregnancy stick on the floor, away from her hold.
She grabbed my arms softly, my dark blue eyes now staring coldly down at her.
She whimpered and shook her head, her arms clutching desperately at my tone ones "No, please Naruto. I'm happy. This, is what I wanted. To have a family, to have someone to love me dearly.. To have people that love me. And I know, you want the same. Please don't think otherwise." She whimpered out while staring deeply into my eyes.
I listened carefully but then gasped, her words bringing me back.
Her words repeated themselves several times in my mind which sounded so weird to me.
No way, she's happy.. with me. She can't be..
Before, all she wanted was for me to do was to get out of her life.
But I didn't.. And I definitely ruined it for her..
I didn't ask her if she wanted to have children before..
I just did it..
For punishment..
I'm sick..
I shouldn't deserve her..
I gulped at that.
Kurenai is right.. I can never be happy or be the good guy for the matter..
It's just how people see me now.
They see me as only a stone cold monster that can kill in cold blood and, that is known for fucking up innocent women..
I'm a fuck up..
I groaned harshly and looked up at Ino, Tsunade and Kurenai who stared intently at me, mixed emotions present on their faces.
I wrinkled my nose at that and raised my hands and placed them gently on Hinata's who still stared up at me, worried.
I removed her hands from me and sighed "I, want to be alone." I growled out and walked upstairs to my room, leaving our conversation on hold..
Which I will always..
Leave, on hold...
Hinata's P.O.V
My lips trembled to see Naruto go.
Why do they always do this to him?
It wasn't his fault that he's the way he is..
But, they just don't see it that way...
Kurenai groaned in relief from behind me "Thank God, he left." She said in annoyance making my heartbreak even more.
I turned to them and whimpered quietly "What's wrong with you guys? Do you not want me to be happy?" I whined out loudly making Ino and Tsunade both gasp, Kureani scoffing.
"But Hinata, we just want the best for you. And he, isn't it." Ino said honestly making me gasp, my eyes widening at ger words.
How could she say that?
They don't know what's best for me..
No one, in this whole entire world knows that..
I shook my head at them and gritted my teeth at all them "No! I can take care of my own self. I don't need you guys down my back about everything I do. I know he's done some horrible, horrible things in the past.. To me.. To you guys but now.. He wants to change.. change for the better. Why can't you guys see that!" I screamed out loudly making all of them grow quiet.
Tsunade sighed and walked up to me, her face calm "Sweetie, we're not hurting you at all. We don't want to ever do that. But, do you know what this means? Your life is.. Not the same anymore. There's a baby, growing, inside of you.. By a wanted, criminal. We just want the best for you, Hinata. It's okay." She finished and pulled me into a hug, making me start to cry, her words striking me hard.
I sobbed into her chest as she ran her hands down my violent long hair, soothing me deeply "Yes, it's okay. Let it out." She whispered by my ear as my tears fell rapidly down my cheeks.
I cried loudly, my emotions running wild once again..
"I'm so, so sorry. It's just th-things are moving so fast. I'm just, so scared. So scared that I'm, pregnant now. I don't know what to do.. Anymore." I sobbed out honestly as Kurenai and Ino stood and watched, their faces filled with sadness and worry, for.. me.
I sniffed back my tears and closed my eyes, my mind thinking back to what Tsunade said a minute ago.
She's right..
We can't keep running from the police.
There's a matter of time that they'll find us.. And take Naruto away from me..
And, from our unborn child.
I don't want that to happen but... It's just, not up to me.
I whimpered and backed away, my head lowered away from Tsunade "I-Im going to talk to him." I whispered out and turned to leave but a hand grabbed my arm making me look back.
Tsunade held my hand in a harsh grip, her eyes glowing with concern "I-I think you should just leave him alone, like he said. We kinda struck a nerve with him." She said and Ino and Kurenai nodded, agreeing with Tsuande.
"He can hurt you again. Did you see that look in his eyes?" Ino whimpered out while Kurenai crossed her arms over her chest, her teeth gritting.
