Literally what the hell was going through my mind

This is FairyTail btw

Natsu was used to it. He'd dealt with it for three years. He followed a consistent regime during these times. Happy stayed with Lucy while he kept himself locked in his room with very strong air fragrance. The month would tick by slowly, so painfully slow it hurt and he was going to have to deal with it again for the next month.

Natsu groggily walks into the Fairy Tail guild hall, not caring about the impression he's giving. He slumps into a bar stool as Mirajane walks over to him.

"Can I have some fire?" He asks tiredly.

"Is everything alright, Natsu?" She asks gently.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just...not feeling well."

"Alright. I'll get that fire for you right now."

She walks away and Natsu closes his eyes, ready to sleep without hesitation but a disembodied voice talks to him. He lifts his head and looks at the owner. "Pyro," he says.

"What do you want?" Natsu snaps as the urges arise again.

"I know you're going through mating season, I am too," he says. "But, you need someone to look after you in your state so I'm staying over with you."

"No way."

"Yes."

"No."

"Yes, Natsu. You don't want something bad to happen."

Natsu tenses as memories of last year flash in his head. "Sure," he groans.

"Here's your fire, Natsu," Mirajane says and hands over his fire.

***

When Natsu and Gray made it back to the cottage in the forest, Natsu lets him in before locking the door behind him. He walks around the house, locking everything and covering it all, including the air vents. Then, he sprays the house with two bottles of air fragrance, covering his nose.

"Isn't that a bit overkill?" Gray asks, annoyed slightly.

Natsu snaps his head around to give him a deadly glare.

Gray backs down and puts his hands up as if being held at gun-point. "Sorry," he sounds offended.

"I'm sorry," Natsu whispers before walking away and into the bathroom. He locks the door and slides down it, burying his face in his hands as tears roll down his cheeks. Anger for himself boils in his stomach at the thought of annoying his mate. He grips his hair tightly and rips at it, as if that will fix his mistake.

"Hurry up, Flame Brain," Gray growls outside the door.

Natsu stumbles onto his feet, splashes his face with water and leaves the bathroom, allowing the stripped Gray in. Natsu heads for the couch and curls up on it, cradling a pillow while imaging it's Gray.

Gray laughs. Natsu buries his head into the pillow harder as tears brim his eyes. "What are you doing?"

"Shut up," Natsu chokes out, tears slipping from his eyes.

"You hungry?" Gray asks after calming down.

"No," Natsu snaps. "Can you just leave?" He shouts angrily.

"Calm down, Pyro. No need to get so upset."

"I didn't ask for you to come and be annoying! Just get out!" Natsu screams, tightening his grip around the pillow. Before long, he wouldn't be able to stop himself from doing something he was going to regret.

"Fine! I just wanted to help you," Gray says harshly.

"Why'd you think you'd be able to help me, idiot," Natsu whispers as Gray storms away for the back door. He hears it being unlocked then slammed closed. Natsu begins sobbing into the pillow. Not even fifteen minutes through the door and he already fucked it up. But, at least he couldn't embarrass himself in front of his one and only.

The front door handle starts rattling. "C'mon Natsu, I know you're in here. It's me, Zankoku. Why don't we have some fun," a honeyed male voice says. More tears fall from Natsu's eyes as he lets the pillow go and shuffles backwards on his butt but accidentally topples off the couch. A sob wracks his body and he covers his mouth. "Don't make me rip the door out like last time." Suddenly, the Oika-door stops being abused. "I guess I'll have to use the back door."

Natsu eyes widen. It wasn't locked. He pushes himself up on wobbly legs and runs towards the door, just as he reaches it. It flings open and in front of him is the tall, muscular figure. He has aqua eyes and light blue hair. He has a black dagger tattoo on his right middle finger.

Natsu falls harshly onto the ground and starts shuffling backwards. He hiccups. The male slams the door closed harshly behind him before walking towards Natsu who's back is now pressed against the wall. "Gray! H-Help!" Natsu screams.

"No one's coming for you." Zankoku pulls Natsu away from the wall and flat on the ground, dragging his arms above his head. He begins kissing him harshly, forcing his way into Natsu's mouth. Natsu thrashes around underneath Zankoku's grasp, screaming into his mouth.

"Gray!" He shouts as the dominant male removes his mouth to catch his breath. Natsu's mouth is once again covered. Zankoku's knee rubs against Natsu's groin, sending a pleasurable feeling up his spine. He moans, but realises what he did and what Zankoku was going to take that as.

Natsu feels helpless as Zankoku rips off his coat and bends down to suck his pleasurable spot on his neck, but before that could happen, the door flung open and in walked a very angry ice mage. Zankoku stops what he's doing and lets go of Natsu. He storms over to Gray.

Natsu takes this opportunity to bolt for his bedroom. He locks the door behind him. He grabs the blanket at the end of his bed and wraps it around himself to stop the feeling of being exposed before crawling into the comfortable reading nook occupied with magazines. He curls into a ball as tears run down his cheeks. The house shakes and Natsu lets out a soul-crushing sob. Fists pound on the door but Natsu ignores them.

"Natsu? It's me, Gray. Let me in. I won't force you to tell me anything," Gray pleads.

Natsu chokes on his voice but slowly stands up, keeping the blanket held tight around him. He wipes away the tears as he unlocks the door, slowly opening it. Natsu stares at the ground as Gray walks in, closing the door behind him. Warm arms wrap around Natsu's shoulders as he's pulled into the cold but comforting embrace of Gray's. His head rests against Gray's shoulder Natsu slowly brings his hands up behind the male and squeezes him tightly. The tears come out like a deluge.