Attempted Solace

I sat against my bed with my knees against my chest with my arms wrapped around them.

What was i about to do? I'd be taking advantage of Pyrrha, she doesn't remember anything, what i've done to her.

I shouldn't have taken her here i should have taken her to her friends or her family...

There was a knock at my door so i raised my head.

Pyrrha: Y/N... please come out

Me: It's too dangerous right now

My semblance was activating due to the self hatred and rage i felt, if i lose control again i'll just end up killing Pyrrha.

Pyrrha: You're... you're not dangerous Y/N, you're sweet and kind and my friend

Me: You wouldn't say that if you knew what happened...

Pyrrha: I don't care what happened, i care about you... and i thought you did too

Is that what it seems like to her? That i don't care?

Me: I do care Pyrrha

Pyrrha: Then why won't you come out?

Me: To keep you safe

Pyrrha: But i am safe, with you i know i can be

Me: Not as i am now...

I lowered my head once again as she made no further sounds, i just don't want her to be hurt again on my account.

Suddenly my door opened as i looked up to see Pyrrha, trying my head away i tried to hide my cracking skin.

She came closer and kneeled down so that she was on my level, why is she smiling? Is it to fool herself or is it to make me happy?

Pyrrha then cupped my cheek and turned my head towards her so she could see what my semblance was doing to me.

Pyrrha: See you're not dangerous Y/N

Me: It gets worse...

Pyrrha: How because of that crack of your face?

I nodded but it didn't deter Pyrrha, she moved so she could be on her knees while keeping the smile on her face.

Pyrrha: That doesn't make you dangerous Y/N, i don't think it'll change who you really are.

Me:... Who am i then?

Pyrrha: A kind, selfless person that i care about. The person i trust most in this world

Me: You're just going end up disappointed with the truth

She leaned forward and pressed her forehead against mine but hers was tilted above mine.

Pyrrha: I'm not Y/N, because this is the truth whether you want to accept it or not...

Why is she so determined? So dead set on staying with me and trying to make me feel like a good person?

I look into her eyes as i feel the cracks recede, no one has been able to calm me down like this apart from Emerald...

No Emerald stopped caring about me, she kept looking for Cinder's attention but Pyrrha

I've been selfish, not caring about what she thinks and wants because i was thinking for her instead if letting her do it for herself...

Me: Pyrrha... i'm sorry

Pyrrha: For what?

Me: I've been selfish

She leaned back before giggling

Pyrrha: Just a bit

Me: Well... what do you want? I've never really asked you that but i want to know now

Pyrrha: I think i'd like to share a bed with you, it's comforting

Me: R-Right

She looked to me hopeful before it turned to worry as she sighed

Pyrrha: We don't have to if you don't want it

Me: No, it's okay

I sat up and Pyrrha followed before i looked out the window, it had gotten dark enough to the point where people would sleep.

Pyrrha sat on my bed so i did the same, our backs were facing eachother as i stayed frozen.

Why is it so different now? Sure we did it out of necessity but it was partly out of our own volition.

Pyrrha layed down on the bed after taking off the clothes that weren't needed.

I looked down to my right hand and traced some of the stars before sighing and taking off my top.

Climbing under the covers i felt Pyrrha scoot over to get closer to me, whether it's for warmth or somethinh else i wouldn't know.

Pyrrha: Thank you

Me: For what?

Pyrrha: Doing this for me

Me:...

Pyrrha: What's wrong?

She raised herself up with her arm which made the duvet slip off her slightly, looking away i felt a blush rise onto my cheeks knowing she isn't wearing much.

Me: Earlier today... we were about to...

Pyrrha: About to what?

Me: Do you not know what we were going to do?

Pyrrha: You mean...

She cupped my cheek and turned my head towards her before she quickly leaned in and kissed me! My eyes widened as i stayed frozen before she pulled away

Pyrrha: That?

Me: Uhh y-yeah... do you know what that is?

Pyrrha: I saw two people doing it when we went shopping, they seemed to be close like us

I scratched my cheek nervously before looking at Pyrrha

Me: Most people who do that are in a relationship

Pyrrha: You said that before and i told you what i wanted

Me:... I suppose we can give it a try...







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