Another knock, just a bit harder this time. And all you have in return is silence. No. No. No—

You raise your hand again, ready to give it another try while refusing to accept the possibility that he is no longer there, when finally—finally—you hear a click, and the door slowly opens. Taehyung appears before you, with wide, curious eyes and a smile slowly lifting on his lips, like a piece of a fantasy manifesting into something real.

"You're still here," you breathe a sigh of relief, drawing a low chuckle from him.

Taehyung crosses his arms over his chest as he hovers by the doorway, the small smile on his face unwavering. "Alia called. Warned me not to run away," he gently says.

The thought of him driving off to leave town, running away before you could see him, feels like a bolt piercing through your heart. "Were you—trying to run?"

"I felt the urge to," he admit while lowering his gaze, briefly avoiding your eyes. "But I couldn't."

You can hear the sound of your heartbeat. "Because of the blizzard happening outside?"

Taehyung looks up, and his smile deepens when he steps aside. "Why don't you come in? It's getting colder. You can warm up inside." There is a playful glint in his eyes which says the unspoken words—

With me.

Drawn by the look in his eyes, your legs begin to move on their own. Your arm brushes against him as you walk past him, just barely, and your skin prickles warmly, as if the thick winter coat that you are wearing is nonexistent.

Taehyung takes your coat, shaking the remaining snow that is still attached to it before hanging it on the coat rack by the door while you step out of your snow-coated boots, refusing to leave trails of snow and dirt on his floor as he pulls you inside. He guides you to take a seat on the edge of the bed while he takes the one-seater from the corner of the room and places it across from you.

Sitting back, he wears a playful smile on his face. He seems giddy, with a twinge of wariness that is quite noticeable coming out of him—both feelings are something that you also share as you sit with your back straightened while your legs are shaking.

Sitting here like this allows you to get a good look at Taehyung. And for the first time, you notice the boyish charm in him that looks—adorable. You can see it better when he smiles, when he looks at you with an expectant look in his yes, and when he doesn't seem to be able to remain calm.

You have no idea why you had never seen this side of him before. Has he been hiding this part of him? Because, if you want to be honest with yourself, you like seeing this side of Taehyung, maybe even more than the side that he has allowed you to see before today.

If comfort is a person, this side of him fits the picture, you wonder to yourself with a smile.

Speaking of pictures—

Your eyes travel around the room, taking notice of the place where he has been staying at. The room is undoubtedly smaller than the suite that he booked back at the transit hotel, but not any smaller than your own bedroom back home. The bed that you are sitting on feels soft, with wooden bed frames that makes it seem sturdy. There is a single vanity table that stretches out on one wall, also functioning as a writing desk, an electric fireplace in the corner that is running with a soft hum, and a wall-mounted television that has been kept on with its volume lowered to fill the room with its white noise.

Your eyes fall on the long table, on the small object that catches your attention.

"Would you like to drink?" Taehyung asks you as the silence stretches out for too long, and you look at him with a smile.

"Sure, I'd love to."

Nodding, he rises from his seat to grab a drink from the corner cabinet, while you do the same. Drawn towards the small object that Taehyung had placed on the table like a precious jewel—your sonogram.

"I didn't mean to keep it with me. But throughout all the chaos happening last night—" you can hear his voice getting closer and closer, yet you do nothing to look his way. Holding up the sonogram between your fingers, your eyes are focused completely on it, fixated at the clear proof of your future. You still have your eyes on it as his warmth comes pressing on your back, his voice feels like a gentle brush on your skin as he whispers close—

"—I just couldn't let it go. It felt surreal whenever I looked at it. It was almost as if—I was actually holding that baby in my hands, and I needed to protect it."

His words send your mind into a daze, even when you notice the tremble in his voice. Everything he does next seems like parts of a dream. You notice his hand reaching out beside you, placing two objects which seem to be bottles of fresh juice on top of the table. And his hand stays there, palm pressing on the edge of the desk while his other hand is resting on your other side, practically caging you in place.

Slowly, you turn around to face him. The sudden closeness makes you feel dizzy, yet the feeling is incomparable to the way your body is reacting when you look into his eyes.

His dark eyes somehow appear even darker from up close. You feel nothing carnal in the way he is looking at you, nor the way he is giving you no chance to escape. But there is the heat that you feel reaching out to you, vibrating through his chest together with his heavy breath.

"We are—" he murmurs, stopping briefly with a deep exhale of breath. "We're expecting a baby." He speaks as if he is trying to rewire his brain into accepting reality.

Your heart starts racing when you hear his words.

We. That word seals everything in.

And you can feel that sense of acceptance coming from him. You can easily see it written all over his face; in his gaze that looks resolved and in his warm smile that seems inviting. And then you get to see it coming together when he takes you in, his eyes landing on your belly. Even though covered under your thick sweater, he looks at you as if he can see what is hidden underneath.

"We're expecting a baby," you whisper with a smile. "It's still early. Very early. Which is why you might not see any changes, like seeing the baby in its fully grown form, or find out the gender yet, but we can already hear the heartbeat. We can arrange so you can join me on my next appointment with the doctor. That is, if you'd like."

Putting all of your hopes into words feels risky. But thinking about him being there puts a smile on your face. That smile fades for a brief moment when you realise that you are also putting your heart at risk of being broken—be it from him, or from life.