"Don't. Go." Kurenai gritted out making me sigh, my eyes saddening.
"Just, let me. He'll listen to me. He won't.. hurt me." I said slowly making them all gasp, doubt flashing in their eyes.
But I didn't back down..
Ino shook her head but I shook mines.
"Just let me. Please." I whispered out and then turned and ran upstairs, living I at that.
I closed my eyes as I ignored their pleads for me to come back.
I jumped off of the last stair and ran down the hall to the room me and Naruto shared.
The door was slammed shut and no light was shone under the door making me gulp.
My body shuddered violently as I recalled the memory back at the club..
When Naruto was mad at me.
It felt just like this, making me so nervous to enter.
I blew out a deep breath before I raised my fist up to the door and knocked quietly, the sound erupting out softly.
"N-Naruto. It's me. Open the door." I whispered out, my hand falling down to the doorknob which was locked.
I blinded rapidly when I heard nothing from him..
Nothing but silence..
"N-Naruto, please." I whimpered out loudly, so Naruto could hear me better.
Still just silence, after my plead but finally, the door opened up revealing darkness.
I gulped again, my eyes trying to adjust to the dark room..
"Come in, Hinata." A deep voice erupted out slowly from the room making me cringe.
I smiled regardless and walked in fully, passing by the open door.
I looked around slowly but didn't see Naruto anywhere, the darkness engulfing me fully.
"Uh, Naruto." I called out and looked around some more but suddenly the door behind me slammed shut making me yelp loudly.
My body shuddered violently but then the lights flashed on, catching me by surprise.
What is going on?
I jumped in fear and turned around quickly and saw Naruto by the door.
His blonde hair laid swiftly over his dark blue eyes and his arms were crossed over his tone chest "I heard you, talking, Hinata. So, you think the same huh?" He asked darkly and slowly made his way towards me, his hands dropping to his side.
My eyes widen and my lips started to tremble at the sight of him.
He's turning dark again..
Oh no...
I shook my head and placed my hands up in front of me for defense, my lavender eyes staring up at him worriedly "No, this isn't what it looks like. I promise, Naruto." I whimpered out but he only scowled, throwing my words to the back of his mind.
"Bullshit. If you didn't want the kid.. You could've just asked. I'll gladly remove it for you, Hinata.. He said with a deadly undertone and dug into his pocket and removed a large, sharp knife that I never saw before in my life from him.
My eyes widen even more in fear, tears slowing spilling from my eyes.
No.. Its just like my dream!
"Please, Naruto. Please don't do this." I sobbed out, my hands falling down to my covered belly.
He chuckled darkly and spun the knife expertly in his hand, frightening my core "Ooh, baby. Beg for me more. Scream for me. Mmm, I like when you beg, Hinata." He moaned out loudly, his eyes glowing with darkness...
Just, like, before...
I shook my head and backed away slowly, watching him fearfully "Please Naruto. I'm sorry. Please, I-I love you, remember?" I whimpered out, sespeartly tryung to dave my hide.
But, my prayers must have been unanswered because my back suddenly slammed against the dresser behind me making me yelp, my eyes widening in fear...
Oh no.. I-I'm trapped...
He grinned deviously at my dilemma and continued to walk up to me making me shriek in fear.
I raised my hands and shook my head, clearly seeing him inch up more towards me
His eyes were dark and scary and his body was menacing not as delicious and mouthwatering as before.
It's like..
He was, a totally different person...
I started to hyperventilate, my breathing failing me out of fear.
"Please. D-Dont hurt me, Naruto." I whispered out, my voice cracking hard in my throat.
I should've just listened to the girls..
This was definitely a bad idea..
He laughed loudly and raised the knife up at me, his body directly in front of me now.
He tilted his head at me but then suddenly grabbed my romper and ripped it open making me scream, sobbs escaping my mouth at his sudden assault.
He licked his lips as he eyed my still flat but now exposed belly "You said you didn't want it right?" He asked darkly and started to bring the knife down to my navel area making me screech in fear.
I shook my head and reached out for him, my hands falling down to his tone, tanned cheeks.
