Poem
(A/n): again, not a short story. This is a poem that I wrote. And just warning you, it's made people cry before....
Would anyone even notice if I disappeared?
I feel so invisible, just standing here
There's nothing to do, so my mind gets bored
It conjures up ideas that cannot be ignored
I get lost in the torrent of stories and false hope
Too blinded by the fiction to see the downward slope
The slope of my sanity, crumbling at my feet
The sanity I've worked so hard to find and keep
No one seems to notice who I truly am inside
They only see the bad stuff, the stuff I try to hide
My self esteem is torn and bruised
From the times I've been mistreated and abused
My depression speaks clear,
"It's time to give up, dear"
So I do as I'm told,
Let myself be controlled
I pull up a chair, take the rope in my hand
Take one final breath and one final stand
I squeeze my eyes shut,
Nothing to stop me, no 'but'
I step off the chair, and struggle for breath
That's when I realize, "the answer's not death"
But now it's too late
I took Satan's bait
My mom walks in, and drops to the floor
She cries out in anguish, "she lost her war!"
She then spots the note, that I folded with care
She picks it up gently, her face sad and scared
"I'm sorry Mom, but this world is not my place
There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space
Everyone's facing their own fight
If you miss me, hug my sister tight
And let the world know, that I died in vain
Because the world around me, is the one to blame
And I know in a year, you'll forget that I'm gone
'Cause I'm not something to be dwelled on
That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school
So I'm going by the law majority rules
I'm sorry for the few friends I had
I'm sorry if I made you sad
But this life, I can't live it any longer
I wish I had the power to be stronger
But as you know, I'm not a fighter
The only thing I'd ever be is a crappy writer
So world, this is me saying goodbye
I'm leaving now, committing suicide."
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