"Anything could still happen," you add with a wry smile. The sceptical part of you slowly sneaking its way into your mind to take control. "But if you're willing to go through this with me and—"

He doesn't let you finish your sentence when he suddenly reaches out to touch you. He brushes your cheek with the gentle touch of his fingers, and wraps his other arm around your waist, pulling you gently to him until you are nearly pressed into his chest. You bring your palms up to his chest in reflex, pressing against him as a barrier, separating you from his overwhelming warmth.

You can feel his heartbeat picking up under your palms, just as your own heartbeat starts thundering inside your chest.

"Last night, Cliff stole my chance to figure out or express how I felt about this," he says with a nervous chuckle. "I was in so much shock both from the news and then Cliff's reaction that I couldn't say a word about it. But the moment I left your home and spent the night alone in this room, I finally got the chance to process everything."

He stops, shaking his head before pressing his lips on your temple. "Still, I can't believe that this is happening. But this is our new reality right now and I have to face it. No matter at what cost," he whispers with his lips hovering against your temple.

"What—what are you saying?"

"I'm saying that I'm all in," he says, pulling back so he can look at you. "I told you, didn't I? You never really left my mind after that night. I'm not sure why, but waking up in the morning to see you gone back then got me curious and, well—" he chuckles. "It was all the reason why I got roped into Alia's sneaky scheme, which I'm beginning to regret ever being a part of, but since we're here anyway."

Taehyung lets out a dramatic sigh, drawing a curious smile to your face.

His chest rises and falls as he exhales a deep breath. "Alia promised to help me once we've done the deal. And although I never told her specifically what I needed help with—" he grins, looking as if he is thinking back to the day he planned out this whole scheme with your stepsister.

A scheme where he pretended to be dating her to trick your and Alia's family.

"Actually, I was already trying to find you. Alia has a lot of connections, gathered by traveling to different places and jumping between odd jobs, so I thought that maybe she would know how to solve that problem of mine," he admits, and your skin flushes warmly when you realise that not only has he been thinking of you this whole time, but he had also thought of looking for you when you thought that he would have simply forgotten everything and moved on.

"Things may have gone differently than I imagined, and not entirely in the right order. But technically speaking, she made it happen, just as promised," he chuckles again, looking just amused at the situation as you are. "If I had known about the baby, I wouldn't have asked you to hide from Alia that we got together at one point," he grimaces. "I wasn't sure what kind of situation Alia was in that would require her having a fake boyfriend, so I don't know what telling her that we hooked up would do."

Frowning, you simply shake your head and murmur, "No, I should've told you right away. But like I said, I wasn't prepared to see my baby's daddy coming into my parents' home holding hands with my stepsister."

Taehyung smiles and rubs his thumb across your cheek. "I'm sorry."

Your body shudders under his touch, but you cover it with a sigh. "Likewise," you whisper. "But can we please stop talking about Alia right now?"

He barks out a laugh. "Okay, if that's what you want," he says with a wide grin on his face. "Maybe you'll be more interested in talking about something else, then?"

You suck a deep breath as his eyes bore into yours. Even before he says it, you can somehow tell what he is thinking. There is something in his eyes that makes you feel hot inside. Something that feels intimidating, yet comforting at the same time, and it makes you want to dive into whatever it is that is offering you.

As if he can read your mind, Taehyung starts staring at you the same way he did that night—with the same passion and hunger that are enough to engulf you as a whole.

While you are captivated with his gaze, Taehyung leans in, stealing a kiss from your lips before you realise what is happening. He begins with a gentle, tentative kiss, as if he is testing to see how you are going to react. But with your emotion heightened, and relief warming your chest, the innocent kiss that he is giving you is already enough to send heat flushing through your body.

Your fingers sink into his sweater in a desperate clutch as you return his kiss, pressing your mouth onto his without any inhibitions. A sigh escapes from your throat, while he releases a deep grunt and begins to deepen the kiss.

His tongue presses between the seams of your lips, penetrating into your mouth in seek of control. All the heat inside you starts swirling violently as he devours your lips, and it's driving you crazy. Your thundering heartbeat presses against your chest and he keeps stealing your breath, leaving you gasping the moment he releases your lips.

Yet Taehyung doesn't stop. Giving you a few more pecks on your swollen lips, he then moves his kisses down the column of your throat, and your head falls back in an instant, helping him to travel lower until he rests his lips beneath your earlobe where he breathes out a sigh.

"This wasn't—" you gasp as he nips at your pulse, rocking your entire body at the touch of his teeth on your skin, "This wasn't the reason why I came here for."

"Are you sure?" he hums against your skin. "We can stop if you want to. But you have to be the one to say the words." His words make you swoon, but contrary to what he is saying to you, Taehyung continues to press his lips on your skin, making it hard for you to say a thing. "It's been pure torture having to hold back, being in the same room with you but unable to do anything about it."

He leans back, looking at you with a deep gaze as he brushes his thumb across your swollen lips. "I kept seeing these lips and wishing I could kiss it."

Silently admitting that you feel the same way for him, your eyes move to his lips, noticing its swell, the faint crimson shade and the moisture that are left there after kissing you, and hazily blurt out, "Did you kiss Alia with that same mouth?"

"Fuck, no!" he says, making you laugh when he seems horrified at the thought of kissing your stepsister. "We're friends, but not that close as friends to be smooching at each other."

The way he is scrunching his nose still makes you giggle. "Sorry, but—you know, I had to make sure."

Taehyung snorts. "Of course you do," he grumbles, although the mirth in his eyes turns, as he gives you an understanding look through them, now knowing what kind of relationship that you share with Alia. 

"There are a lot of things about your stepsister that you might not know about."