I slowly caressed them with my fingers, his movements stopping at the moment.
He looked at me through his blonde hair and clenched his jaw tightly in my hand "Hinata, I'm doing you a favor. I promise.. It won't hurt a bit." He whispered out darkly making me shudder, but.. I took a deep breath.
I have to talk some sense into him..
That's the only way I can bring him.
back.. Or free him frim this.. Monster, before me..
I shook my head again and sniffed back my tears "No, you have it all wrong, Naruto. I want this baby. I want you. I want you to feel happiness, Naruto. I want to make our child feel happiness as well. I was just so sad that this, happened so soon. But it doesn't matter now. What matters now, is our child. I've always wanted someone to love me like you do Naruto.. So please just, come back to me." I sobbed out and placed my head down onto his shoulder, the knife falling down on the floor, away from his hand.
His eyes widen insantly and he lrt out.numerous of gasps, his blue eyes switching down to my sobbing self on his shoulder.
"Holy Shit. I'm so sorry, Hinata. What the fuck, was I thinking?" He cursed out, his voice cracking hard.
His body was moving widlly, mines as well.. But a wrong move was made frim him and I went faling down, sweat pouring heavily down my face.
He caught me, just in time and placed me down onto his lap from where he sat, his hand going down to massage my sweaty exposed belly. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, Hinata." He whimpered out while rocking me back and forth, calming my soul..
Why did that take so much energy out of me?
Goodness...
I breathed hard and listened to his forgiving pleads by my hair. His eyes were closed and his arms held me tightly, but I couldn't deny the darkness that finally engulfed me..
So, I closed my eyes and fell into a deep, exhausting slumber, with a worried Naruto above me..
Later
Hinata's P.O.V
I groaned and opened my eyes slowly, finally recognizing where I was.
I felt that there were a hot towel on my forehead and a hand massaging my arms softly "Oh good. You're awake." A masculine voice said above me making my eyes snap open fully.
"N-N-Naruto.." I whispered out but he shushed me, shaking his head.
"You ran a fever, Hinata. Just take it easy for now." He said quietly and instead, rubbed my covered thigh gently.
I smiled weakly at him and finally looked down and noticed the now black lacy gown that adored my body..
My romper from ealier nowhere in sight..
He, must've changed me..
I groaned at that but looked up at the man above me who looked down at me through blonde hair.
He smiled faintly at me and moved his hand up and grabbed mines, his thumb rubbing it gently with care.
"So, how are you feeling, Baby? He whispered out to me, both of his legs on the flooor by the hed as he gaze down at me.
I smiled brightly up at him for his sincere words.. "I'm.. better. But, it's probably just my symptoms. Nothing to worry about. But, are you, okay?" I whispered back and raised my hand and ran it through his messy hair.
He sighed and shook his head, his blue eyes adverting.. "No, I'm not. I was just some blinded by their words, and your words.. I just dealt it out the wrong way and, apologizing isn't even enough to repay what I was going to do.. to you." He whispered while my hand continued to massage his hidden scalp.
I sighed as well and rolled my hand in a circle motion through his hair making him shudder, his eyes closing.
I nodded slowly and looked away sadly "I-It's not your fault, Naruto. They just, see you differently.. Which is the exact reason, you show them that they're wrong. I know you want to do better, Naruto. B-But it starts at keeping.. Your mind straight. You have, to think positive." I whispered out sincerely and ran my hand down to his cheek.
He nodded and leaned in to my touch, smiling softly..
I love it when he smiles..
"Y-You're right. But.. I broke my fucking promise. I promised I wouldn't turn dark anymore.. Goddammit. I'm such.. a fuck up." He hissed out and looked away from me in shame making my eyes soften.
I nudged my fingers lightly at his cheekbone making him look back at me, his eyes puffy red and defeated...
It looks like he's desperate to cry..
I shook my head at him, his eyes staring deeply into mines "Don't call yourself that. It was a misunderstanding. You made a mistake, Naruto. It's normal. And you're going to keep making mistakes but I'll still be with you, every step of the way. You'll get better. Promise." I said with a bright smile making him smile, his features lighting up once again.
"You mean it? You really think I can change?" He asked, a little uncertainty found in his voice.
I nodded and caressed him even more, his boyish smile never leaving his face.
"Of course, Naruto. After all... I love you." I whispered out and leaned in and kissed his forehead softly making him chukle, he accepting it nonetheless.
"Thank you, Hinata. I love, you too." He whispered out making my face light up with joy.
I always love it when he says that to me..
I have no doubt that he can change..
For, the better...
Stefan's P.O.V
We all sat in the back of a long black limousine as Chubby sat in front of us.
I looked up through my black hair to gaze at him, my hazel eyes sizing him up...
"Where are you taking us? What's your fucking plan?" I asked loudly, the men all around me gazing at us...
He chuckled and shook his head at me, pulling up one index finger at me "Tsk, Tsk. Such Impatience. We're almost there.. Don't wanna ruin the surprise now do we?" He informed slyly making Ray scrunch his nose up in annoyance.
He sat beside me but was laying back in the seat, his legs out wide below his chair "That doesn't sound too reassuring." Ray hissed out making Chubby laugh, the other men chuckling..
"In due time, my friends. In due, time." He said softly and looked away from us, ending our conversation with that..
I scoffed and took a glance at Leo who was chugging down a bottle of liquor on the other side of me, his eyes glazed already.
My eyebrows furrowed at the speed he was drinking it, his throat gulping it down like if it was water.
"Do you ever not drink?" I hissed out to him making him chuckle, Ray snickering under his breath.
Leo lowered the bottle and casted me an amused glance, a smirk on his face.
"Drinking, is for the soul, dickhead.." He informed amusingly making me chuckle, my eyes rolling at his assumption "Right..." I trailed off and looked away, my hazel eyes connecting with the window across from me.
It looks like we're making our way towards a huge mansion.
Huh, never seen anything like it before.
Hmm.. Something.. just doesn't feel right..
Not only do I not recongize the area were in.. I don't recognize Chubby..
I don't think I ever seen him before..
Hmm... I wonder..
I sighed and laid back into the black leather seats behind me, my mind suddenly racing once more.
My mind now bringing me back to my Boss, Naruto.
Where could he be.. right now?
He wouldn't just leave us in the dust.. would he?
If he was with that girl, why couldn't he just bring her back to the club to be with us?
I don't get it.
Where could he really be..
I closed my eyes in thought, my mind coming up with different possibilities on where he might could be.
I was so caught up into my thoughts, I didn't feel the limo come to a compete stop, my body tilting forward a bit.
A few seconds paseed and I felt a light kick at my right ankle making me look up.
Chubby grinned slyly at me, his mustache moving up as well "We're here." He said huskily and stood up slightly, the men in front of him making their way out of the parked limo first.
I looked at Ray who shrugged at me, Leo staring at them leave "You really think we should be trusting this dirtbag?" I whispered out to him on which he shook his head, raising one eyebrow as a way of saying..
Hell nah.
But of course.. This is Ray..
He wants to have fun.. So I only pedciated he'll say the words he was just about to say..
He smiled and scooted up near me a bit, eyeing me deeply "Of course not. But what is there to lose? Come on, you scared?" He asked amusingly making me growl, a scowl creeping on my face from his comment..
This bastard..
"Whatever." I scoffed out and hopped up and started to follow the rest of them out, Leo following close behind.
I nudged the door opened with my pale knuckles and hopped out, the sunlight shining brightly into my eyes immediately, blinding them.
I brought my hand up to cover my eyes from it but only slightly..
I gotta see after all.
I looked around at the huddle of men in black who were gathered around on a grass platform, just outside the fancy looking mansion which looked too old school for a person like Chubby..
He, stood up front, his shades blocking the sunlight out pretty well "Here we are boys. But now, that I have you where I want you. I want, something from you." He said darkly and then the men beside him suddenly aimed rifles up at us, shocking all three of us.
I growled and pulled my personel Magnum out and aimed it back at them while Ray and Leo did the same with their guns.
Ray growled at that, his teeth bared angrily..
He was so angry.. I heard the grinding of his teeth from where I stood beside him..
I knew something was up..
"Hold the fuck up. What the actual fuck is going on here?" He yelled loudly, his gun up and ready to shoot at any unlucky person in the way.
Leo hissed and aimed his up at Chubby as well "Care to explain, asshole?" He added coldly, his eyes narrowed dangerously at the men's silence.
Their silence was a taunting silence..
We both were challenging leach other even though our odds were outmatched...
We still can get down if we wanted..
Chubby suddenly laughed loudly, his chest rumbling up harshly "Oh you men amuse me... Listen, I really don't need any of you. I found the Uzumaki gang easily, which is known to be the strongest. You boys right under the Boss.. Naruto, Uzumaki. So it wasnt hard finding you three. But who am I? I'm the leader, of the Shinigani gang/clan. And so far.. I have killed off 12 gangs. Including their leaders. And I, want my gang to be the strongest.. And you all, are standing in my way of that. Now, this is where you boys come in.." He said darkly, the men cocking their guns at us making me sneer.
Holy fuck. This guy...
He's nothing I've excepted..
He's actually a leader, of one of our rival gangs..
No way..
I licked my lips in anger and cocked mines again, hoping to strike fear into some of the men's hearts in from of us...
But, nothing..
We're at a disadvantage...
I gritted my teeth and stood my ground "Oh, so this is what this is about. I knew I had a funny feeling about you. After all, we don't know shit about you." I hissed out on which Ray nodded, caring on with my train of thought.
"So, whatever you have plan for us. Just forget it. I'm not interested in doing your dirty work." Ray added on, turning his neck sideways a bit, giving it a good crack to add on to his point.
Chubby laughed once again, taking our words for a joke which pissed us all off...
"Oh but you must. Or, I will tell them to fire. And boys.. You don't want me to order them to do that.." He said deadly making all of us growl.
Damn it..
This, is blackmail..
I stared at the armed men who chuckled darkly at us, their eyes set on shooting us.
I sighed, slowly giving in.. "Fine." I muttered out making him chuckle.
He clamped his hands together and nodded, smirking proudly at us.
His mustache moved with every smile or frown he made which made him look a bit old.. "Now, we're talking business. So, the job I have for you is.. To bring me, Naruto. If he doesn't arrive in 3 days. Your lives are at stake. Understand me?" He explained deadly, his voice growing a tad bit huskier making all of our bodies stiffen.
Ray gawked at him, his eyes widen in disbelief "Are you fucking kidding me? Why Naruto huh? He's fucking off of the grid. We don't know where he is. We can't help ya." He yelled out honestly making them all laugh, our eyes narrowed..
What's so so damn funny?
We're completely serious..
Why would he want him?
Chubby shook his head and hummed under his breath, his arms coming up to cross over his bulgy stomach which begged for some air, his tux hugging his figure a tad bit too tight.
"Oh, but you will find him. And my needs for him? Simple. I want to kill him. Make him suffer. So I suggest you find him quick, or your lives will be the ones on the line." He said and then nodded at our guns "Oh if you don't mind, lower your guns. How about we settle this like real men." He said slowly making me snarl.
I turned and cast a glance at Leo who was staring at the scene in front of us with hatred and disdian, we all wishing we can take control of this situation..
No one saw this coming..
At all..
He turned to me and shook his head, frowning "He's double crossing us." He mouthed and lowered his gun reluctantly.
Ray cursed and lowered his as well, copying Leo and me "Fine. But what will you get out of this huh? You kill our Boss and then what?" Ray shouted while placing his gun into his back pocket, out of sight.
Chubby grinned and did a hand motion causing the men beside him to lower their guns, ignoring Ray's question for now.
He then nodded and started to walk up to the mansion in front of us, signaling for us to follow him..
"Follow me men. It's better if we discuss this inside.. I'll get to it, more further..
Author's P.O.V
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